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Thursday, May 31, 2007
i'm really exhausted...got really bad flu n itz driving me insane. everything seems wrong...i mean really WRONG. i'm beginning 2 doubt e 1 huz close 2 me....did e person really meant wat he/she said??? i'm confused...talking abt sincerity... makes me puke...wat e person confessed...did the person mean it??? or issit juz plain SWEET words??? ahhh... i'm sad. really disappointed. *tears* y do i feel tiz way?...... for a moment i feel special n e nx moment i m disgusted by it. *tiz may b 'misty' but....ahhh nvm* juz tired. . . . :( S H I M A ♥ disguised at { 12:37 AM } Wednesday, May 30, 2007 feELing tiRed... hahz. let me tell u abt ystdy. Ying kai, Beth, Nunman, Hafiz n me...stayed in skul till 9pm. do wat?? talk crap. hahz. gossiping away...omg!! it was darn funny! abit racist la...haha! laughed our heads off. tat dick head...hahaha. ouh ya...n everything tat cumz out of our mouth sounds wrong la...haiyo...esp Ying kai! our brains were corrupted! hahaz. god damn! hahaha! went 2 e library @ 6.30 2 talk more crap...n dick head! hahahahaha!!! omg! couldn't control myself la...walao... n some ghost stuffs. it was really fun!! tata. sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 11:24 AM } Monday, May 28, 2007  ♥ disguised at { 12:50 AM } Sunday, May 27, 2007  ♥ disguised at { 3:37 PM } what i did on tiz day... *met azilah,khairi,namira,fiza n khazrol @ city hall. had 2 wait 4 radhiah n fiza 4 quite long...haiz...ey r always slow la... hahz. then went 2 eat @ cavana...being treated by them...got a lovely gift by them. however, i love e wrapper more...hee. so cute!!! hahz. LOVE iT! *studied anatomy n physiology...hahz. suppose 2 study organic chem la...got test tis tues n i dun even understand most of e sub-topics. haiyo...itz tym 2 pull up my sockz man....ouh ya...spent $18 for stationary!!! omg!!! haiz... *went 2 work...n guess wat... Mr fong n yi ting was there!! hahz. happy 2 c em. =) ouh ya... my bro is attached!!!!omg!! i'm surprised 2 hear tat frm him la...coz tatz we last thing i expected frm him.. but i'm happy fer him. =) hopefully his relationship would last long..altho..in my opinion, itz not really a gd tym 2 get attached. his taking his 'n' lvl exam tiz yr!! wishing him gd luck!! hahaz. i noe he can do well. erm... wonder when i'm gonna get attached...hahz. waiting fer wat oso dunno. kept him waiting. i'm evil ryt?? um..no. i dun tink so. if we get attached now, do we even have tym fer each other??? well...e answer is no. he's in 3rd yr..itz gonna b stressful fer him.or mayb itz me???do i even hv e tym fer him? i dun even go to his match..not even once!! how pathetic...rejected when he asked me out...haiz...i didn't mean 2 la...but i dun even hv tym 2n myslf. anyway...wat i hv 2 confess is tat..i love him!! i really do! n i miss him to0... =( can u believe tiz?? i dreamt of him kissing me! hahz. ouh... i kissed n hugged him!! hahz. kept on dreaming of him lately...wonder y... miss him to0 much i guess...chey3. i'm beginning 2 lyk it ... hahz! so cheeky of me... =)*i lyk his smile... =) tatz all! bubbye! =) sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 12:58 PM } Friday, May 25, 2007  LuRVe tiZ!!! oMg!!! cReDiTz: gUnAn. *cLapZ* ♥ disguised at { 8:35 PM } some of u will b wondering...watz AWC...well..let me tell u. itz anti-wilson club. fyi, i'm e founder of tiz club. hahz. ryt...let me elaborate... tiz started during our orientation, tiz wilson wasn't happy with e girls (mainly carol n me) u c...he was very emo tat tym...we were passing a bottle of water la...then thrs tiz 1 extra bottle n we found out tat he doesnt have it...so carol passed 2 me n i kindly+politely passed it 2 tiz wilsom. guess wat he did. he pushed it away with tiz expression. it was darn funny @ tat tym tat me n carol started laughing our heads off...e laugh lasted 4 quite some time la...n e rest(clazmatez) started looking @ us coz carol n i couldn't stop laughing...we juz ignored em n continued with our laughterz...then tiz mother fucker arsehole(MFA)gave us tiz look la...but stil we couldn't control ourselves n continued with MORE laughters. ever since tat day...he hated us. tiz was very obvious. wanna now y??? his pm was i mean IS(still having e pm)...wilson*(pic of a bat)liew*aka*rex*aka*kidoka*NYP*idiots*&*bitches*suffering*hostile*worst*nightmare*....so u got e whole point??? thrz more.... during math lecture, it was so kind of me to offer him sweets. n u noe wat he did??? he gave me tiz disgusted look. i managed 2 control myself...if not... another incident...theres tiz conference talk la...suddenly, he cursed in hokkien. tiz caused rage in some pple. imagine u're juz talking some sense n 1 goddamn MF juz cursing u in hokkien...wtf la!!! let me tell u more abt tiz (MFA).. *high ego* irritating bastard* emo* an arse* arrogant* spoilt* e day after e conference... jan got his hands n legs on him...it was after maths when tiz MFA did something very wrong tat made Jan...unable 2 control his anger. however, some of e guyz in my claz alr planned 2 beat him up la...so ya... yesterday, i was darn pissed off wit tis mother fucker goddamn arrogant brat!!! urgh!!! ccb! knn! pb! he can go chop off his DICK!!! u noe y i was so angry?? here goes... during our communication skills claz...we're suppose 2 do tiz negotiation excercise la...tiz MFA said tiz 'zavier...aiya u lose alr la...' *he bullies zavier as he was e ONLY friend in our claz* he said tiz right after i said me n zavier were e negotiator. i was lyk...WTF!!! during tis exercise...i was VERY irritated by his words. omg!!! tsk! i really pity zavier 2 have tiz MFA as his friend. my anger was out of control...but i managed 2 pull myself back 2gather. it would have been great if i laid my hands on him. i will wait till he made tat mistake... n he WILL b dead. i'm serious. really waiting fer tat momment. i couldnt control my anger tat i kept on thinkin of tat incident. ccb!!!! when i look at his face....juz feel lyk giving him a really tight slap!!! omg!!!! knn!!! can some1 cut his dick??? ermmm... does he even have 1??? coz he doesnt look lyk his got 1. *i'm sooo sorry if thrz to0o much vulgarities n harshness...i noe some of u will b shocked once u started seeing those vulgarities coming out frm me.* when i started hating u...i wont hold back. so ya...pls dun do sth stupid lyk wat tiz MF did... =) sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 2:54 AM } Thursday, May 24, 2007  thank u peepz!!! esp 2 bme~H2 ♥ disguised at { 3:00 AM } i luRve tis date!!! hahaz. XD u shud noe y...LOL!! tis yr, on tis date, i had received e most birthday wishes via sms. 15 wishes!! patricia, geng bee, ameera, yus, azilah, fiona, priya, shirhan, khazrol, my 2 dearest aunts, hafiz, danny, uncle n nicholas OMG! ryt...lol! not 4getting those who wished via other mediums...hahz. i'm touched la...hahz. really... =) i received a photo puzzle frame thingy(dont noe wat exactly is e name of it) frm my clazmatez!(1st tym oso) i mean itz lyk ony abt 2 mths we noe each other..hahz. (e claz spirit is really thr) i really liked e gift u guyz gave me!! n really appreciate it. thx!!! yup. omg... hahz. stil cnt believe it. i'm bewildered. ryt...hahz.ouh... n e cheese cake. altho i dun really lyk it...but itz nice of u guyz 2 buy it 2 celebrate fiona's n my birthday. =)MUACKZ!! o0o0o...ya...not 4getting e gifts my grandma+ aunts n uncle+ mom gave...really appreciate it. hahz. thank u!!! will treasure it. i LURVE em!!!! however...i lyked e green shirt best!! hahz. =) gunan, gave me MERCI 4 my b'dae. LURVE e choc!! got high... lol. hahz. THX NAN!!! ermm...actually...e choc is 4 replacing him 4 tis comin sunsay la...coz he can't work...n i asked 4 it. muahahaha! so there's 2 motive la... hee..=) nAna...gave me tiz brownie frm star buckz. omg...itz so delicious...chocz melted in my mouth n u noe wat...i g0t high to0o...haahaah. ryt... THX NANA!! (pic not inside la....so sorry...) ermm..ya... hahz. i'm so0o0o happy. =D happiest momentz. so many smileys...hahz...ya2. sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 2:29 AM } Tuesday, May 22, 2007 hahz. now having biomedical modelling...not suppose 2 get in2 tis place la...hahaz. ya...lecturer is explaining n i'm here blogging away...hee..not listening 2 him...i'm such an arse. muahahaha. bored la...so decided 2 try sumthin different...hehe. multi-tasking...o0o0o...hahz. lalalalalalala....ryt...hahz. i'm off centre 4 a moment...hahaha. 2day finish skul @ 5pm. wah sian... 3 solid hrs of tis lesson(bm)i lurve tis module actually...itz quite easy 4 nw la...hahz. so far so good. wat i cn say...tis module is easy 2 score once u noe e procedure. chey3. hahz. after tis goin back 2 my sec skul 2 collect my o'lvl cert. haiz... yada3.. gtg n listen 2 him nw..(important). c-ing starz nw...hahz. bubbye! =) sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 12:50 PM } was late 2 skul due 2 searching my thing...n guess wat..till nw havent find it. wth!! urgh! haiz... had no choice but 2 go 2 skul. so went 2 skul by mrt. (duH!!) ya. wen alighting...there's tis ite guy, he whispered 2 my ear, n say ltr go home wit him(in mly) i ignored him la... he didnt exactly whisper 2 my ear la...coz had my earpiece 2 my ear(listening 2 song). hahz. was shocked la!! haha. ya. anyway...21 mAy...special day. i will rmbr tis day as itz special. wanna noe y?? tis is e first tym...thru-out my whole life, my clazmatez is celebrating my birthday! celebrated with fiona, who is 1 yr n 1 day older than me. she's born on 22 may 89. hahz. ryt... so tis was wat happened. we( fiona n i) didnt noe tat they(our clazmates) had set up a mini surprise party 4 us...they managed 2 blackmail us!! hahz. ryt after physical chemistry, saleha, michelle n syasha went missing...there's maths make-up lesson...n they were'nt there. me n fiona started wondering 4 their disappearance uh... fiona sms saleha but she didnt reply... then fiona asked patricia 2 sms saleha...n patricia claimed tat saleha didnt reply also la...me n fiona didnt suspect anything la... after e lesson, i saw patricia giving dennis n beth(if i'm not wrong la..) tis thing when u pull e string, it wil burst out loud..(dunno wat issit called..hahz) so ya...i diddnt suspect anything la... hahz. then we went down...they bought some tym...wanna noe y?? saleha n syasha was still lighting up e candle...hahz. hafiz pranked me n say tat he had 2 go home coz e doctor had asked hi to. when we walked 2 e staircase where we celebrated shafiq'z birthday... saw e cake. they sang birthday song. we blew e candles n e fire didnt burn off...wanna noe y?? itz magic candle!! relight even after blowing. wth!!! then they popped e thing...was loud. the ribbons were all over me...hahz. bla3...syasha cut e cake n distributed it 2 our clazmates. michelle gave a wrapped gift. big one...tot thr's really sth inside la...wanna noe wats inside?? thr's nth! juz overlapped newspaper..haha! nice 1...lol! got pranked. after e whole thing, we went 2 our nx lecture which is e anp.(anatomy n physiology). i was greatful 2 those in charge of planning e party la...after tat went 2 eat @ mac n then headed e amk jammin studio..well, they decided not 2 go 2 simei...coz itz far n we have 2 cum back 2 skul 4 debate. not everybody go la... only me, hafiz, jan, yk, beth, nunman n shafiq went. not every1 jam la...so, hafiz n jan on guitar, yk on drums, me,vocals. we jam 2 helena...1st 2 tries was bad...however, e final 1 was NICE!!! we also jammed 2 hell song n ur guardian angel. during e breaks, me n beth sang 2 sweet child o mine. cool huh?? hahz. final showdown was e nicest la... hahz. LURVE IT!!! @ 6, went back 2 skul. felt funny coz huge grp of pple were heading home. us?? goin back 2 skul 4 debate!! wth!! hahz. tot e debates gonna b BORING....however...we're wrong... ITZ REALLY FUN!!! hahz. e instructor was cute... hahz. it finished @ 8.30pm... otw home, got tis gal we(nunman n i) met @ e platform...she's bubbly la...but SUPER irritating! luckily she's alighting @ sembawang. let out a huge relieve as soon as she alighted e train. evil huh??? hahz. tk leh angkat uh.... haha! ryt...nunman headed j.e, whereas me, bt batok. wen reached my workplace, nana was thr...n she bought me a brownie 4 my birthday...brownie was delicious n yummy!!! mMmMm...hahz. ate it wen i reached home. mom was workin wit gunan. kecoh ah... coz we crapped lyk hell. hahz. e 4 of us...hahz. ouh ya...wanna share wit u guyz out thr.... haiz!!! was working tat saturday la...night shift. thrs tis gal...walked in2 e store n bought sumthin. wanna noe wat she asked me??? kae... 1st qn : whats my age? so replied 16 goin 17. 2nd qn: so...u're in which ITE? i was lyk wtf!!! do i even haf e ITE look??? PELEASE....wth! i said...i'm a poly student... then she walked out. my morale went straight 2 e drain la...really insulting my capabilities...i'm nt trying 2 b arrogant la... but at least ask me which skul i'm in la...u dun go arnd asking which ITE e person came frm la...i'm nt trying 2 look down on ITE peepz la...but...e way she sayz it....wah...heart pain sia... hahz. tink tatz all. bubbye. =) sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 1:28 AM } Monday, May 21, 2007 itz 21 MaY, 4:54am. i'm not asleep yet!!! omg!!! haiz... lucky my claz starts @ 10am. hahz. well...i tink itz in me alrd. wth!!! hahz. i dun wanna have panda eyes u noe... lol!!! haha! XD ryt...so...i shud b slpin soon. i hope. hahz. after skul, i'll b jammin @ simei coz amk suckz! hahz. wanna noe y? while we're jammin 2 hell song, e cymbal really crash...2 e floor!!! wth! hahz. we're laughin' our heads off la. hahaha! b4 tat, e string snapped when hafiz was strummin e guitar. haha! so now u get e point of goin simei 2 jam?? lol. however, there's another prob. simei is FAR!!! when i reach home, itz night alrd!! haha. but who cares?? hahz. wanna go n sleep nw. wth! he's naggin @ me. ccb! wtf! < sorry 4 e vulgarities ya...tis is e ony way i cud curse. urgh!! > tatz all peepz. bubbye =) sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 4:52 AM }      ♥ disguised at { 2:27 AM } update on e play...< simplified version> off centre....it was really funny!! i lurved e play. hahz. however, there's a scene whr it really touches me...nearly cried... haiz. ;) anyway, hahz. wanna noe watz e highlight of e whole play??? well... if u wanna commit suicide slowly...stay in singapore!! haha! right...anyway, after e play we went 2 eat @ cavana. then, e guys decided 2 play pool @ LP < lucky plaza > hahz. as usual, me n patricia...e ony galz. i only get 2 play 4 a few hrs coz got 2 work @ 11pm. haiz.... otw home...saw rahim!!! hahz. long lost friend of mine. tatz all peepz. tc bubbye =) sh?m@ < wanna noe y tis is a simplified 1??? haiz. i 4got 2 save it n *poof* itz gone. CCB!! URGH!!!! fuck! tired of typin it again...e previous 1 was long...lazy 2 retype. urgh!!! i hate it man... > ♥ disguised at { 1:12 AM } Saturday, May 19, 2007 chocz...mMmMm...*droolz*.... erMm...so0o0...wat shud i say...ouh ya.. heLLo!!!! hahz. ryt...wth! crap sia... aNyway...ltr goin esplanade 2 watch a play called 'Off Centre' @ 3pm. excited! hahz....actually...not really excited...lol. curious abt it....maybe...lol. kay2 meetin e rest @ 1, city hall. got 2 wear my only super short skirtyay!!!...with tights< of course...wouldnt go ard wearing really short skirtz..mom will kill me. hahz. back 2 e main point. i wonder...wat will we do b4 3pm...we're meeting @ 1!!! 2hrs...omg!!! haha. but i'm sure we'll have fun 4 tat 2 hrs...i hope. hahz. kae. so. till is e 1st tym watching a play...wanna noe y??? tix is free!! cuz sponsored by my lecturer...can u believe it??? my lecturer paid 4 e tix... for e whole claz!!! she said she's willing 2 pay provided if we're interested...so ya...hahz. she's go0od..unlyk some lecturers...she's e BEST!!! Lurve heR! muackz! so0o...wat is tiz play roughly abt...wat i heard was, itz abt e pple here havin to0 much pressure... peepz in singapore being sent 2 IMH due 2 under truck loads of stress. did u noe tat singapore has e HIGHEST no of people... being sent 2 tiz place it is sad 2 hear tiz la... :( is singapore tat stressful??? haiz... yeah... tatz all i noe la. hahz. bUbByE =) sh?m@ ♥ disguised at { 2:30 AM } |
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