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Thursday, August 30, 2007
iTz oVer pEoPLe!! ExAmS... YeA!!! reached in the nick of time. *phew* && AnaToMy aNd PhySioLogY wAs a BLisS!! well of course...some qns..i couldnt answer... =.=''' but i really didnt expect it to b tat simple (MOST of e qns i could answer)... LOVE iT!! MuAcKzZ! HmM...after e paper...we had to "rot" for 6 goddamn hours...wah piang...(finished e paper by 10.00am...) Luckily the guyz brought VCDs... ouh wait.. B4 tat we celebrated Gladys B'day.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS!! May all your dreams come true... anyways... back to e VCD thingy... i LOVE e parkouring one...(B-13) The actor...(Cyril Raffaelli) super HAWTt, swEeT, eYe-caNdy cann...hahz... ouhkae... Saw 2... super gore cann...wah...but itz cool la... the other movie(Borat).. was funny!! && also fucking DISGUSTING. Super Gay cann... eEeWwW (x10^infinity)!!! At 4pm.... we went to P.S arcade... yk plays e 'drums'.. After that..we walked to L.P to eat ayam penyet...(CaroL's 2nd home).. Sambal was spicier today..as what carol said...hahz. As we waited for our dear Carol to finish eating...Me, Nunman, Fiz, Ameera, Syafiq were lyk trying to translate sth from malay to english and vice versa... And we laughed lyk HELL when some 'clever' soul came out with e 'anwsers'...and..I'm e overall saviour for Malay language...wo0oho0o!! dont get it?? nehmind... let ME, shima, explain to you ONE by ONE aYy... To all MaLays out thr... some tests for you guyz... answer tiz.. complete e sentence.. dun worry..ans will b provided... 1) Ikan Yu in English is called... 2) Tapak Sulaiman in English is called... 3) Tortoise in Malay is called... 4) Turtle in Malay is called... 5) Sting Ray in Malay is called... 6) Starfruit in Malay is called... it all started frm a cracker, named belinjau...hahz... Ameera/Hafiz : Name keropok ni ape uh? Shima : it starts with the letter "B"... Nunman : and it ends with the letter?? Shima : Jap ehk...let me tink first... Nunman : yea sure...take ur time... (it took me(shima) quite a LONG time b4 i could rmbr e full name of tat cracker...) Shima : Ouh ya...Belinjau.... (thr were laughters...then...a few secs ltr...) Syafiq : Eh..Belinjau...mcm, pernah dengar...tu Starfruit ehk? (thr was a short silence) Shima : Starfruit?? Starfruit is Belimbing la.. (everyone laughed) Hafiz : Tortoise ape uh? Ameera : Kura-Kura. Hafiz : Abeh Turtle? Nunman : Penyu. Hafiz : Tapak Sulaiman belimbing kan??? Shima : Ya...eh... NO...Belimbing tu..starfruit la... (everyone laughs lyk mad...esp ME) Ameera : Tapak Sulaiman is Starfish.. (laughs) Hafiz : Ikan Yu ape? Syafiq : Shark. Ameera : you noe what i thought Ikan Yu was?? Dolphin. Nunman : Dolphin is Ikan Lumba-lumba... (everyone stops laughing except me...and Nunman couldn't stop giggling) Shafiq to ameera(in a soft voice) : What is Sting Ray? Ameera : Ikan Bakar. (with great confidence) Ameera asks Shima : Sting Ray ape uh? Ikan Bakar ehk? Shima : (LOL) Sting Ray is Ikan Pari... (everyone burst into laughter...esp me.) Shima : I tink you all cnt go wet market uh...HANCOR... Nunman : Ya...you want another thing...they will give you another... Syafiq : alah...go market ask for ikan bilis uh... (laughed our heads off) Shima : Supermarket can go...coz got labelling... 1) Ikan Yu in English is called...Shark 2) Tapak Sulaiman in English is called... Starfish 3) Tortoise in Malay is called... Kura-Kura 4) Turtle in Malay is called... Penyu 5) Sting Ray in Malay is called... Ikan pari 6) Starfruit in Malay is called... Belimbing 7) Ubi in English is called... Tapioca 8) Yam in Malay is called... nobody's business... almost everyone looked at us... omg!! HAHAHA!! after that...we went to play pool... for abt 2 hrs... syafiq and ameera had to go off earlier... then at 9pm.. carol and fiona went off... Me, Nunman, Rodney, Yk, Fiz n Nipun... we chilled at Ngee Ann City thr...crapped...talked..till 9.45pm... And itz HSH(home sweet home)... met geng bee(gb)...while walking home...haa... going my skul tmr... meeting her(gb) at her void deck at 8.15am... wah...early sia...haha... cant wait to mit my sec skul mates..=D No0RashImaH ♥ disguised at { 11:42 PM } Wednesday, August 29, 2007 muZ bE iN sKo0L bY 8.30am toMoRr0w... WhiCh mEaNs... mUz wakE uP aT 6Am... MorNinG cALL aNyonE?? No0RaShiMah ♥ disguised at { 11:11 AM } Monday, August 27, 2007 EPC!!! how can i be so dumb???!! FUCK siol!! i screwed up. i'm gonna flunk that subject. KEEP IT UP SHIMA!! wo0ho0o!! URGH!!! see la shima...padan muke...who ask you not to study hard for that subject?? I felt lyk crying straight after i handed that paper to the invigilator. omg... i cant do most of the qns...esp section B..my mind went BLANK. *poof* when we were told that we could look thru the paper...i thought i could do...see la.. OvEr CoNfIdeNt. dumb fuck. i didnt even dare to look thru that paper again after that. ahh.. shit. looking at the bright side...at least i know how to do at least 1/2 of that paper. but.. haiz... no point whining over it. itz over. i LoVe TrOpHy iCe cReaM!! super nice cann... i'm addicted to it. mMmMm... ouh wellz ONE more paper to go... No0RaShImaH ♥ disguised at { 10:43 PM } Just move on. Crying over some jerks is just wasting your time. Dont kneel down and beg for miracles to happen. Jerks don't deserve it. Come on..you deserve someone better.. when u're spitted at.. dont u dare lick it back. disgusting!! not worth it. GET OVER IT! shImZ ♥ disguised at { 10:27 AM } Sunday, August 26, 2007 reached home at 8am, bathe and changed, did everything that's nacessaty...then i head for skul at 9+am...wah piang...reached YCK at 10.30am..had to wait 4 e 2 'prince', fiz and rodney, who reached at 11am. Never tell me earlier...they meeting at 11pm. So i waited for lyk 1/2 an hr...haa... SIAN LYK HELL cann?? haha when they reached, walked to skul, had our lunch then head to e library to study. well, i didn't actually study la...had 3hrs of 'nap'. continued with what i was doing b4 i went to take my 'nap'. wah. damn tired. studied till 5pm... nunman came for an hour revision. haa...then we head for pool.. YAY-NESS!! i'm the girl!! wo0ho0o!! ryt Nunman, Rodney and Fiz?? haha. they lose to me. played for an hour... had dinner at banquet. then itz home sweet home... but i had to work nyt shift...haa..was late for work. and i forgot my uniform. wth! Met Teng Joo, Alex and another Yusoffian while i was on e way to work. work was fun! haha. Shiela and her crappy behaviour. made me laugh.. and not 4getting siti. haa.. we talked alot. Now dunno whether i wanna go skul...or slp first then mit the rest...or juz study at home. tmr's paper is at 4.30 pm. cant wait for that 2hrz of sufferingz to be over... i tend to envy my friends for being so hardworking...smart...etc.. haiz...i feel that i'm deprived for time. i have not been doing as much revision as them. i'm mentally prepared that my epc marks will not be as good...but i will do my best altho i'm not fully prepared for it. Not to lose hope is my principle coz miracles may happen. but it will not pay off without hardwork. thatz all.. No0RaShImaH ♥ disguised at { 8:28 AM } Friday, August 24, 2007 parping poucon (parking coupon) HAHAHAHAHA!! OMG... siak aje. that word juz make me laugh my fuckin head off...haiz. sheila2...thx to e apek...bah. worked with sheila...i tell you...she's a joker!! haha. can go crazy sia...omg. crapped alot. siti 'accompanied' us the whole nyt... had fun la... going to skul ltr..mit e rest...but i tink i wanna slp for a while first... tired cann?? didn't slp yesterday...wake up go skul then went home and then to work. =.=zZzZz intend to lyk go skul now..but...i tink i go slp first sia...tonite working summore...wah. haiz. *No0RaShImAh* ♥ disguised at { 9:44 AM } Wednesday, August 22, 2007 i had a severe headache while revising my math yesterday. i had to stop b4 i could even finish 1/2 of the past year exam papers which Teddy sent it to me. I took 2 pills but it had NO effect on me. Maybe i was thinking too much or i'm stressed. That headache was the WORSE headache ever in my whole entire life so far...i even cried coz i couldn't bear the pain for lyk the whole night. I tried calming myslf down...clear all those thoughts...but i just cant. Dun noe how cum...i managed to slp at a certain point of time. THANK GOD! i woke up at 6.30 to do my prayers...no headaches. i was DELIGHTED. Yay-ness. I went back to slp...and woke up at 10am...did everything tatz necessary... went out of the house at 11am. I tried doing those questions, i didn't manage to do the day b4...in the train..and my mind went blank upon seeing those qns. and i'm lyk...SHIT! i forgot everything. So i read up those notes i made. Hoping that i will remember those formulas and everything tatz necessary. Reached skul...met the rest...studied for awhile. Head to the exam hall. itz freakingly cold..luckily i had my sweater on. we were told that we could flip and read the qns.. i was smilling my ass off. HAA... Did the qns...well of course i cant do every single qn..but i managed to pull off MOST of them. And guess wat... I LOVE INVERSE MATRIX!! haha. yea2.. i noe.. i hated it at first. bah. guess wat. i did that freakng qn for lyk 1hr or more but it pays off...Luckily i could find the right solution. I made quite a number of careless mistakes thr but i managed to spot the errors...correct every single mistake at the very last minute. thrz alot of pressure doing that qn...i was lyk pulling my hair...haa...however...i did not correct the 2nd answer...coz the invigilator just snatch the paper away. bah. I was smiling lyk an idiot la when i was walking out of the hall... Inverse Matrix Rocks!! Wo0ho0o!! After that..went to south canteen to have our lunch. We did what we do best. Chat, Crapped and Joked. Then Nunman, Yk, Rodney, Shafiq, Ameera and me head for pool at AMK. Altho we completed only 1 paper...we're lyk celebrating alr la...bah. cant imagine if the exams are over..i tink...we will Celebrate till drop?? hahaha. well actually...b4 the exams even started we're alr celebrating...we had movie marathon the dayS b4 today.. wth... i tink i go to skul to spend most of the time watching movies rather than revising for math. When i was in the train..heading home...a suay incident happen. As usual..i was sitting and wanted to slp b4 i reach my stop. Exhausted. Then i heard tiz sound made by an insect. i looked up and to the side of my pants and saw the biggest and the fattest bug i ever saw.. itz about 4X5 cm. ..on my pants. And i'm like What The Hell!! haha. [eee...(x10^infinity)] Dunno whr the hell it came frm. Surprisingly i did not panic. An achievement...i say. I swept it away wit the help of my file. The girl who stood infront of me freaked out. Haa. After sweeping that fucking thing i stood. Thrz this nice and kind man...caught it. THANK GOD. yup. think tatz it for today... 2 more papers... *No0raShiMaH* ♥ disguised at { 11:19 PM } Tuesday, August 21, 2007 Yk, Fiz, Jan, and Nunman!! Guys.. i haf a special request can we lyk jam tiz song after the exams?? haa...damn nice la... heh.i tink..especially e part tat i enlarged e fonts...(largest font) I'm hooked to tiz song.. Atreyu You Give Love A Bad Name Shot through the heart And you're to blame Darlin' you give love a bad name Fuck you An angel's smile is what you sell You promise me heaven Then put me through hell Chains of love got a hold on me When passion's a prison You can't break free Whoa! You're a loaded gun Yeah Whoa! There's nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your game You give love a bad name You give love a bad name You paint that smile on your lips Blood red nails on your fingertips A school boy's dream You act so shy Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye Whoa! You're a loaded gun Whoa! There's nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your game You give love a bad name You give love... Shot through the heart And you're to blame Darlin' you give love a bad name I play my part and you play your game You give love a bad name Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your game You give love a bad name You give love a bad name haahaa.. yea...i let my mom listen to tiz song and she say itz COOL...i'm not surprised la..haa.. ouhkay... yesterday... went to skul VERY early.. 9:15am i reached skul. wo0ho0o!! and i ate ice cream!! and dear Carol 'begging' me to let her do the honour of slapping me representing Ameera. HAHAHA!! did the past year math paper.. managed to do all the questions..with the help of the math freakz(in a good way la..) Rodney and Teddy Thx yea.. At 1, we had our lunch...then went back to the comm skills rm..watched the guys play CS.. i tink.. haa... Teddy SUPER violent cann?? killed e innocent chicken. bah. WTF Teddy??!! haa..but after killing it, he died. HAHA. KUKU. Hafiz...life span was short. Haiz...only a few mins play...died. =.=''' Rodney very cute...haha...Yk..i nvr really watch him play...coz reading mag.. As i was reading..thrz tiz pic..showing humans.. pretending to be SPERMS to educate the children...if i'm not wrong...on you tube..Singapore's Video.. WAHLAO!!! i laughed my head off upon reading it la... misleading the kids...HAHAHA!! sperms in RED and BLUE, SUPER TIGHT suit. yea.. 0MG!! moving on...after the guyz played..We watched 300. Super violent cann??? OUCH!! I didn't even dare to look at the part where there were killings.. slaughterings ..etc. but despite all those nerve-wracking scenes, i'm touched by some scenes...strong brotherhood... :'( After that movie..we watched Big Momma...if i'm not wrong la...haa.. Funny..but i only got to watch it only for a while coz need to go of for work.. left at 5:30pm...went off wit Priya...and i'm late for work. hahz. i was pissed off la... when my shift was ending... URGH!! Don't wanna tell the whole story... Just a gentle reminder.. If you have some Retard or BLur traits... of more than 45.999999% JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY! before i screw up ur life. i will try really hard to control myslf...but if i juz can't help it..i will blow up. sorry uh...but i find these people annoying. i just cant stand them. I'm so sorry if i have offended you people out thr. That is if you are one of these people.. but.. these type of people will just get me on my NERVE... I cant help it. Selfish as it may seem...but.. hah. Just get out of my way when i'm pretty pissed of by your presence. tired. ltr gotta force myslf to get up early and go to skul... do a quick last min revision... till then. No0RaShiMaH ♥ disguised at { 2:24 AM } Sunday, August 19, 2007 head to Cavana..but packed...what do you expect?? 6pm.. confirm got alot of people la.. then we went LJS at millenia walk... got ourselves 5 tables, 10 chairs... fiona did a great job in surprising carol... Wo0Ho0o!!! sang b'day song to dear Carol...Carol was shy uh...paiseh. coz got a lot of people watching. after the cutting cake ceremony, she was forced by fiona to open the prezzies...haa...i like the pillow and the chain...SUPER nice la...... piCtuRes wE to0K  cAr0L fEeDiNg Me...  piLLow... haiz... I love my face cann?? heh. giRLs...so0 SwEeT... after that, we decided to buy food...damn hungry. the gentlements help us buy...but guess wat???!! after queue-ing for a while...they went out empty handed. you wanna noe why??? well...let me tell you... They ran out of FRIES!!! WTH! So...we juz ate the cake first.. itz nice la....but TOO creamy cann fiona...e vanilla...wah.. MUAK!!! moving on.. went mac, super LONG queue la... take order alr then muz queue again to get our food. and yesterday was the FIRST time i ate UPSIZED doublecheese burger meal..haa..tapao.. went to have our dinner at the grass patch outside Marina Square. Sat on papers...coz its wet. Laughed and crapped alot. HAHA. Two balloons flew...and the place was chaotic. Thanks to the ass-holes thr.. really attention seekers. they were shouting...i think more to SREAMING and making different noises la... saw the fireworks... I LOVE THe FLOWER ONE super nice!! but too bad there wasn't/weren't any smiley one..i was lyk waiting for that to appear uh...i was hoping for it to appear la...hah. after that, we went to chill.. chilled till 10.30pm. i talked alot of nonsensical stuffs...dirty one oso haf...got a bit high uh.. sorry. Laughed lyk nobody's business... the rest head home...me?? as usual..off to work. was late... reached workplace at 11.30pm. Andrew was thr...he asked me hw was the fireworks? i told him..OK uh..then he laughed. Got alot of things to do uh...Now feeling VERy tired. Got alot of gossips and complains too...haha..as usual.... knocking off soon...i dont think i studying sia...hopefully i will study la...haa..see how.. once these exams are over.... enjoy lyk hell!! haa... tired... ouh ya... i consumed 2 ice-cream cones... Kit Kat and Mag-A-Cone.. chocolate summore.. wah piang... can lyk sum1 SLAP me??? I'm missing those hugs and kisses... don't know why... No0RaShiMah ♥ disguised at { 8:28 AM } Saturday, August 18, 2007 No stress. hAhaA... Hopefully all your dreams will come true. We'll be friends FOREVER! Together with the BME cliques. We will go thru thick and thin together yea?? Remember.. if you Need help? I(we) got your back. We will always be there if you need help. Right BME-02??!! yea!! You will always be my sports buddy. I treasure every single happy/funny/exciting/fun moments we had together. I'm greatful to have a friend like you. Altho.. YOU Ms Carol.. always bully me... sometimes its the other way round... haa.. Thank you for everything. i will treasure you lyk my soul. May our friendship last till death. LovE y0u! *Stay Cheerful*  PiNk iS HaWtt... ♥ disguised at { 12:59 AM } Friday, August 17, 2007 lets talk about today... suppose to go skul to study with ying kai and rodney...I reached skul at 3+pm... Here's the ultimate best part. As i was walking to skul...i saw rodney and yk walking towards me...and... they were actually heading HOME!!! get it?? H.O.M.E. wah... wtf la.... but i couldnt lyk hold them back right?? i am cruel then.. i mean it's not fair for them to lyk stay in skul for hours and hours just to accompany me study right??? haha. see...i'm so thoughtful . heh. lyk real... so they headed home...and i head for skul. A.L.O.N.E emo huh?? yea...maybe... i walked around...and wonder around for 1/2hr to find a suitable place for me... and i end up at block Q lvl 1...so just settle down thr... got this 2 idiotic fuck... they just irritate me la... kept walking to and fro... i just feel lyk shouting at them. luckily i managed to calm myslf down. so i juz ignore them. i managed to finish the topic la... but here's the catch... i wanna confess to you people.. inverse matrix SUCK lyk FUCK cann??? =.=''' i gave up on that sub-topic. i can't even do e simple one la... i'm turned off. argh!!!!! spoils my mood. so i revised for an hour...i noe..not enuf!!! 4pm - 5pm but. haiz. sth's not right... i ate CHOCOLATE while walking to the MRT... dunno what is wrong with me... i'm here asking people to stop offering me chocoz but there i went happily buying and eating it.. i just feel lyk eating. haiz. okay.. when i was in the train...i just stoned la...as usual... =.=''' *SUPER LONG JOURNEY* SOMEONE just pissed me off EVEN MORE la...wah... FUCK! a girl...my sec skul mate.. Law Ching Ru she's FUCKING rude la... that day...when i was in the train with Fiona and Priya.. she went into the train...and stood.. I KINDLY and GENTLY say hi to her..trying to be friendly... you know what she say???!!! "What you want?" in a RUDE, Rough tone. teroz SOT siol!!! (if you are hearing this frm me for the first time...dun be surprised.) ya..wah... the rage in me was already at the tip of my hair upon hearing that la... NABEH CAO CI BAI from that day onwards...i made an oath.. NEVER TALK or eve SMILE TO HER AGAIN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!! screw you fucking bitch. so..back to my story... i IGNORED her. Pretending i DONT know her. Never see her. I just walked out of the train when i reached Bt Gmbk. argh!! FUCK! I hate these people. Law Ching Ru and if you(bitch) are reading this... FUCK YOU!!! CCB KNN I think you deserve it for goddamn sake. Who the FUCKING hell do YOU think you are huh FUCK??? you are just a screwed up soul living in this world. How i wish you were'nt even born?? That will be EVEN better!!! You get that??!! so yea... moving on... i ate sambal Kijin(dunno hw to spell it...but itz the same species as the clam la...haa...) for the first time in my life!! heh. surprised?? but itz TRUE. itz not bad la...nice.. thanks to my aunt. so far thatz it. *confession* I really hate the kid. to those who knew who i'm referring to... itz just between the two of us or more... i just feel lyk home is not for me anymore... don't find the peace i should get... I feel lyk just coming home late at night... but i pity those who cared. you wanna noe why thr issn't peace?? whenever i come home... my life will be screwed. Urgh!! but don't worry... i KNOW how to differentiate what is right from wrong. Thank you for the concerns. ♥ disguised at { 9:58 PM } fiz, jan, nunman, teddy, rodney fiona and carol didnt tell me that they're not coming...and i was lyk... but later that day, shafiq and ameera came and not forgetting beth. i only studied for an hour... =.=''' haha... watched white chicks.. HILARIOUS! XD so basically...i went to skul to watch movie...how pathetic can i be....HAIZ>>>HAHA had to go off at 3...well..maybe itz more of 3.16... so now you noe why i was late right Yusrazlini?? heh. sorry uh... okay.. met her and we had late lunch...talked crap.. wah piang...i spent my day laughing most of the time.. stomach cramp... we made fun of those people wit spoilt 'S's and 'R's cruel huh?? but who cares... HAHAHA ouh ya... Yusrazlini I LOVE BANGLA happy??? KUKU siA... wanna noe why the statement is there? All thanks to Ms Yusrazlini Bte Mohamed Yunos. Grrr...She made me do this thing... haiz... It all started when she told me riddle and i cant answer that even tho itz a L.A.M.E one. You got that lini?? a LAME one.. She was just being super irritating...that i can lyk get a super large scotch tape specially for her and wrap it around her head especially the mouth area.. She kept teasing me about Bangla...haha... For your information...I would prefer a HAWT, good looking indian man rather than a good looking bangla... get that in mind lini...haa... but i really enjoyed myself thr..thankz dearest. =D Yusrazlini thank you for those sweet words in your blog!! Melting cann... haha. I LOVE YOU TOO!!! hahaha. and Yes..we're straight!!! haha...And YES...It was such a huge blow for ME because I had him locked up in MY heart all this while even though the time BOTH of US spent were short(short?? well...Not really uh..). Thank you for always being there for me...=D   No0RasHimAh ♥ disguised at { 9:08 AM } Thursday, August 16, 2007 i'm back. wo0oho0o!! iTz 8;45am and i'm fully awake...i tink i'm going to skul early...coz i'm miting my dear bestie later. Cant wait! yayness!! =D been studying...maths..lately..think will continue with math for the whole week..finishing so0on...haha. yesterday, i received a msg frm my classmate,hafiz, in the train reaching gmbk... I was walking...that's when i decided to read the sms... Full of trails, Sorrow, Pain.. But if you fall down, Juz stand up straight, Be confident n say... "KURANG AJAR, SAPE TOLAK!!" thanks bro. you made my day. haha! okay.. stalkers?? well i don't think they are stalkers la... haha... i tink i've got alot of people knowing me without me knowing them. i'm surprised what my sis told me... last night, my sis went to ask me... 'are you attached?' i was shocked. but i've got no reason to deny. so i admit that i was attached but its over within a few days. I asked her why... she replied.. 'coz got a lot of people (mostly guys) you don't know have been asking whether you're attached or break already or still single. They saw you that day wit him.' so ya.. My sis was shocked when these people approached her asking her stuffs she doesnt know... wanting her to clarify... I tink i sort of did a good job in keeping the relationship a low one...wo0oho0o! =D No one knows except for those who were there on that day...at that place. I got surprised when these people were guyz from different polytechnics some more. And.. they were'nt yusoffians. I mean since when these people know me? How come they know me? yada.yada. going off to skul soon...waiting for the rain to stop...but itz raining heavily!! haha. I planned to lyk go skul early...coz i'm miting her at 4pm...but..haiz. I guess i just have to wait ... =.='''sian.> To those of you who think i can't get over him...you are soooo wrong. Yes, i have to admit it hurts, but i'm neutral now. ♥ disguised at { 8:41 AM } Sunday, August 12, 2007 After the sms, tears just came streaming down. I was disappointed. Maybe it was my mistake for wanting to know the exact reason. Those words you sent, just pierced through my heart. It was very painful to know that you can't seem to love me like you used to. I was working, my mind was disturbed. I can't even do my job properly for that period of time after the sms. Tears just cant stop streaming down my cheeks. I told myself to get a grip as shit happens. Thats when i stopped crying. I decided to sms my bestfriend. I told her that someone i claimed to be mr right was a mistake . Just when she smsed me back asking me why, I cried while smsing her. God knows how sad i was. She had really moved me. And i am greatful to have a bestfriend like her. Some customers i had yesterday just made me forget everything. I had a good laugh. Sheila was crapping lyk hell. When i met him, he smiled at me. I managed to smile back. I tried very hard. After we walked a distance away from each other, tears just stream down. I really thought our relationship would last long, but no. What is more disappointing was it last for 11 days. I really regret that move i made on 1st august. Only if....haiz.. nevermind. To my 'mr right', if you are reading this, you really have disappoint me. That day when we were very close to each other, i really felt that i'm being loved by someone i really love. :..( But i was wrong. If only i knew this will happen earlier... i would not have made my move on that day. And yes i still love you. but do you even care? yea...NO is the PERFECT word for you. I guess destoying those feelings i had for you is even better. How i wish i could. I guess every single words you utter to me, those sms you sent to me at night that made me melt, are just mere sweet words. But i thank you for everything. Looking at a brighter side, maybe staying as close friend is good enough. I hope. I don't really think that that would last long too. An hour to apreciate them, A day to love them, But then, An entire life to forget them ♥ disguised at { 2:01 PM } Saturday, August 11, 2007 maybe it's not.. can i like say... i'm dumb? maybe yes...sometimes no. this was like the second time... but do people even care? i guess not. Claimed to be ok... but truly... I'm hurt. As i was beginning to love everything, every single experience you had for me, that only you and i know, it just have to end. I somehow knew that this will happen. Thank you for everything . Now, you are making me doubt your sincerity... Just think thoroughly first before you make your move. If not, you will deeply hurt that person. ♥ disguised at { 9:08 PM } watched simpsons... darn. it was funny!! haha. laughed my head off... XD but dear fizo didn't have any sense of humour i guess... a bit?? maybe uh.. haha. jokin... sorry nana n gunan... didn't asked u guyz... after the movie...met nana and gunan.. and together they are... GUNANA!! hahaha! omg! yea... chilled... and I had FUN!! altho i'm lyk stoning most of the tymz... :NANA: Thank you for treating me and the rest...=)  heh. a whole new meaning for a flower... orchid. H.A.H.A.H.A!!!! omg...shima... getting high.. controlling... controlling hormones.. Ouh My GaWD!!! HAHAHAHA!! i've got sth for u guyz out thr.... *laughing my goddamn head off*  had a good laughter!!! wo0oho0o!!! yay-ness. yup. tatz abt it. ouh ya.... to my dearest BME cliques: i am sorry for pang-se-ing (god knows if the word exists...haha. but who cares ryt??haha.) you guyz... yea...nx tym i will join you guyz... I PROMISE. sOrRy CaRoL.. =S nitez. =) sHiMa ♥ disguised at { 12:19 AM } Thursday, August 9, 2007 ha-ha e WaY t0 dEsTrEss oUr s0uLs... wo0h0o!!  SO CUTE!!! haha Can ANY guY d0 wHat RoDney did?? heh.    .jpg) .jpg)  g0t no 0nE t0 kiSs... heh. haha.   ♥ disguised at { 12:00 AM } Wednesday, August 8, 2007     heh. LIKE REAL!! bLuEkZ!! moVin oN.. GLadYs BuLLies CaroL...  hEe..  My c0NfeSsion.. YES... i canT roLL mY toNguE.. Ha-ha-ha.. shImA ♥ disguised at { 11:44 PM } after the run yesterday...my limbs are lyk out of place... OMG!! haha. haiz-ness.. well...i know..i've bn lyk updating photos after photos. heh. well cnt blame uh...tatz e 'daily' routine... :s OrAL pResEnTati0n PiCs...   *PaT*PriYa*Me*CaRoL*Fi0Na* wAitIng f0R s0MeonE....   aLL taken eXcePt foR onE... FiZ 'Mr SeXy' LOL aNyoNe?? hEh.   w0oho0!!    heh.      hmmM...  Lo0K aT bEth aNd fiZ... AcT cuTe oNy... hAiZ-NeSs.. MuAcKz!! ♥ disguised at { 11:12 PM } Saturday, August 4, 2007 AfTer thE prEsenTation..caRol n i waLked to tHe AmK liBrAry... sTuDy... hEad t0 thE po0L..taKe pLastEr fRm AmEeRa... aNd.. I wALkeD baRefo0Ted t0 tHe po0l...fr0m thE LiBrAry...c0z C0uldN't take e SuFferiNg... ItZ not lyk e FirSt tym i'm WeArinG HiGh hEeLs...bUT taT daY waS... ARGH!!                                      SHiMa ♥ disguised at { 12:56 PM } |
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