Friday, November 30, 2007

skipped maths lecture, but went for the tutorial. i was so happy when i got full marks for my maths. it was easy la... kinda expected it actually. haha. as soon as i saw the grade... i started high-five-ing those who got full marks. made my morning.
=)) double happiness ((=

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went to play badminton right after lunch. kinda addicted. haha. thx fiona & carol. haha.i LOVE playing with my guy friends. very challenging. i like playing with Nipun...he(nipun) is unique la... alot of different acts & of course Rodney. my girl friends oso ok la... fiona...very cute ley... i cant belive im saying this when im cuter... LOLz. sorry fiona. hahaha.

i played NON-STOP seyy... till my backbone aches why playing the last game... & thats why i was lyk frowning or looked stress. ALOT of funny things happened. i laughed alot while playing... mostly is while i was playing with the guys when we're playing doubles. they oso very funny.

who says being in poly esp nanyang poly has no life?
it depends on the type of person you mix around with & the kind of friends/classmates you have. im very fortunate to go into this course & having these funny people(classmates) with me. life is NOT a bore when you have these kind of people with you.

i wanna make a special shout out to my class rep, hafiz, for bringing the class together through your leadership qualities. without you, the class will be lyk the other classes, B-O-R-I-N-G. your leadership quality is strong. THANK YOU once again.

during the game ryt... there was a lil chaos la. THX to that blardy fucked up idiotic person, SASYA, deleted some of the wiki page of some groups. i was VERY pek chek la. blardy bitch sial. i couldnt control that i cursed there & then. & i tink, it was loud. you noe how much tym & effort i put in doing the wiki thing or not? alot of prescious tym wasted!! ALOT has bn done la. luckily carol & fiona helped to get back SOME of our pages. FUCK la. it felt SHITTY. but to distract myself frm being carried away by the anger, i continued to play badminton.


THX FIONA FOR RETRIEVING MY PAGE!!!

& to that sasya.
FUCK YOU BITCH.

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went to the toilet, i saw my leg looked VERY different. you noe why? because my leg wasnt as fat & chunky lyk b4. it has slimmed down. LOL. & i freaked out. till Carol commented, why i was noisy.

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followed fiona, carol & pat to AMK hub... walked there.. & do what girls normally do.... *gossip*..pek chek with someone who irritates us to THE VERY CORE of our souls.... they dine at Mos Burger. i didnt eat thr la... coz i juz finished my large fries i bought frm Mac. haha. cracked jokes. happy moments. laughing sessions. i made them ltao(laugh their ass out) & oso make them wanna puke. hahaha. a sense of victory felt when i make people laugh. satisfaction was there. =) some crappy words/rythm carol & i came up with.

TUI(correct) SUI(not sure) PHUI(fat) PUI(sound effect made from spitting)!

started with PHUI, PUI, then TUI, SUI were added to the ingredients.
long story, lazy to make it short. so it ends here.

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Some facts for you...

7 dont's after a meal

-Dont smoke-
Experiment from experts proves that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarettes (chances of cancer is higher).

-Don't eat fruits immediately -
Immediately eating fruits after meals will cause stomach to be bloated with air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hr after meal or 1hr before meal.

-Don't drink tea -
Because tea leaves contain a high content of acid. This substance will cause the Protein content in the food we consume to be hardened thus difficult to digest.

-Don't loosen your belt -
Loosening the belt after a meal will easily cause the intestine to be twisted & blocked.

-Don't bathe -
Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs & body thus the amount of blood around the stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach.

-Don't walk about -
People always say that after a meal walk a hundred steps and you will live till 99. In actual fact this is not true. Walking will cause the digestive system to be unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake.

-Don't sleep immediately -
The food we intake will not be able to digest properly. Thus will lead to gastric & infection in our intestine.

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15 Things You Probably
Never Knew or Thought About

.1.
At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

.2.
At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

.3.
The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

.4.
A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

.5.
Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

.6.
You mean the world to someone.

.7.
If not for you, someone may not be living.

.8.
You are special and unique.

.9.
Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

.10.
When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

.11.
When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

.12.
When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

.13.
Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

.14.
Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

.15.
If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.


They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

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im so exhausted.
good night my lovely people.
lalalala.
& i miss him
tata

ouh ya b4 that,


someone/some-people is/are on the verge on being an enemy to most.
TOO BAD.
irritating bugger(s).

& thatz it.
that case maybe closing.
it depends on the situation.

& seriously,
NITE2.

*ShImA*
♥ disguised at { 11:31 PM }



thx geng bee & haiza for comenting ...i know what i did was wrong... the method of managing my anger was wrong...but it was the satisfaction that i felt after i blogged abt it.

sometimes...even if you talk to someone you noe(or lets say...a friend), dun even bother to listen to EVERY single thing or dun even want to try to understand. Not everyone s willing to listen & shut up you see... they will advise you even before you finish saying what you wanted to say. That was the problem that almost everyone has. sometimes, those who share problems with their friends know what are the solutions to it, they know what they did was wrong & what they are not suppose to do and everything else.. thats why they dont need you to advise them on their mistakes they made. they juz need you to listen. sharing problems doesnt mean they need solutions or advise.

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ive bn trying to conrrol e amount of vulgarities & harsh words i used in my blogs. thats why you guys dun see it on every entry nowadays...MAYBE one day i will juz stop uttering those words. i think im getting really bad because of the usage of those filthy words. uttering those words can spoil individual's image.

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ShiMa
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

FUCK YOU
YOU FUCKING BITCH!


that is SPEACIALLY FUCKINGLY dedicated to my blardy bitchy sis.

FUCK YOU STUPID NOOB.

i tink right...you, bitch, might as well rot there in the drain...wait for some RETARDED sucker to pick you up and dump you in the bin...you are a LOST soul. i dun think e bins even deserve you. HA-HA asshole.

nabeh. she think she who sia?! she think she's big enuf issit... who is in the wrong in the first place huh BITCH?! WHO?! blardy noob. if u are fuckingly dumb... pls la...u are NO MATCH for me. you heard me?? YOU are NO MATCH for me. DORK. i DONT TALK TO NOOBS. stupid fucked up bitch. you need lyk.. what... 2 years before you can go to express stream?? & u tink u're smart enuf? trying to outsmart me issit? NO bitch. YOU ARE A blardy S-L-O-W learner...& thatz why you need/have to go thru LONG journey b4 you can get into that express stream. get it BITCH?? no matter what...you are still a LOST asshole.


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another thing.. to my friend whom i met juz now...I PERSONALLY think that... some people are juz NOT worth it. juz move on. why are you being sympathetic? From my point of view.... you are rather pathetic.
pls la... someone whom you thought is worth it, sometimes DOESNT fit the bill la. if you are being tortured...mentally...i suggest.. you move on. THERE'S NO POINT in keeping the person if you are constantly having headaches/heartaches over the person. NOT worth it.
start looking for potential replacements. im not trying to make the situation worse la... but.. one simple quotation for you to think about...

DONT LIVE IN DENIAL.

i understand it is not easy to lyk juz move on with life... but you juz have to try. dont be so pessimistic over the things ..NOT even the simplest things. dont take things for granted. sacrifice is a good thing at times... but...YOU DONT sacrifies ALL the time. we are human beings...be realistic la... life is imperfect.

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i LOVE playing badminton with rodney. & of course fiona & carol...& priya. i lyk to observe different behaviours found in my classmates... VEry unique...some are funny, some are positive...& some are really irritating.

no mood to type anything liao le...
pek chek.

tiz is lyk e first tym in weeks since i last say really mean things to anybody or blast at anybody. too bad la... sometimes, these people need it, to wake up from e fantasies they were living in..

YoUrS TrULy,
ShImA
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

ok... juz now, i wore sth WAYY nicer than usual... & as i enter e class for math, the girls were chaotic la...altho not all la... guess what they say..

"Shima...wear so nice...wanna go dating uh?"
"Shima.. meeting Azri uh?"

i mean...early in the morning leh...say until lyk that...if soft nevermind...but its loud. especially that Gladys. goodness... haha...

if i wear nicer than usual...does that mean im going for a date? huh??

of course NOT la...
LOL people..

lessons were ok...
ouh ya.

during mechanics ryt... can say... i didnt stop munching & chewing sth... i ate nuggets, cheeseball cracker(if im not wrong).. then ryt... Teddy & Rodney commented.

"wah shima.. eat & eat & eat...never grow fat seyy.."(teddy)
"got high metabolism rate..."(rodney)

"where got seyy... i tink i fat ley..."(shima)

then both of them laugh.

"if u fat..then i what?"(teddy)

i juz laugh...& rodney continue laughing...i forgot what rodney was saying la...didnt pay attention to his words. haha..

paisey sia me...heh. im flattered actually... haha..coz all this while...i thought ive put on alot of weight..in other words... ive grown fatter. lolz.

i know people. i know. im not what i thought i was.
.heh.

i cant wait for the adventure race... it sounds FUN!! from what my mechanics lecturer told me..& i noe it WILL b fun. & i will b partnering Saleha... & im lyk "match-making" Rodney & Carol..erm...to be partners for the race la... heh.
there will be kayaking, running, abseiling.. =))

lalala..

my body started to ache liao le... tmr jogging & playing badminton...YAY! dunno can survive or not.. haiz. Luckily juz now can write...but my handwriting was U-G-L-Y la... haiz. but i noe itz gonna b fun.=))


i was so happy when i received his sms... fiona knows. i was lyk smiling non-stop.
hurhur.
=) * (=
double happiness

tmr ony got 2 lessons... molecular & manufacturing tech. coz mechanics tutorial was cancelled. but manufact is e-learning... when it was suppose to be tutorial.. lecturer damn lazy la... pfft. come for e-learning oso NO USE. waste tym. coz im gonna ROT there as i did the quizes & scored full marks for it. infact... ALL my classmates scored full marks for ALL the quizes.

sometimes...i feel that some lecturers are not doing enough to help the students understand the subject better. they dun really teach lyk other lecturers... manufact is lyk u study urself sia...


ShImA
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Monday, November 26, 2007

Computer Programming was OK...
=) can ace la i tink... (=
overconfident sia shima...
heh.

I SWEAR I HATE THE BIOMATERIALS LECTURER!!!
blardy kuku.
i hate the way he talk.
i hate the way he look
i hate the way he present things.
i HATE everything he does.

how i wish i could smack him with Teddy's racket...
ok... i tink i'm being evil...but..really..
I HATE HIM.


played badminton...& my right hand is STILL SHAKING/TREMBLING/ACHING & e blardy list goes on..dunno whether i can write properly or not tmr & e following day...HAIZ. but itz fun tho...=)) i dun lyk playing with Teddy!! aiya... HE BULLY me seyy... haha..played with wilson...ouh man... that was when my hand start to REALLY ache.. & Nunman & Nipun constantly putting Wilson's morale low/down... (if u noe whAt i mean) Bad sey they all... haiz..

im TIRED.
...

&&

I MISS AZRI
LAH!!!!
omg..
i really miss him.

haha..
Shu-Up shima...
kkz..

tmrz gonna be a LONG day...
sianx
looking forward for thinking skills
LOVE.
time flies when it starts.
=))


did some superhero quiz...
Your results:
You are The Flash























The Flash
90%
Green Lantern
90%
Wonder Woman
75%
Supergirl
70%
Superman
50%
Hulk
50%
Catwoman
50%
Iron Man
50%
Spider-Man
45%
Robin
45%
Batman
35%
Fast, athletic and flirtatious.


Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...



however rite...
i can say...
im slow at getting some things la...
hor carol & fiona?
LOL.


to sumone...i swear that was EVEN harder than doing my 0s...

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 11:05 PM }


Saturday, November 24, 2007

HaPpY 19th BirThDaY GunAn!!
altho itz in advance... but.. hope u'll have a great life ahead. c ya ard sometime...

& here's a poem for you...

Because you are my friend

Because you are my friend,
my life is enriched in a myriad of ways.
Like a cool breeze on a sweltering day,
like a ray of sunshine parting glowering clouds,
you lift me up.
In good times, we soar,
like weightless balloons
over neon rainbows.
In bad times, you are soothing balm
for my pummeled soul.
I learn so much from you;
you help me see old things in new ways.
I wonder if you are aware
of the bright seeds you are sowing in me.
I'm a better person for knowing you,
so that everyone I interact with
is touched by your good effect on me.
You relax me, refresh me, renew me.
Your bounteous heart envelops me
in joy and love and peace.
May your life be filled
with dazzling blessings,
just as I am blessed
by being your friend.



&& im guilty of sth...INFACT.. MANY things.
HAIZ.

YouRs TruLy,
ShImA
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Friday, November 23, 2007

I SWEAR i HATE it when people purposely rubbed their blardy 'dirty' arms against mine. UNLESS they are HAWT, good-looking, cute & e list goes on. BLARDY idiot. URGH!! I dunno what is their purpose in doing so la... URGH!

this happened yesterday when im on my way home from Jurong Library.

2 blardy idiotic guys just walked very near then rubbed their arm against mine. & im lyk WTF!!! seriously irritating u noe.

I dont mind if itz Azri...heh.
(*cheeky shima*)
but seriously... it pissed me off la.

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 5:49 PM }


Thursday, November 22, 2007

ShImA iS jUz
.TIRED.
*i miss you*
♥ disguised at { 11:37 PM }


Wednesday, November 21, 2007

He smsed me out of nowhr, and claimed he miss me seyy...
MELTING cann??
haha

i swear i was smiling thru-out my journey to school.
charming is him
VERY sweet..

&& i miss him too....


S-P-E-C-I-A-L
shout out to my DEAREST CAROL...

S-T-O-P
it
hor...

haha.. & dont smile.
(heh-heh)
you noe, i noe.

lessons went as per normal...
after school, we did our biomaterials project.

I LOVE MY WORK CANN??
S-U-P-E-R
nice
&
girly lyk powerpoint.
esp e last slide.
Must THANK ME hor
Priya, Gladys, Fiona & Carol!!

altho me & Carol took more than an hour to finish e ONE last slide...it juz boost our happiness. we were lyk "HI-5" -ing la...lyk some 'kid'.
stayed till 8+... i tink...


&& Carol say im a typical blogger...
DOTZ.

*i realised...i have ALOT of nicknames when i stepped into poly*
.thanks to ALL my classmates.


ShImA
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

i skipped 3 lessons today...
2 periods of Maths & Biomaterials
i was SO tired... coz i did e wiki thing till 4am.

went to skul..
i wore e skirt that i usually wear when i went out, altho i NEVER wore it to skul. So juz now i decided to wear it coz my jeans were wet...

& my classmates said...

"You wear so nice for what?"

i understand..i nvr wear LONG skirts to skul wan...(somemore itz pink) no nid to say until lyk that mah... haha...some even asked whether im going to dance or have wedding to attend...& im lyk...OF COURSE NOT la... i tink they find it a lil weird la... coz i looked more feminine. LOLZ. HAHA.

thatz it.

&& ive gotta do my wiki. Im addicted to it liao.
I LURVE IT!!

ShImA
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Monday, November 19, 2007

My birthday tree is...

Chestnut Tree
(the Honesty)
of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born a diplmat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

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simply no life...
im being tortured by pressure & time constrain.
i feel so insecure.
aiya.

kkz..
results of biomaterials were revealed.. && i tink i shud b getting such grade
[68 = C]
coz i didnt really memorise those facts laa... MOST of my classmates were scoring 70 & above...most scored 80 la.
& u noe watz my class' average score??
70 marks.
our class can be said to be e smartest among the other 2 classes. coz e other class' average score was 50+(if im not wrong)

k i tink i shud stop whining about this.


i was rotting my ass off ALONE while waiting for my uncle to fetch me. Carol, Pat & Fiona had to make their move...so ya. i was SUPER bored.


&& i LOVE my biomolecular & cellular project.
HAHAHA.


*time flies real fast.*

ShImA
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

THX Ameera!!
for making my morning...
had a good laugh..

ouh man...
Jap people really gt nth better to do sey...
HAHAHAHA

=))

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 1:05 PM }


Friday, November 16, 2007

sometimes...i feel that sms-ing him is lyk an addiction. receiving his sms will juz make me smile & even laugh..alone while reading it. didnt get to meet him juz now.. coz he couldn't make it. & i dun tink i can make it la...was 1/4 DEAD. itz ok la... =) kk...i tink i shud stop blabbering abt tiz.

my tests..went quite well... ESPECIALLY MATHEMATICS. i'm hoping for a SOLID full marks. Molecular & Cellular, i tink i will pass... paper was a lil confusing... Mechanics was ok... kind of easy... err...somemore...ahh...Biomaterials...was.. a bit tough..confusing...but can pass la...coz MCQ ony ma...

basically... I'm a happy person, tiz week... =))

Feeling tired...
Teddy Herianto kicked the Blardy Ball so hard that it hit my cute face... i felt a lil of distortion on my face la.. close to tears..but im a "tough" girl, i can say... HAHA. i didnt cry... but i was cursing when i was on my way to the toilet. i felt my left cheek, eyes & mouth were out of place. washed my face... went back to the place where we played soccer. & back to playing soccer... =))
had fun!! (minus the fact that Teddy hit me with e ball)

i oso dunno why he muz kick the ball real hard la...we're not even playing at the street soccer court or even the hockey pitch whr the place is WAYY more spacious.... but i forgive him for being such an arse.

yesterday, went to J.E lib, i was lyk a noob cann?? went thr with e intention to RETURN e book i borrowed coz i lost my interest in reading it...BUT i didnt bring the blardy book. I took it out the day b4. & i tot it was inside my bag all along.
im lyk WTF??!!
i ended up borrowing another 3 more bks.
Aiya.

&& my dear friend, Azri lyks to go to the library..
im shocked.
not all guys lyk to go to e library to read...
altho he reads comics la..but i dunno he likes to go to e lib.
finally i have a friend to accompany me.
coz he say, he can accompany me..
so now, whenever i wanna go to e lib, i'll ask him.

SUnday meeting Carol & Fiona...
=)) studying together at e esplanade. ((=
double happiness.

& i have 2 perform my prayers...
coz my mom is CONTANTly reminding me for lyk EVERY 5 mins.
GtG..


&& another thing...
*(not suitable to be read by my frens)*
Tu bdk Rezal...
watch out kt luar ah...
kaninabeh uh ...cao ci bai.
asl bleh suro bdk taik slash adek aku je.
kental ah lu mat.
u dun deserve to have a dick uh.
mcm paham uh nie bdk.

lurves
ShImA
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

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i miss azri cann??
haiz.
*shut up la shima*

ShImA
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Monday, November 12, 2007

history has repeat itself
And i SWEAR i will ONLY reach home by 11pm.

I regretted coming home early.
TODAY will be the LAST time i'm coming home early.

i tot i reach home early,
can study & all...
have some peace
BUT
no...

i got screwed as soon as i reached home.
and im lyk..
WTF??!!

i did NOTHING...& i got all the SHIT.
THX uh.


2 of my classmates say that i look stress...
REALLY??
haiz.
maybe uh...
but i dun tink so.



met my bestie yesterday, & i had fun.
we talked abt almost everything.
ate ayam penyet.
played pool.
I had fun.
cant wait to meet the rest of my ex primary school mates.


& tiz is SO pressurizing..
looking at the rate of my classmates are doing their revision.
ouh gosh.
ill b busy revising...
so i will TRY my best to stay away frm distractions.
&
thrz nth else for me to elaborate further...



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& im waiting...
~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~
ShImA
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Sunday, November 11, 2007

ok..now i'm confused.
haiz.
*stop it la Shima...*


movin on....
*tiz is going to b another LONG entry*

*FrIdaY*
while i was doing flow thru on fri... there was this IRRITATING sender or flow thru guy or whatever you call them...(gunan!! what do u call these people??)
ya.
got this particular arse who repeatedly ask & tell me e blardy same thing
over & over & OVER & OVER again.

FUCK la!!

i feel lyk shouting back & cursing right smack at his blardy face..

" YES FUCK!! I AM EATING ICE-CREAM...for goodness SAKE!"

i mean, u guys couldnt even tell if it was an ice-cream??
WTF???!!!

please la...i wasnt born a NOOB. & you were'nt too ryt... i HOPE.
he pissed me off la.

haiz.
i tink now i c e reason why u're werking as that.

==> to learn the names of each item.
yup. I KNEW IT.


moving on...

*SaTuRdaY*
im touched that people whom i didnt meet for quite a long tym still rmbr me.
Mdm Azizah, my beloved Malay teacher.
she was having an open house....& i didnt noe.
people ard me didnt tell me.
INCLUDING my brother.
i didnt noe until i came home, when my bro told me that Mdm Azizah sent me her regards.
& im lyk...

WTH??
you went to her house without telling me??
Ive bn wanting to go to her house la...


next.

went to Khairi's(ex MI student) open house.. he's a funny guy...
then to Azilah's house.
Rad got bullied by me.
&& ive bn laffing my head off thru-out.


went home early.

i slept & overslept.
so..went to work late.

& things that made me pissed of WERE...

*no.1*
THE CARLSBERG(bottle) CRASHED TO THE FLOOR.
thx to e customer who was 'BLIND'.

I, Shima, had to CLEAN UP the floor.
&& i tell you..i was at the UTMOST boiling stage.
summore...the smell...
FUCKING STRONG.
& IT FUCKING STINKS TO THE CORE.
& THE MOST troublesome thing is...you cannot even let a DROP of that drink get onto ur skin.

SICKENING la these people...
ONLY noe how to say S-O-R-R-Y.
well, at least she said it...
some juz couldnt seem to bother to say that word when they are in the wrong.

& Wei Wen got scolded by Andrew.

this incident make me H-A-T-E drinkers.


*no.2*
there's this 'kid' went up to me & talk as if he's older/the same age as me. He went 'Kau','Aku'-ing to me. & im lyk wtf? pls la...

i HATE it when people use 'Kau' 'Aku' to me. seriously...

I effing HATE it.



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im meeting my darling bestie ltr...
cant wait.
=))

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& tiz is so pressurizing...
u noe why??
revision NOT done.
& tests are coming...
*smacks head*
ShImA
♥ disguised at { 8:11 AM }


Friday, November 9, 2007

im SO HAPPY when i received his sms juz now.
*wide smile*

& im still smiling.

i was lyk waiting for him to sms la...
gosh.
i sound lyk a despo.
LOL


& im kinda relieved.
ShiMa
♥ disguised at { 8:39 PM }



yesterday went to my grandfather's place...
my aunts cooking is DE BEST la..
Siti..u heard that.
Go tell ur mom.
haha..

but..i was lyk stunned when my grandfather couldnt take e headache that was hurting him really badly that he cant lead the prayers. I saw the pain on his face. My cuzzie took over. What happened to my grandfather that moment juz gave a HUGE impact on me...ouh haiz. nehmind. i dun wish to continue with that.

movin on...

went to Saras' place...her house is GODDAMN nice la.
& andrew, gunan, siti & sheila was there...altho it was lyk already 10+pm &&

GUNAN you were HandsomE la..
if only you dress as neat as that...alot of girls will be going after you. & im serious. trust me...


&& im having bad instincts abt sth..
ouh gosh.
i hope it wont happen..

I'm SCARED...REALLY scared.
scared of losing him...
as in..my *ehem* you noe who.
ouh gosh.
why am i feeling lyk tiz?
haiz.


ShImA
♥ disguised at { 7:44 PM }


Wednesday, November 7, 2007

met up with him.
he was late for more than 30mins.
& thatz e longest i had to wait for a guy.
usually is they wait for me.

but im touched
he came sprinting towards me...& of course he appologise.
im REALLY touched la.

some guys can still dilly-dally...take their own sweet tym..


we chat for lyk 3hrs or so...
i tink i can really relate to him better than ANY guy i've known.
he's juz a good listener.
i can really talk things out with him.
everything juz came out...
im juz comfortable with him.


haiz.

*To Azri*
(if u're reading this)
why are you so sweet my dear Azri??
you melt my heart
i've fallen for you


ShImA
♥ disguised at { 10:48 PM }



his words juz melts me..

*i dun care who u were before..but as long as u're willing to change...u'll have my back.*
♥ disguised at { 12:34 AM }


Tuesday, November 6, 2007

i juz realise what pressure really is to me.
OMG..
this happened when i was having BMEM
(Biomedical Engineering Mechanics).
ouh gosh.

he was shooting alot of questions which is so pressurizing till i had a slight headache. Its related to the subject la...but he was twisting the question...trying to test our understanding. & i swear that was the first time i couldnt concentrate coz of the headache. I had a strong urge to get out of the room to relax my mind. but i juz stayed in class try to understand what he's trying to say. But for that few mins of his explanation, NOTHING went inside...maybe there's at least 20%...

There's 3 SOLID hours of BMEM. We had to survive for that 3 LONG hours. & its not easy u noe...However, i find his lessons fun. He's cool. This subject can be abit dry.. i mean, ALOT dry. We need a cool lecturer lyk him so that it wouldn't be so dry that you will VOMIT YOUR INTESTINES out right after the lessons has ended.

Somemore, i didnt have my lunch. I only drank a can of pepsi, which is in the morning, during maths. & thats it. Coz, if i eat during lunch tym, i will feel very sleepy during lecture. So i decided not to eat. It has ALWAYS been lyk that...sleepiness during lecture after i ate during lunch.

&& every tuesday WILL be the longest day in sch...as sch ended quite late..6pm...so..i ONLY depend on that can of PEPSI.

&& till now, i haven't eat.
juz dun feel lyk eating.


i realise, time FLIES real fast when i am having my maths lesson. coz i tink i'm too engrossed with e qns she gave. I juz LURVE her lessons.

erm..i'm sorry if i've bn exagerating abt him. I wonder how will he react if he reads my blog( havent told him my url yet.. ) I juz tink he's sweet. && HE IS SWEET. I've NEVER bn this crazy, over a guy b4. i wonder if this is juz a crush. && i really hope i will not be clapping with one hand. haiz.... he's juz TOO adorable.

*i'll ask him if he dont mind, me blogging abt him, then those entries will remain here. but if he minds, then it WILL be gone. but those compliments are really frm e bottom of my heart*

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 9:37 PM }


Monday, November 5, 2007

i cant believe it...but i tink i'm falling for my long lost friend.
and yes...
the person is Azri.

He's so...
*cute
*hawt
*funny
*tall
*sweet
*gentleman
*down to earth

he seemed to have all the qualities i want..
heh.

met up with him n his friend, Bobby, they were so funny that i laughed my head off when they say something silly. Funny guys. & guess what...they can talk sense too you noe... i'm impressed. esp bobby. Bobby is Azri's best friend. Altho Bobby is way...older then Azri... haha..

i gotta noe things which i don't noe in the past.
Azri revealed them.
& i'm shocked to hear what he said.
i juz couldn't believe it...

there was this another friend of us, Supiyandi...he used to be my/our best bud. but i actually have forgotten these two..i tink i really have STM.

Azri told me ALOT of things.
how both he & Supiyandi would talked about me.
I'm really touched.

i am still fresh in their memories.
&& i really wanna mit Supiyandi. I wonder how he looks like. Is he as hawt as Azri...
haiz.

omg...
i think i REALLY liked Azri...he's so fun to be with.

He so...SWEET cann...
ShImA
♥ disguised at { 9:16 PM }


Sunday, November 4, 2007

I smiled when i read this...SUPER true cannn???

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------


Stubborn and hard-hearted. (*YES!*)

Strong-willed and Highly motivated. (*uhuh.*)

Sharp thoughts. (*YuP*)

Easily angered. (*i hate to admit it but TRUE*)
Attracts others and loves attention. (*this is SOO ME*)

Deep feelings. (*this one i'm not really sure*)
Beautiful physically and mentally.
(eheh. it depends on the people ard me to confim this statement..*)

Firm Standpoint. (*stubborn IS me*)
Needs no motivation. (*err...Sometimes...*)

Shy towards opposite sex. (*really meh?? lolz. i'm e opposite.*)
Easily consoled. (*err.. muz b praised uh then can work...lolz*)

Systematic (left brain). (*i'm both*)

Loves to Dream. (*heh. erm...hard to say uh*)

Strong clairvoyance. (*maybe.*)

Understanding. (*YUP! =)*)
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. (*huh?? really uh?*)

Good Imagination. (*no la...but my bro is.*)

Good physical. (*still trying...heh*)

Weak breathing. (*really?? lolz*)

Loves literature and the arts. (*erm...NO. definite NO for lit. arts still ok*)

Loves traveling. (*erm...*)

Dislike Being at home. (*it depends...*)

Restless.
(*i have to move at least an inch b4 i can concentrate when i'm sitting down doing my work.*)

Not having many children. (*really? good then. LOL*)
Hardworking. (*YUP. but only if i noe what i want.*)

High spirited. (*THIS IS DEFINITELY true.*)



i juz LURVE reading these things...it allows me to be proud of myself when i'm having a tough day. & it is also relaxing.

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 9:25 AM }



a customer went up to me being all friendly, funny & VERY polite. HE is the FIRST guy to use "awak" & "saya"... to me. *smiles* i tink he is the one in a million guy who STILL uses those two terms. haa...

hE IS/hAs..

*SWEET smile*
*SWEET face*
*CuTe*
*Good-looking*
*Tall*

&&

His name is Azri
MY EX-Primary school classmate!!!
haha...
Lianhua Primary.

Azri went in 2 times to ask me qns.
his friend asks me for my no. for him(Azri)

i dont noe him at first...but i juz gave the friend my no. but mind you NONE of the guys(customers) who wants my no... gets it. I just dont & will NEVER give unless i noe them... thats my policy uh...(erm...i will consider if the person is CUTE. heh. lolz. No la...)but dunno why i gave the friend, mine... fated maybe..LOLz.

then he realised my name & face is VERY familiar coz i told the friend my name is Shima.
He(Azri) went in an say out my FULL Name
can you believe it??
coz i cant.
he asks me whether i was ex-lianhua student.

altho i didn't really recognise him...but his name was FAMILIAR...

i mean its difficult for us, as humans to recognise others
after so long M.I.A.ing...
but to remember the full name is even TOUGHER!
not even my secondary school mates noe my full name.
i really admire him for NOT having STM.
lolz.
but seriously...i admire him.

imagine...after 8 years of NOT seeing each other...he can still recall my full name.
.OMG.


okay2...i tink i've said enuf abt this...


NIPUN had e WEIRDEST & probably COOLEST posture while playing pool on Friday....
ask those who went...
OMG!!
he's a cool guy.
always doing weird things while playing games.


*email sent by my friends*
I read this...& i LOVE It la...

1. A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself
and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your
'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her/his foot!

2. A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend shoulder is soggy
from your tears..

3. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first
names.
A real friend has their phone numbers
in his address book.

4. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your
party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and
stays late to help you clean.

5. A simple friend hates it when you call after
they've gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to
call.

6. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your
problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

7. A simple friend wonders about your romantic
history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it!

8. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when
you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

9. A simple friend expects you to always be there for
them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

10. A simple friend reads this e-mail and deletes it.
A real friend passes it on and sends it back to you!

Pass this on to anyone you care about......if you
get it back you have no beginning, no end.

It keeps us together, like our Circle of Friends.
Today I pass this on to you. Pass it on to someone
who is a friend to you..

INSTANTLY WHEN YOU RECEIVE THIS LETTER, YOU'RE
REQUESTED TO SEND IT
TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON
WHO
SENT IT TO YOU.

When you are down to nothing ...
God is up to something.

'Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling
in love with your smile. '


&& i wish to add another sentence

A simple friend knows you by your nicknames.
A TRUE friend knows you by your FULL name.




i received an email on zodiac signs...& i went to mine & read e content..

GEMINI - Irresistible
.Nice. (absolutely right..haha)
.Love is one of a kind. (erm..true i tink...)
.Great listeners (yup. =] )
.Very Good in the you know where... (LOLz)
.Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
(erm i thought i'm e other way round...haha...lolz. kidding)
.Trustworthy. (YUP!)
.Always happy. (So TRUE!! hor carol & fiona?? haha!)
.Loud. (no...i'm EXTREMELY loud. lolz)
.Talkative. (sometimes...*ehem* lolz)
.Outgoing. (VERY TRUE)
.VERY FORGIVING. (erm...NOT really)
.Loves to make out. (LORL- LAUGH OUT REALLY LOUDLY)
.Has a beautiful smile. ( errr...what do you tink?)
.Generous. (uhuh...it depends la actually)
.Strong.
(YES. so stong till you cant even realise i'm lifting you up. LOLz.)
.THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
(UHUH!! even carol doesnt want to sit with me
coz she will talk when she sits next to me.)


thatz it.
ShImA
♥ disguised at { 8:08 AM }


Saturday, November 3, 2007

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ShImA
♥ disguised at { 6:06 PM }


Thursday, November 1, 2007

Since when has pork been labelled halal?

omg.

since when e MUIS(Majlis Ugama Islam Singapura...if i'm not wrong) approved it?

take a look at this... From: Yaslam Aljaru
Sent: Thursday, November 01, 2007 12:52 PM
Subject: Halal Pork in Singapore

Subject: Halal Pork

Assalamualaikum,

I would like to raise a concern on an incident. I was given the attached pic from a fellow Chinese colleague asking if its possible for pork to go halal. This pic was taken from an NTUC branch with the date at the bottom but however, the person refuse to reveal which exact branch this is from.

I hope you are able to step up some investigation on this. It really scares me thinking teenagers who would try out of curiousity or maybe a maid who don't know much reading and depend on the Halal logo. Kindly revert. Thanks.

Regards,
Dian Suhaimi


i received this from my aunt...
so i decide to share this with e people who read my blog.

if MUIS doesn't noe abt this...i really dun noe what to say...
what is the hidden objective of the culprit who did this?

as far as e Muslim's are concern...pork are prohibited by the Islamic Law.


look around you...
especially the bakery shops.

"NO LARD, NO PORK"

they can put all those sign at every inch of their shops.
but the concept they had in their brain is totally off.
so what if there are no lard or pork?

SO WHAT?

e concept u've got there is for-god's-sake wrong.
it is difficult for me to explain.
but as long as e shop is not approved by MUIS, it it NOT considered halal.

As i looked around,
i've seen Aunt's & Uncles, Grandfathers as well as Grandmothers queueing to buy the bread at the bakery shops which has no Halal certs distributed by MUIS.

Subway is NOT halal la btw.
so what if there's only Mutton/Beef??

sad to say...those who regard themselves as Muslims have the perception of

'No pork No lard = Halal"
pls la...
worse case, those who wears the head scarfs, went in to dine.
and i'm like...
wtf?!
might as well u dun wear la...what are you trying to convey?
u are disgracing your religion.
TAKE OFF YOUR HEAD SCARFS la.

i may not be a good, true Muslim myself. But at least i noe the most basic things. Some who went to Madrasahs...dont even behave lyk a true Muslims. This is what i call Stupidity. I mean..you guys are actually e WORSE bunch la... I am ashamed. Those who dont go to Madrasahs are WAYYY better than you guys la...

Call urself Muslims...
i can actually SPIT right smack at u la...

you drink(alcohols, liquors, beers) like nobody's business.
(of course NO ONE cares if you drink..but at least show some respect to the REAL Muslims la...you want to drink, go to e RIGHT places. there's NO NEED to show off ur drinking skills.)
SO WHAT if you can drink?

To all Muslims
i noe we ain't perfect.
but we can try to avoid things that is prohibited by Islamic law.

To all non- muslims.
No matter what the shopkeeper paste all over their shops....as long as it is not certified by the CORRECT authority,

It is NOT halal.

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 9:32 PM }



the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*



Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life


Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.


Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.


Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...


Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.





*~*dUdEtTez*~*
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*~*dUdeZ*~*
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