Sunday, November 30, 2008

Gathering turned out to be fun...I guess. It’s been a very long time since we last picnicked together. Everyone was there, well, almost everyone. That bond we had is still going strong. Thanks to my aunt for initiating this picnic. Uncles and Aunts “forced” me to eat as soon as I reached, coz they said I’m already so skinny (which I deliberately denied silently). When I’m done with eating, I took a lot of pictures with sis. Then, lying down, with the cool breeze kissing my cheeks, my attempt to memorise Biomaterials failed & I ended up taking a short nap. I borrowed my uncle’s rollerblades which has no break. And then, home sweet home. We went home by van. We were all crammed together like sardines. It reminds me of the past 4yrs.
Sweet memories.

All the pictures have been uploaded at Friendster & Facebook...

Tomorrow’s Biomaterials test. I’m still not done with memorizing. It will be a hectic week and I bet all my friends are mugging real hard. Competition is greatly felt. I don’t want to repeat that mistake over again. I think I’ll be on temporary hiatus.

That star I craved, still gripping strong to that string tied to it. No doubt it will be torturous but at the end of the day, I’ll get hold of it. No pain no gain. Only time will tell. You’ll just wait and see.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 10:39 PM }


Saturday, November 29, 2008

That torture has finally died. My mind is now at ease once again. That sms which seemed to possess a double meaning turned out to be a friendship love after all. He's an arse for confusing me. Love is a huge word and we don’t use it to everyone especially not to an opposite sex unless we know him/her well. It could cause chaos in the mind. It was shockingly out of the blue message. I’m glad I clarified the issue with him. If I hadn’t, my soul will not rest in peace. I wouldn’t mind if it’s a friendship love. & I love him too for being the wittiest guy friend. =D
ShImA
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Thursday, November 27, 2008

There I stared, long enough, all speechless and admiring the choice of words used which formed a sentence that could melt any girl’s heart. I kept reading without a slight boredom, and trying very hard to unravel what’s hidden even though it’s already made very clear. If you were to tell it straight to my face, you’d just hypnotise me.
The times we spent time together with the rest, we grew closer ever since that particular day, I could vaguely sense it coming and I swear it wasn’t what I expected.
Besides that wittiness in you and all those teasing I had from you, that courage of yours is really admired. You just had that personality I searched for which I find it hard to resist.

Love is just huge and complicated word to understand and yet you use it on me.


I am falling sick & I hate it. Probably due to lack of rest/sleep, or the sickness which have been going around among my classmates, or maybe the burden I carry along, or the pressure I faced. Test is just around the corner and I couldn’t tell if I'm prepared for it.

As much as I desire that star, it’s tougher to remain that mentality which is now slowly eroding. Just as I thought I’m nearly there, at the same time I’m still struggling to get hold of that string I tied to that star. Despite that, I kept holding on, not wanting to disappoint my love ones coz I knew I got their back who didn’t get tired of motivating and constantly pushing me to get that star I craved for.

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 10:18 PM }



Priya, Steph, Teddy and I were in the library till 9pm...
We studied...& we camwhored...







& She loves to take my picture... LOL.


That secret of yours is torturous. I’m dying to know the content. All you said was patience.

ShImA
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

A secret left untold, waiting to reveal itself. If only you were to just let it be, I wouldn’t know a secret even exist. You said patience will pay off one day. Why the torture? I could only helplessly wait...and hope for the best.
ShImA
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Monday, November 24, 2008

Life is all about living it to the fullest. Life isn’t about making it look tougher than it possibly is. So what’s with the exaggeration? Why do we have to make things look so complicated when it’s not? I can just choose to ignore everything, just mind my own business and pretend not care a single shit about what is happening around me, but it’s just not my style. Almost everyone is noticing this change but you just simply don’t care or don’t even bother. I’m beginning to question that impression I had on you. Till when do I have to constantly push all those negative thoughts away? If I were to tell you off, it would probably cost our relationship at stake. But, just how long do I have to keep my mouth shut and just let you be the way you are now?

As hands grew tired, I struggled to get hold of it, finally letting it drift away.

ShImA
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Friday, November 21, 2008

Sorry for not updating my blog.

Let me update about the BBQ which was held on last friday. Although there were slight glitches, it turned out fine. We didn’t do much except eating and BBQ food. We didn’t get to play games as we reached ECP in the evening. We rushed from school. At about 8pm we start burning the carcoal because the two people who were responsible for the charcoal and drinks haven’t reached yet.

Only Nipun, Samuel, Ying kai, Nunman, Shafiq, Teddy, Hafiz, Fadlul, Michael, Divek and Me ton. I managed to cope Michael and Divek away from Ashrof. =D I’m a great persuader. Lol. The night was fun. The guys kept BBQ-ing the food which seemed endless. And we kept eating. We played bluff throughout the night. We got to know more about Michael. He has this very unique and distinct and addictive laughter. Once you hear him laugh, you’ll laugh along with him till stomach cramp. && Bluff is a really funny game to play.
Although we kept BBQ-ing the food throughout the night.. there was still A LOT food left.. & there's still 2 packs of charcoal left.

I will upload the pictures once Nipun send me the pictures.


Wednesday went for campus run. The distance covered was 4.8km (2 rounds around stadium and 2 rounds around school.). The route was tough uh.. We had to run up the hill twice. I finished in 36 minutes plus. After the run, I felt like fainting. I had leg cramp because didn’t warm up properly. Didn’t stayed till the whole event is over and that cost me 2 movie tickets. Lol. Thanks Michael for telling. Went to study with Nipun, Samuel, Ying Kai, Rodney and Teddy as we had Medical Imaging test the next day. Well, maybe Rodney is right... If I were to stay till the event is over and get the movie tickets, I might not be able to get 43/50 marks for the test. Lose-win situation perhaps...

Ouh ya.. for some who might not know... I snapped away my long hair..and it is now shoulder-length. =DD
Confessing to a total stranger, that courage he has, setting aside the fear of rejection is greatly admired. I could hardly recognise him even though he was right in front of my face. I could only afford a glimpse.

ShImA
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

I will bombard this entry with A LOT of pictures..
So be prepared to see my pretty face. haha. no lah...
Over due camp pics...




They are 'shy' people..


I made them do this..

Rodney*Michael*Divek*Me*Ashrof


They were trying to immitate my pose...


hunks of bme..









The rest of the pictures have been uploaded to my Friendster. SO feel free to view and comment there. =))

Ouh ya..Did I told you guys that I fell from the table when I was asleep during the camp? Haha. It was hilarious. It was a wakeup call for my roommates. Paisey sia.. Serve me right for sleeping on top of the table.

Raya Outing...



















ShImA

♥ disguised at { 5:24 PM }



the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life


Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.


Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.


Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...


Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.





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