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Friday, July 24, 2009
It is both an advantage and a disadvantage at the same time. Fulfilling desires are so tough. Blardy hell. You may have the will to push yourself to your limits, mentally but physically, you’re still there, standing at the same blardy spot. To walk the talk is effing difficult. Actions speak louder than words. Fuck those phrases man. It doesn’t always apply to every situation. Until you’re in the person’s shoes you’ll not know. But it is not as if I didn’t try. I fucking did try my best to achieve it. It’s so frustrating. Imagine you’ve really put in so much effort for it but it didn’t pay off. It’s like you’re really determined to get it but due to some unforeseen circumstances..... You just can’t do it. It demoralise you further. It is easy for you to say... coz you’re not the one experiencing it what...Wait till you experience it... then you’ll understand. Others only know how to add salt to the wound. Shoot people with sarcasm... make a joke out of it... demoralising people... Everyone thinks differently. Different people see things differently. Everyone is different. Sometimes you just need to see things from different perspective. DIFFERENCE. Another thing... I can’t tolerate sarcasm anymore. I hate it when people doubt my capabilities. I hate it when people shoot me with irrelevant bullshits. I hate it when people question my intelligence. Even if you’re more intelligent...you still don’t have the right to degrade a person’s dignity. I’m sure it is from the experience and the maturity that you gained in life so far that leads you to where you are now and mould you to who you are now. I’ve just had enough of such treatments. ShImA
♥ disguised at { 1:54 AM } Wednesday, July 22, 2009 If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary... not supplementary. Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes.... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. guess it's true...ouh wells... That reminds me of the conversation I had with two friends of mine at North canteen... Ying Kai & Teddy. It went womething like this... I can’t remember the whole convo though... Out of nowhere... Teddy: You will get married before 25. Me: What if I don’t? Teddy: If 25 you’re still not married... You’ll never get married after 26. Ying Kai: So when you want to get married? Shima: What if I won’t get married? Teddy: (he was saying something which I can’t quite remember...but I know he denied that I won’t be getting married.) Ying Kai: She won’t get married just to prove to you(Teddy). Me: I boyfriend also dun have... Ying Kai: Boyfriend you don’t have... Boyfriends you have right... Me: Ya of course... Teddy: You don’t want a tree... You want the whole forest. Hilarious. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:54 AM } Tuesday, July 21, 2009 A slow and painful experience. It hit me hard... Now that I realised... This is life. You’ll be the ONLY one steering your own boat. You’ll be the ONLY one choosing on the path you walk on. You’re the ONLY one who decides what’s best for yourself. Whatever the consequences are, Every risk you take, You face it alone. Yes. At times, others are willing to share it with you... But you’ll be the one who will absorb most of it. ShImA
♥ disguised at { 12:26 AM } Sunday, July 19, 2009 Take the left or right path. You’ll eventually end up somewhere. Stay in the middle undecided. You’ll end up staying there forever. Silence either means a yes or a no. And I’m having a hard time figuring it out. Will you help me by giving me some answers? Or am I supposed to search for the answers myself? Which one? Or are there some misunderstandings yet to be clarified? Is the fault mine or is it yours? Should I seal it up and keep it somewhere? Should I crush it and throw it away? Should I lock it and throw the key into the sea? Or should I wait till I get the explanations? Until when? ShImA Somewhere along the journey...I think I’ve lost myself. ♥ disguised at { 5:42 AM } Thursday, July 16, 2009   ♥ disguised at { 12:29 AM } Tuesday, July 14, 2009 From what I see and feel... I think I got it. You’re a totally different person. And I don’t recognise you anymore. You should have just said it right smack to my face and I don’t have to keep guessing. It makes things simpler. I’m just wondering if whatever told is actually worth believing. I admit I was in denial... But I’m confident that the dream will come true... or has it actually come true? Ouh wells. =( You’re the greatest disappointment. To start friendship is easy. But maintaining it... is altogether another thing. Camp was a blast. The ELITES were awesome bunch. I simply loved the camp and also the ELITES and of course the EXCOs too. I think it’s the first camp that I leave my face as it is. Hopefully the pictures will be up soon... Yesterday’s Instrumentation experiment was really something. I nearly cursed in front of the lecturer when I felt the current flow. Omg... pain can... But it was interesting... =) I wasted my time going for the badminton tournament yesterday... I even go to the extent of lying down and slept in the sports hall while waiting for my turn and I woke up to find out that I didn't get to compete with my opponent coz its walk over and I managed to get to the quarter finals. I'm not sure if I want to play or not this Wednesday... Ouh wells... ShImA Because jerks and liars aren’t worth fighting for. ♥ disguised at { 1:32 AM } Friday, July 10, 2009 CT is over... ELITES camp is today... School resumes next week.. Random questions.... Why is it that when we’re in love... we tend to live in denial? Why is it that when we’re in love... we tend to overlook some things? Why is it that when we’re in love... we tend to believe a lie? How long does it take before we know the REAL person? Anyways... I miss this.  ShImA time to hit the gym & track. ♥ disguised at { 3:02 AM } Sunday, July 5, 2009   Jia Jun.Dennis.Taufiq.Liu Yang.Liu Yang's bf.Matthew.Fiona.Carol.Ling Hui.Teddy.Divek.Michael.Li Ting.Rodney.Hafiz.Nipun.Samuel.Azhar.Rodney.Sean.The remaining pictures are at facebook and bme blog... =) ShImMy ♥ disguised at { 2:14 AM } |
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