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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
I was supposed to be on MC today and I don’t intend to go to school either but I forced myself to coz I thought there was tutorial and the mini test for Thermofluids when there actually wasn’t. I wanted to stay throughout but I ended up going home at 5pm as I couldn’t take the pain anymore. Well who cares right? No one cared except for a few, so much for what I called friends. To that few people, thank you for all the concern. Yeah. I’m being all emotional about it.... so what? Everything is simply disappointing. I feel that I need to re-define my definition of a friend or rather a true friend. Does it even exist? I guess not. Common Test results turned out ok I guess... A for Medical Imaging, B+ for Biomaterials, A for Math Project (in fact the whole class got A) and a D for Thermofluids (I knew I won’t score for this paper but I swear I didn’t expect a D for it. I guess I have to study harder the next time round.) Left with Electronics (I really hope I won’t score badly for this.) and Marketing results.... New Year's Resolution To be a better Muslim and an even better friend. What’s the point of having an extreme long list when u can’t even achieve the most basic and essential part of life? ShImA ♥ disguised at { 7:10 PM } Monday, December 29, 2008 This suffering is killing me. Enduring it isn’t as easy. I’m on the verge of giving up. The agony is simply unbearable. December will come to an end in just 2 days time... I bet everyone already have their New Year resolutions stated at the back of their minds except for me. I shall list them soon, not as if I’m going to actually fulfil it. It’s just for the sake of writing it down. I can’t wait to see my Common Test results. ShImA
♥ disguised at { 4:26 AM } Friday, December 26, 2008 Relying on thoughts Blinded by emotions Deceived by what’s stated Believing what’s unsaid. Vague as it is Everything portrayed is not always what you think it is. Why can’t we refrain ourselves from assuming? Wipe out all the false theories Correct assumption is purely luck. When I leave it hanging, You said I’m hiding something. When I go with the flow, You thought you were right. When I remained silent, You fire it up. When I deny, You claimed I’m lying. ShImA
♥ disguised at { 11:18 PM } Thursday, December 25, 2008 Unsure of when this would end Already suffering inside out Still enduring the pain Strength is thinning out Patience coming to a stop ShImA ♥ disguised at { 8:47 PM }  I watched Twilight again... but this time watched it with my sis... ouh god. It is extremely addictive... Haa.. It’s not just because Edward Cullen is extremely gorgeous... there are other factors that contributes to my addiction for the movie. And if you’re thinking about the lust that draws me in... You’re so wrong. I wouldn’t mind if I were to go and watch it again and again..Typical girl I am. =D last but not least... MeRrY ChRiStMaS!!! ShImA ♥ disguised at { 1:55 AM } Wednesday, December 24, 2008 Not till yesterday that I realised I’m extremely gullible. Having the tendency to believe what people say and often fall into their tricks. It was the usual late night chat with Faz who never fail to make me laugh. Entertainer he is. But he’s a total arse for deceiving me. Why is it that I don’t possess scepticism? ShImA ♥ disguised at { 6:07 PM } Tuesday, December 23, 2008 Thinking of every possibility that my love life will turn out that way... Yeah. Dream on Shima... Dream on... But it’s every girls dream isn’t it? Although for most, it didn't turn out the way we want it to be... Sigh... The ‘If’s’ of love life I wished I could have... Anyways...I got a book from Carol and Fiona... Didn’t expect they would give me a book for Christmas.... But I was delighted... Now that I’m officially a bookworm.. Haha. A cute card from carol.. Chocolate and sweets from Fiona... Teddy bear key chain from Priya... So sweet... Love it. Had dinner at a Thai Restaurant... then stayed a while more at Tangs to play the movie guessing game with Rod, Nipun, Fiz and Priya... Fun!! Earlier on.. I went to the polyclinic without putting on any make-up. I feel bare.. or rather naked. Haha. But it’s an incredible attempt. I didn’t hesitate a bit... coz usually I do.. A remarkable achievement I guess... lol. Who knows I’ll just go school without wearing make up at all... FAT HOPE. lol. I want to have night walk to OCH!!!! ShImA
♥ disguised at { 1:26 AM } Saturday, December 20, 2008 They say love is blind. And that love recognises no boundary. Restrictions are said to be man-made. Rising trend to cross the boundary In spite of knowing the end results, We continue to take things lightly. Reluctancy to stay within confines Fully aware, at the end of the day, Everything voice down to religion. The deeper you fell, The chance of getting out happy is slim. So why start when it’ll all Love is too complicated to make one understand. Only the one who’s experiencing it will. ShImA You’re the reason I smile ♥ disguised at { 6:05 AM } Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Some things would just trigger my nerve cells. Breathing deeply doesn't help. I want to run away from all these. And just let loose myself. Releasing the pain buried deep down. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 11:23 PM } A secret that lies between us. You’re like an addiction. Simply irresistible. Each time you appear exuberance strikes. Infatuation it is. I’ll continue to play along with you. The game of contradiction. This will never fail to set me pondering over every possibility that lies ahead. I dare not anticipate. But the further I go, the deeper I’ll fall. Could it be one-sided? ShImA Last but not least, I want to bid farewell to Priya. I hope you’ll have a safe trip. I’m going to miss you!
♥ disguised at { 2:44 AM } Sunday, December 14, 2008 Friendship is all about putting in effort. As long as we do our part, friendship will stay blissful. Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements. Showing care and concern isn’t only about throwing words all around, but portraying it. Some may be good with words, but it’s the actions that matters. Never believe in the existence of true friends because there is none. Each and every one of us is bound to hypocrisy. ShImA
♥ disguised at { 8:59 PM } Saturday, December 13, 2008 Pardon me.. but this entry will be bombarded with A LOT of pictures..So bear with me. =) Michael's Twin.. Beth Choo           Self-entertaining...     Potential models....   I looked like a butch in this pic... haaa...       ShImA
♥ disguised at { 3:38 AM } Wednesday, December 10, 2008 Ameera and I were reviewing my older entries, unravelling the past. It was her idea. We kept laughing, recalling those sweet memories, and not forgetting my frequent usage of vulgarities. It was simply hilarious. Looking back, most of us experienced drastic changes, besides growing horizontally. I simply adore and love them to bits and pieces that I’m just afraid of losing each and every single one of them at the end of our poly years. I’m aware that eventually, one day, we have to go our separate ways. I came up with a modified character chart of my classmates. Nipun: wittiest guy friend Samuel: burping king Nunman: magician wannabe Hafiz: fart king Beth: best imitator aka beth bear (inside joke) Rodney: reversi freak Teddy: high pitch laugher Ying Kai: long fringe guy Shafiq: loyar burok friend Fiona: tweety Patricia: big sister Carol: distinct laugher Priya: slapper Ameera: my sweetest gay partner Gladys: aka minah Eva: aka small girl Saleha: the most direct girl ShImA
♥ disguised at { 10:26 PM } No matter how long I refrain myself from eating a lot of chocolate, I’ll eventually eat more than what I should be eating in one day. Like today, I ate 3 types of chocolates of different brands (Van Houten, Cadbury & Ritz ). I finished the whole packet within minutes. It somehow eases my mind. Choco-freak I am. And probably that’s the reason why my mind wasn’t working well when Rodney and teddy bombard me with marketing. Anyways, I’m having this slight confidence for my marketing test later, expecting to sail through the paper. Hopefully luck is on my side. I really want to score for this. I don’t want to develop this confidence I have any further that it will in the end affect my scores. I mean, anything can happen. It’s better to set goals at the level you can safely secure rather than you expect something too high and then end up having cognitive dissonance for being too confident. The higher your expectations, the chances of you getting it are very slim. I prefer this temporary tutor that we had for the last tutorial lesson. Her name’s Magdelene. She’s very animated and lively. I just adore and love her style of teaching. She doesn’t show biasness. She somehow motivates me to score for this module. I’m grateful and glad that I’m over and done with cost accounting. If I were to take the module this term, man, I’ll be extremely pressurized or worse, I’ll just give up on the module because of the competition. The thing is, there’s larger group of students registered for this module and almost half my classmates are taking it this term. Ouh wells... Mark of New Discoveries. I’ve learned so much with this new experience of studying with the cliques, the usual Nipun, Samuel, Rodney, Beth, Hafiz and Priya. There’s not much of silent pressure. They were fun people. There’s so much humour in them that you’ll just laugh along with these people. Like, the constant and uncontrollable Samuel’s rude burping, casual teasing, running around LTs, pulling each other’s hair, pinching, random jokes, and gossips (yeah...my class guys do gossip A LOT.). But when they’re serious, they will be. It’s just that they know when to relax when situation are kind of tense. I love these people. Time flew like nobody’s business. Probably it is due to my hectic schedules. With projects and assignments’ deadlines to meet, frequently having OT in school, Common Test preparations, I don’t even realise that I’ve not met my bestie for months & I still owe her, her presents. I’m so sorry Yus... =( We should really find a date and meet up soon!! Frankly speaking, I find that the previous terms more relaxed. There was more time to play back then. Although by right, term break will start later after 6pm, I bet it’ll pass by very quickly and before we know it, it’s the beginning of the next semester. During this ‘term break’ we will still be preoccupied with assignments and projects. Why it is even called term break? Bleah. I’m determined to have pacs. During the term break then I’ll start training. Don’t worry. I’m not going to kay-siao2 develop it, maybe just toning it. =)) It’s just the matter of time and I’ll be hot. But I’m now frustrated over my legs. URGH! This is probably the lengthiest entry you’ve ever seen in my blog. End of rants. ShImA
♥ disguised at { 2:16 AM } Saturday, December 6, 2008 I’ve no clue on what to update. This will be the picture for the days to come... Synchronized gesture.
That is Hafiz imitating Rodney’s trademark.
ShImA Admiring every bit of you. ♥ disguised at { 11:41 PM } |
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