Friday, December 28, 2007

To my fans out thr…
HEHE.
Sorry people for not updating my blog…
U all have to have a lot of stamina reading this…
Sorry people.

Friday
went hiking with the guys... Carol & Fiona pangse me... so i end up with only.. nipun, fiz, sam, yk & rod. place was muddy..heh. lyk DUH shima...hiking.. =.=''' went tree top walk..went up the tower...walked around macritchie reservoir.. and it was raining when we reached macritchie...but it had already started drizzling at the tower... me, rod & fiz were drenched. the other 3 went on walking/hiking...with umbrella...yea. lol. it was the first tym i c pple hike with their umbrella... && they are GUYS. haiz.
went to the toilet to dry ourselves.. didnt really dry myself tho...so i ended up boarding the bus wet & water dripping from my shorts n it looked lyk i pee-ed in my shorts. head to prata house at thomson for dinner...& the prata is so not nice... after that we went to J-8(junction 8)..coz sam intended to buy a shirt coz he wasnt comfortable wearing his wet shirt but he didnt. we walked ard J8..ouh man... it was freekin COLD. "toured" around. Guys played Daytona(as usual). we decided to "chill" at e nearby void deck. & we do our usual stuff(talked & crapped)...

Saturday
went to work. i was working with lynda. she's cool. laughed a lot. i had fun. she seemed arrogant and i thought i cant clique with her but.. i was SO wrong.

Sunday
got sick. spend the entire day slpin.

Monday
met up with Carol, Pat & Fiona at Carols crib, marine parade at 6-7pm. got to the wrong bustop. fiona's fault.. heh. its my fault la actually..i mistook vs with vjc.. & when i met them, yk & rod had alr went back...went to coffee shop.. coz the 3 of them havent had their dinner. we talked & laughed. went to her house.. Carol made me looked stupid. THANKS uh. went up to her house...wah.. her house damn neat la.. passed their pezzies.. & carol kept repeating why im so sweet. Lyk carol...you've known me for mths...im ALWAYS very sweet. heh. =)) and then we watched "Get Lucky"..

& then i was late for work.. lynda was "scolding" me as soon as i reached. i was kinda puzzled. then when that saras went off... she told me the whole story that she was only pretending to scold me.
and that someone who COMPLAINS ALOT juz pissed me off.
AUNTY SARAS.
she complained to andrew, I & lynda didnt do our job. PLEASE la... since when we didnt do our job? whr did all the boxes go? the ghost do it for us issit? stocked everything up & we juz sit thr at the counter and wait for dicks and get fucked?? wtf?! what.. all these mths, i didnt do my job?? who is she sia to tell pple that... PLS LA. this is really too much la. you wanna say anything say it INFRONT of our faces la.. no need to talk behind our backs. dont be a coward. & i got to noe.. this wasnt the first tym she have said bad things abt pple behind their backs. she thinks she's PERFECT. pls la. you've got alot of mistakes too. she thinks she's close to the people of higher ranks, she can backstab us. She thinks she's THE BEST WORKER there...sorry hor. NO. Andrew also...anyhow wack. hear only one party... NOT happy speak to us la..face to face. Kumarie? another asshole. i juz dun get it. what do all these old buggers want in their life?? GET A LIFE OLD NOOB. i admit, im sick n tired of working thr.

Tuesday
went to christmas party at Catherine's place(collegue) with Lynda, Sheila & her son, Siti & her niece...i didnt have fun thr. really bored. Andrew was thr...didnt talk much. he kinda stoned thr, until my mom came... Saras was scared to attend the function, giving excuses. =.=''' i hate these kinda pple.

Wednesday
I spent the day… sleeping…

Thursday
Met Teddy, Yk, Rod, Fiz, Nip, Fiona, Carol, Pat, Priya at 5pm at town. Suppose to be thr at 1pm la… but.. ya. Im late...with Priya… So ya… I got a box of choc frm Pat…for Christmas…frm chocolate factory. =)) We walked ard… kinda bored…& im hungry…went to eat at LP…as usual… but this tym thrs a slight difference… I ate 2 plates of rice.… ½ a plate frm Carol…½ a plate frm Fiona…they all ALWAYS nvr finish their rice.. especially that Carol… Even though I took half of hers, she only ate ½ of that ½ …which means ¼ of the rice la… =.=’’’ how pathetic can she be?? Hahaha… HAIZ Carol. HAIZ. I was full la… We crapped, talked n gossiped… they all went home after that…then, I met my mum & head to aliff… I ate fries… & when we reach home, I shared the choc given by Pat with my family members…. I couldn’t slp la… played Taiti with bro…talked a lot… shared a lot of things…& I ate again. Im a big eater yesterday… T.T

& my bro got into security tech.. ite dover, his first choice. Happy for him…=)

I hate being inferior.
Anyways…
thats it.
im sick for this whole week. having coarse voice. lyk. finally im sick.
Love you guys.
ShImA
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

yesterday went out for a movie outing with the class... that theador..(dunno how to spell that fat chipmunk's name) heh. ALTHO...there were lyk 7 girls & 2 guys... Fiona 4got to ask the rest of the guys... watched Alvin & the Chipmunks. Super CUTE. went lp for dinner...atmosphere was kinda weird..

walked to esplanade...
only me, gladys, carol & rodney "survived" the rest head home. fun. bt tiring... played games... camwhored. talked...

went home. i had to walk to BT GOMBAK MRT coz my bro told me that he wanted Slurpee... bt i 4gt tt by tt tym, slurpee machine had bn switched off... =.=''' bought gulp 4 him.

&& that was the FIRST TYM i reached home at 1am.
slowly increasing my curfew... NOT.

leg was killing me... my feet to b exact.. coz i wore high-heels & walked frm LP to esplanade. DOTZ.

pic...


Today is the N-level results. My bro's BIG day.. I hope he make it thru to sec 5... he have yet to tell me his results...

GOOD LUCK BRO!

ShImA
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Friday, December 14, 2007

itz bn a week since i last update my life...
HAIZ.

monday,
mathematics paper....
i broke down as soon as i finished the paper...
you noe why??
suppose to do 6 qns...
& i ended up doing THE WHOLE blardy paper...
& u noe why i was so pek chek??
i was hoping to score FULL MARKS and be the top for maths...
& now, it has all gone down the drain...
too high expectations....
i end up crying...
felt SHITTY.
if ONLY i had known that we're suppose to do ONLY 6 qns, i wouldnt have cracked my brain figuring the solutions for qn 5 & 6...
one big fat
.HAIZ.

tuesday,
mechanics...
was ok... manage to do them...
paper can pass....

wednesday,
went JE lib...
studied with priya...
torturing.

thursday,
manufact tech...
i tink im juz-passing it...

today,
biomaterials...
last min test...
lecturer only told us on either tuesday or monday...
not all agreed la...
but everything went well...
i love the paper...
finished the paper, handed the paper to e invigilator, which is my lecturer...
observed his reactions
he smiled while reading through my answers...
& i juz smiled at him.
when e test is over, he came out of the lecture theatre, and i went up to him and asked why he smiled when he was looking thru my paper...
i was kinda shocked when he told me my answers were good.
& i accidentally say..
"your head"
to him...
but he said he was serious.
those surrounded him commented on my "your head" reaction.
wah...paisey sia.

playing badminton ltr...
=))

(someone make me feel irritated)
IDIOT lah seyy..

cant wait for tues... TWPS reunion
mon watching movie with e class...

I MISS MY BESTIE TOO..
YUSRAZLINI!!

haha...
& also Azri..
i have bn dreaming of him lately...
wah...
HAIZ.


ShImA
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Friday, December 7, 2007

i wont be going in here for the next 2 days...
staying away frm distractions.
heh.
common test coming..
you wanna reach me...
juz sms me ok.

=))

DONT MISS ME..
T.T

ShImA
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Thursday, December 6, 2007

someone told me that e other someone(culprit) will be playing on this particular day when the person could actually use that time to do his/her revision. As the day ends very early.... & im lyk wth la... what does tiz show? it shows ALOT u noe. pls la... if u're not interested can say straight to me la.. thrz NO NEED to pretend to be interested coz i can tell when u're juz pretending. Seriously.... i can tell..itz not that i have psychic or what la... but i can tell from the way u behave or from ur facial expression. it MAY not be very accurate la...but most of my observations is true.

Still, thrz no need to fake ur way thru...

giving excuses for studying on that day, i've planned the event.. when u are happily
playing two days before. pls la... can you lyk not be SO LAME???

i really dun understand.

you are really a great pretender.
& im "amazed"!
=.='''


ShImA
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007


this entry is riddle-like
if you wanna noe what/who im referring to, you juz have to crack it in order to understand.
if you noe that i meant YOU,
then too bad.. you just have to swallow it down.
im sorry if ive hurt your soul, but itz juz too bad..coz it had really come form the bottom of my heart.
& whatever i utter here, i really mean it.
juz a warning for you.

i hate the attitude of some of my friends.
pessimism, selfishness, self-centered, dumbness, pretenders

i really wanted to do what i really wanna do for a friend.
& im disappointed for not being able to do what i intend to do.
it was a huge regret.
A REALLY HUGE REGRET
thanks for those 2 people who are still with me.
& really wanna do what i have planned.
really appreciate it.

why doesnt everyone think the same way?
why doesnt everyone think of others first before self?

being self-centered is NOT wrong... but.. u must see the situation lah.

issit others fault if u have to do your revisions last minute?
issit others fault if you are just plain lazy?
issit others fault if u're more retarded than others?
issit others fault if u cant absorb as well as others?

sometimes, things just arent pleasant.

why cant you people sacrifice at most 4 hours for a friend? u call urself a good friend to that friend of yours? if you are, SHAME on you. you arent juz the only one living in this world. you think you are the only one who's busy? pls la... others have their own life too. They are as busy as you. Sometimes in life, you need to sacrifice.


to those who is/are being self-centered.
cant you like juz sacrifice a lil time?
you dun need the whole day to study.
seriously.
you dont.
if you need one whole day, that isnt studying smartly. that just show how dumb you are. you think by cramming the whole chunk of what u're studying in one whole day, is efficient? sorry hor. NO. even if you tell me it is possible to cram EVERYTHING in one day, ill ask you juz one..
are you lyk dumb?
can you lyk NOT be a dork?
u dont have special powers that will help you rmbr everything in one day. your brain also needs time to be able to absorb those facts u're cramming.
you think you noe everything?
no u dun.
some are even smarter than you are, they just dont show it directly/immediately.
silent killer is the word.

*until you prove me wrong, i will keep spitting at you.*

& another thing,
you need self-discipline.
if you dun have that, no matter what you do or no matter how smart you are, if you dun have self-discipline, everything will go out of hand. everything needs discipline.

its really a sad thing that some are not in the same boat as you.
that just show... their real true colours in a way or another..

im trying my best to understand the situation you are facing that has bothered my soul
but i juz cant.
you can go ahead & say that im a cold-blooded creature...
I dun care.

a pretender will be spit at.
& these people deserve it.
coz they ask for it.

yours sincerely,
ShImA
♥ disguised at { 11:20 AM }


Tuesday, December 4, 2007

after one...
then..
goes another...
& the rest juz follow through.
=.='''
sometimes...
u juz have to go with e flow.

im not being random.
but thats a fact im facing.
& im struggling to accept it.
shit happens sometimes or rather always(in my case).
if u dun get it, then... itz ok. maybe itz not for you to noe in FULL details.

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what will happen to us in the future juz scares me. Facts that WILL happen as promised WILL make the humans realise what are really the truth, & when that very day comes. & when that happens, it'll be too late to regret. we noe what we will be experiencing in the future. but why are we still living in the world of denial? why are we too complacent? we noe what is prohibited. but why are we still doing it? why are we ignoring things that are being taught to us? life is indeed very complex & so are the people.

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~*choco-facts*~

There are about 5 to 10 milligrams of caffeine in one ounce of bittersweet chocolate, 5 milligrams in milk chocolate, and 10 milligrams in a six-ounce cup of cocoa; by contrast, there are 100 to 150 milligrams of caffeine in an eight-ounce cup of brewed coffee. You would have to eat more than a dozen Hershey Bars, for example, to get the amount of caffeine in one cup of coffee.

Although chocolate is not an aphrodisiac, as the ancient Aztecs believed, chocolate contains phenylethylamine (PEA), a natural substance that is reputed to stimulate the same reaction in the body as falling in love. Hence, heartbreak and loneliness are great excuses for chocolate overindulgence.

While solid chocolate certainly is high in fat, just over half the calories in bittersweet, semisweet, and milk chocolate come from fat. And even though the cocoa butter in chocolate is mostly saturated fat, studies have shown that it doesn't appear to raise blood cholesterol.

It's a common myth that chocolate aggravates acne. Experiments conducted at the University of Pennsylvania and the U.S. Naval Academy found that consumption of chocolate -- even frequent daily dietary intake -- had no effect on the incidence of acne. Professional dermatologists today do not link acne with diet.

Chocolates can do wonders on your emotional state
With the chemical component of chocolates, known as phenylethylamine, chocolates can do wonders on man’s emotional status. Phenylethylamine is a chemical substance secreted by the brain that partly triggers the emotional state of an individual especially if he is in love.
No wonder why psychologists recommend eating chocolates whenever you are deeply stressed or burned out. In fact, experts say that if ever you feel you are in state of confusion and dilemma, always find a way to eat chocolate like devouring on a piece of chocolate cake and your stress level will simmer down.

Chocolate has many preservatives. Preservatives make you look younger.

Chocolate makes people feel good. “Theobromine” is a chemical found in chocolate, which stimulates endorphins. Releasing these chemicals in the brain creates a feeling of well being and gives us a pick-me-up.

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interesting scabble stuff..
& im amazed.

DORMITORY:
When you rearrange the letters:
DIRTY ROOM

PRESBYTERIAN:
When you rearrange the letters:
BEST IN PRAYER

ASTRONOMER:
When you rearrange the letters:
MOON STARER

DESPERATION:
When you rearrange the letters:
A ROPE ENDS IT!

THE EYES: !
When you rearrange the letters:
THEY SEE

GEORGE BUSH:
When you rearrange the letters:
HE BUGS GORE

THE MORSE CODE :
When you rearrange the letters:
HERE COME DOTS

SLOT MACHINES:
When you rearrange the letters:
CASH LOST IN ME

ANIMOSITY:
When you rearrange the letters:
IS NO AMITY

ELECTION RESULTS:
When you rearrange the letters:
LIES - LET'S RECOUNT

SNOOZE ALARMS:
When you rearrange the letters:
ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S

A DECIMAL POINT:
When you rearrange the letters:
IM A DOT IN PLACE

THE EARTHQUAKES:
When you rearrange the letters:
THAT QUEER SHAKE

ELEVEN PLUS TWO:
When you rearrange the letters:
TWELVE PLUS ONE


AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE:

MOTHER-IN-LAW:
When you rearrange the letters:
WOMAN HITLER

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To realize the value of ONE YEAR
ask the student who has failed a class.

To realize the value of ONE MONTH,
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK,
ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE,
ask a person who missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE SECOND,
ask a person who just avoided an accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND,
ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have.
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.

ShImA
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Sunday, December 2, 2007

work was ok la... time flies. we're(wei wen & i) a lil kiddish. u wanna noe y? im not sure if ive told u guyz abt tiz.. but... we played
"scissors-paper-stone"
for 3 times...sometimes 5 times.
who lose will have to wash the machines. sometimes, we would play
"chi-ko-pa" ,
& who lose will have to wash e toilet, or sweep la or even mop e floor. itz fun la... he noes my next move..so...i kept losing recently. Haha. cheater sia... but itz really fun & kinda thrilling la...

& u wanna noe who started all these?

itz ME.

& u noe why?

coz i find taking turns in washing, cleaning & all a lil boring... thatz y i introduce those mini competition. you will not noe whose gonna lose/win. =))

i noe itz abit childish la...but it will juz make me laugh while playing. thatz why i find work is even more worthwhile, fun, interesting. you need to add creative stuffs so that you will enjoy it. sometimes, itz these lil things that will cheer up ur day.

i started e other kiddish thing... which Carol has REALLY got e hang of it. she's fast at absorbing this kinda things. haiz. & i kinda regret liao le. HAHA. & you wanna noe what issit?
haha.

call the person's name,
have an eye contact with the person u're calling,
& quickly roll ur eyes.
if the person u're having eye-contact with is looking at you,
& e person saw that you're rolling ur eyes at e person,
itz considered that e person has lost.

i will have an instant reaction. which is to straight away cover my eyes/ look at other direction whenever that carol calls my name.
it will juz make me laugh/smile. sometimes it can even make my day.


back to my work thing... in the morning, while we're doing our closings right, there was this Malay uncle, in fact, a few Malay uncles that will juz IRRITATE me to e core of my soul. they were SO flirtatious. Blardy old faggots. URGH!. they think itz cool..
Sorry hor Uncle(s). you guys are juz lyk some dumb retarded oldies.
made me SO phek chek in the morning lorh. blardy idiots. i wouldnt even wanna smile at them lyk i always do when customers come, & i dont even intend to have an eye-contact with them. i will lyk juz ignore & sometimes ill give them a DISGUSTING look.


moving on... i wanna raise this, but it rather a lil racist comment. & im sorry. if you're not comfortable, you can choose not to read.
i find that some Chinese people didnt bathe in the morning. thatz not really e case la. even if you're not thought to bathe early in the morning, juz make sure you keep all odours AWAY la. The least you can do is, wear roll-on?? or brush teeth. Its disgusting you noe...to smell those odours. it can really be a turn off.
those Indians, i dont mind those strong flower smell that were on them altho, i find e smell is really STRONG. but hey, itz wayyy nicer than sweat smell. it more of the Indian men.

i swear i hate it when im stuck with disgustingly smelly people. it juz pissed me off that i feel lyk cursing them straight to their faces & even smack them right smack on their faces. this usually happens when im in the bus, going to school. worse case is when the person, sits beside me THROUGH-OUT the journey. wah.. i even felt lyk etting down the bus, & take another.

& carol will b my immediate victim. sorry uh carol. she has to entertain me.

& thatz it... im suppose to b getting out of my house lyk now to go & study.... but woke up late. haiz. meeting geng bee ltr, asked her to accompany me...& she has juz recently cancelled...& at times lyk this, a lil despo, i had asked my sis to accompany me, go check out sth.

=.='''

will update when i reached home... thatz if im not tired. =))

for now, im done with what i wanna voice out.
thanks

ShImA
♥ disguised at { 12:12 PM }



the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life


Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.


Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.


Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...


Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.





*~*dUdEtTez*~*
Aida Alena AmALinA AmeErA CeLiNe ♥CiK iKa DidIe Fi0nA FiZa GeNgBeE GeRmAiNe HaIzA HiDaYaH hUmAiRaH KhALiLah KhALidAh KiNaH JuLyHa LiNg HuI L0uIsuRe MiC MiChELLe MiN HuI NaNa QiM QuRaIsHiA RaHmAh SaLLy ShAhIdAh ♥SiS ♥SiTicUz
*~*dUdeZ*~*
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