Tuesday, April 29, 2008

assignments cn kill sumtimes.. wah piang.. haizness.
speechless.
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Monday, April 28, 2008


Friday
i had fun on friday. most of the BME guys came down to play soccer. the girls is no whr at sight. Whc is expected of course. haha. The seniors were shocked to see the freshies. coz e feshmen are WAYYY taller and bigger than our batch. haha. when i reached the street soccer court, i was stunt. they all look older than the first time i saw them during the orientation. I dont even recognise them. they are all hawt guys. But this yr's batch MOST of them are good looking. (shima.... tsk3.. *shake head*). LOL. but they ROX. THANKZ GUYS for making our first sport successful.

didnt manage to play with them throughout... coz have to attend BME meeting halfway. aiya. wasted.by the time we finished the mtg, we saw some of them, all ready to go home. but nehmind. still got other day. haha. =))

Nxt wk is badminton wk pple. hopefully we can book the courts.

ouh wells. after the mtg... the usual gang continue with soccer. Me, Fiz, Rodney, Nipun, Nunman and Teddy. But we were playing monkey coz there were cars parked thr so we cant possibly play street soccer... and while kicking the ball 'confidently' (high ball) it hit my face. OMG. we burst into laughter. Now my right eye swollen. haiz. tiring but i enjoyed myslf. =)))

Saturday
went all e way to e mac at bedok to study. met pat n carol... actually we're suppose to go to esplanade. but dearest carol had probs with her com. finished part of our assignments to b exact. pat suddenly gave me this qn for me to ans... n i made them laugh lyk hell while doing e qn...

Qn: make LHS = RHS by drawing juz 1 line.

5 + 5 + 5 = 550

u guys cn try n solve it b4 'peeping' to mine...
(i was lyk... hw to even make the LHS equal to RHS??? when the eqn itslf is nt equal...bt thr was logic la..haha.)
ouhkay... so.. i'll let e pics do the talking...

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Carol said tt my ans is even worse than hers.
hahaha. tiz is 1 EFFECTIVE way to de-stress..

Sunday
went to J.E lib with e intention to study... n help my sis with her math n physics. I helped her a lil..opened my bk... read a bit.. n i was lost in e content. i've gt no mood to carry on with what i was doing n was suppose to be doing that i went to e psychology section n picked a few bks... then i end up spending entire time reading this Face Feng Shui.. interesting bk. hopeless sey.. can say i wasted e time i set aside for my revision.
*shake head*
im easily distracted when im bored.

went off at 7+.. head to IMM... walked ard. n WALKED back to bukit gombak... u noe why?? my sis' concession had 'expired'. since i've gt no cash with me, we decided to walk home... i initiate e suggestion of walking home. tiring bt it was ok. nt tt far. =))

cant wait for e selection for e ISG..
YAY!!
i haf bn waiting for this opportunity for a very long time...
i will be participating in high jump, 3km. and i am hoping for a 4X100m event too.
the last time i participated in high jump, 4X100 was when im in sec 2.. came in 3rd for both event. bt my sec skul demolished Sports Day event when we're in sec 3. =.="'
hopefully i cn make it for this cumin selection.

and im missing the time when im back in primary skul whr i participated for more events. 200m, 400m, 4X100m, high jump, long jump. e most memorable event was 4X100...we came in 1st for 3yrs straight if im nt wrong...i was e 1st runner, followed by Fadilla, Mardhiah and our best runner, Shahidah. bt all the medals were all broken n i threw them. ='(( thx to my sis.. she broke it. haiz. and im left with only the CCA race medal. =.='''
i miss my sec skul frens...n i miss my bestie!!!

My mom had to find other job, for 2-3 mths, while waiting for the company she worked for(as a machinist), to get back to business as it was seriously burnt. she went back to her previous job, 7-11, bt different store. she was promoted to shift leader. at the same time, she's back with her bridal business, with 2 of her business partners. im nt so sure whr their bridal shop is located.. heh.. bt im happy for her. =))


ShImA
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Asyraf, my freshie was saying that im a different person...juz because i dress differently. =.=''' i was lyk.. really uh?? haha. you cant expect me to wear girl outfit during the orientation when u haf to do lots of running... lolz. he said i looked tomboyish when he and the rest first saw me. but i looked like a lady juz now. so ya. im flattered. haha. =)

but i tink im both. or i am actually both??? haha. like what most of my guy classmates say... i was a guy and that i did transexual surgery. bleah. and they are ryt i suppose... LOL. of course not la!! hahaha. xD i hang around with them most of the time ma.. thatz why im a guy and a girl at the same time. hahaha.

I was late for BMP1 again. but this time is 20mins late. it starts at 8am. haha.. i dunno when i will actually not be late for classes. =.=''' i tink ryt... i really need wake up calls for wednesday. anybody?? haha.

ouh ya. and i got to know my blood type during AnP2 lab... i was scared to prick my own finger so i volunteered myself after the lecturer did the demo for beth. The lecturer had to waste 2 lancets to prick my finger coz he didnt press properly. And the 3rd time, he managed to prick my finger. I screamed. Haha.

And my blood type is B+...

ShImA
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Monday was kinda sian.... haiz. nyt klaz. bt okla... my design lecturer was in the limelight.. for being the joker... haha. he's cool for his age la.. and picked out his trademark. '...hor..' , '...dictionary.com...' and '...because...'. hahaha. fun lecturer.
As for my math lecturer...juz 3 words.. CANNOT MAKE IT... he's alrdy a senior lecturer.. altho some jokes he made, made us laugh..bt... a fact that he cnt run away is.... he CANT TEACH... =.=''''. got 1 day his teachings made me pissed off. i pointed middle finger and said fuck sia. well i didnt exactly say it infront of his face la.. bt i tink he heard wat i said coz i was sitting ryt infront. =.='''
haiz.
anyways,
met my bestie for the first tym since e skul reopens... =))
ouh ya.. and nani, my sec skul fren.

and im a lil pressurized with the work load. thrz assignments to be completed, proposal to be completed and past formulaz to be recalled.
OMG.

i will stay optimistic. nothing is impossible though it may seem that im too confident in the eyes of my friends. but that is who i am.
i dont like it when people who can only whine about things that they dont like and incapable of doing anything about it. i just dont undertand. These people can only talk and blabber or worse.. blame others when things go wrong. Everytime i hear this, i feel like taping scotch tape around their big mouth, scribble 'Im a LOSER' on their foreheads, and leave them stranded in the desert, under the scorching sun and finally leave them burning. ok. what the hell??? im over reacting. bleah. but these are the REALLY irritating bunch of doofus.

Pessimism is not in my dictionary.

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Discrimination

He has an irritating voice that when i hear it i feel like hitting him with pots and pans so that he could speak normally. He dresses up like he's one hot, cool, hunk dude when he isn't. (heh. wait long2..) He talk as if he owns this world. He has a girl's behavior. He's got this disgusting look that will make you want to puke right at his face.

And im referring to HANIF.
(Im sorry if you're reading this. You cant run away from these facts. can you?)


Why is there discrimination amongst those who seemed abnormal?

yes i know it isnt fair for them to be getting those hurtful remarks. Us being the 'normal' human beings should not be disturbing/teasing him for who he is. what if you're born like that? How will you feel?

it is really unfair for them.

Another thing that i observed from this particular group of guys. you guys go as a group to disturb him. because all of you share the same inhumanely behaviour. You think its fun? try and disturb him when you're alone. you dare? no. you will walk away and leave him alone. but if you're with your cliques... you will approach him and make a mockery out of it. why?

from my point, those who did this are just a bunch of cowards. you are brave when you're not alone. y cant Us as humans just say what you think of the person right infront of their face straight? issit because you're scared if you're going to hurt his feelings?? He's not going to bash u up. The most he is capable of doing is cry? Why must you beat around the bush?


ShImA
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Saturday, April 19, 2008

yesterday played basketball afta skul , again. i was e ony gal thr.. as usual.. bt thrz ony 6 of us la... teddy, fiz, rod, shafiq, nipun... small grp. ameera came later...it was fun. i miss those times when we're in yr 1... most of the guys would cum n play soccer.. haiz. it was merrier back then. n I MISS JAN!! haha.

anyways...it was frustrating when i couldnt get that freakin ball into the net or wateva u call that. but i finally managed to score when we played match. 3 of fiz n rod's mechatronic frens joined us. they were cool. i bcame their scorer.. hilarious. they were in my team together with shafiq n ameera... fun.

then we switched to soccer n we played at e basketball court. not suppose to play thr la.. but who cares?? had fun.

and i prefer soccer.. =))

i was damn tired.. that i went to slp very early...9pm. haha.



ConfessioN??

how would you react if your admirer is being frank with you and tell you straight at your face that he/she liked you?
are you really prepared for all this things?

you will be prepared if both of you actually noticed that you liked each other.. but what if you dont?
haiz.

i understand that being in a relationship needs sacrifice.. and its not as simple as it may seem.

why get attached when you know you will put all your good friends aside and concentrate more towards your partner and your relationship? yes. it just mean that you're committed to your partner. but is it really worth it? how long will it actually last? You might just end up not being your true self.

i find that being in a relationship is troublesome. you have to sacrifice ALOT of things. This includes your relationship with your friends. What if you're closer to guy friends rather than girl friends? And he doesnt really like it? Does that mean that you have to cut your relationship with your guy friends? unless you're a flirt, then its wrong.

i have noticed these things happenning to most of my friends. i can safely say that most are suffering from this. whats the point of being possessive? i find these control freaks are a bunch of doofus. I just dont understand these people. Your partner has a life too you know... why restrict your partner's cliques?

For those who are attached...Are you actually ready and willing to sacrifice and commit? (if you are then its good la.) Or is it for the sake of being in a relationship?

i mean, if you're ready for commitment, then itz up to you.
maybe i wasn't prepared for all this things.
having fun and enjoying my life with all my friends is all i want.
And i LoVe My LuRvELy fRiEnDs!

ShImA

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

ouh man..
it suck BIG TYM to be back to square 1
lost.
omg.
im so lost.
im so... unmotivated.
shit.
muz push everything aside and set tym aside for me to reflect on what is happenning to my lyf.

anyways... ive bn attending classes late.
lyk 1hr late??...when tiz iz jz e beginning of e sem...
omg.
bad example.
if the freshies read this... wah piang..

To all bme freshies who happen to read this...
DO NOT FOLLOW.
hahz.

bt itz true la... ive bn sweating lyk freakin hell when i reached gmbk stn... very hot la sey...tiz yr's e worse..ive nvr bn sweating tiz bad laz yr..when im late of course...nvm. i healthy wat.. hahaz.

anyways, met ivan n wan n i forgot his name, while walking to skul. ivan made a comment on me. im so flattered. itz not tt itz my first tym hearing those flattering comments frm a guy.. but. it juz set my mood to the ryt track. haha. i dunno if ttz a sincere comment, i hope it is. haha. treat him lyk a bro coz he older than me ma... he's charming la..hahaz.

ouh ya. ever since the skul start, i seemed to know alot of pple and saying ALOT of HI, waving ALOT, when i meet them. especially e BME freshies...more to my dear H1 guys...n i notice, frm MY point of view, tiz yr's intake, most of e guyz are lyk bigger & taller than me.. hahaz.

mit H1 hotties
haha...





itz a good thing to b an OGL you know. i encourage all those yr 1s out thr to bcum OGLs nx yr. u will mit a different grp of pple, and of course enlarging ur circle of friends. ttz if u're those pple oriented typ la.


AND... i dunno y.. ive bcum 'crazier' nw... whc i tink is a gud ting, i guess... =))










model wannabes...haha.


ShImA
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

sunday went ecp..attended bme graduation bbq. e seniors are very friendly n cute oso. =)) hahaz. i will let e pics do e talking...



Me N AsHLeY



RoDnEy Me TeDdY



uS aGaIn



TeDdY RoDnEy Me HaFiZ



HaFiZ aCT oNy...



RoDnEy N JoAnN



PreSiDenT n VicE PrEsiDenT seTtInG e BbQ pIt...



eDmoNd



eDmoNd n AsHLey



TeDdy'S bLacK haND + haFiZ(ExTra)



No SwEaT! PrEsIdeNt FaNnInG...



AsHLey n NiChOLas(cuTtIng WeDdInG cAkE.. hehZ. jk.)



mEeT eDmUnd, my ScAnDaL.. HAhAz. jK.



EdMuNd n Me AgAiN...cuTe oR nOt?? hahHaz.



NiChoLaS Me ToNy N soMeboDy..(i duNno hIs nAmE) s0RrY



NiChoLaS MR Li Me EdMonD ToNy n....



aNoTheR Guy... dunno His NaMe



Me N AsHLEY



Us..



HaWt GuY SeNiOrS...



hAwT bAbEs.. hahz.



im gonna miss them. hahaz.

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Saturday, April 12, 2008


my sis jz went back frm e hospital... she had inflammation of bursitis. bt she's alryt la... afta e surgery. i ton from thurs nyt to fri nyt. it was kinda bored la...coz thrz nth 4 me to do except dreamin... n my new sms fren, dee. funny guy. hahaz.

my MIA fren, azri, came down to ton wif me on e thurs nyt... cuz i asked him to.. hehex. sweet ryt.. afta so long nvr hear frm him... haha. he paid for e cab fare.. to n fro u noe.. frm NUH to my house n back again. n he's frm his workplace. u noe wat he told his leader? he said his aunt was admitted to e hospital... haha. im touched.

we played taiti, solitaire, blackjack n more.. thruout e nyt. fun2. my mom entertained him la... as usual. cn c he had a gd laugh.


anyways... orientation update..

orientation was fun...i dunno y i cant upload e pics.. haiz. frustrating. bt nvm. i was in charge of H1.. they were AWESOME!! i love them. e whole bme clan were supportive. i made them do e cheer.. i tink we're e ony course tt did grp cheer. cuz i tink my course is made up of smaller grp of pple. 3 class ony ma... i tink ey gel better than e 07 batch. omg. i love them. cant really recall... bt i'll let e pic do e talkin...once i had e pics uploaded.

ouh ya...
to my claz pple...

thrz a bme blog. check it out yea.

bmeconnect.blogspot.com

ciaoz pple.

ShImA
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Sunday, April 6, 2008


juz finish doing bme connect blog...

muz thank sky for his understanding n generosity to let me "steal" his blog skin for the bme blog. since im e publicist... n i can do all thiz crap..so ya. itz last minute thing... everything muz b up b4 e orientation. but thrz still a lot for me to do.


thx uh SKY!!!
ure e best!
ure e man!
love euuw!!!
lolz.

haha! bo bian.

will reveal the blog soon...

thx sky once again. will help you search for *ehem*.. hahaz. =D


tmrz is e final rehersal...for oglz..
long day..
cant wait to lead e freshies.
yay!!

going joggin wit Dee lata... n im late.. muz rush home. wah piang.

gtg.

toodles.

LuRves ShiMz


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Friday, April 4, 2008

hi everyone!!
i noe ive not bn updating since dunno when...sorry2.
without further delay.. i will update my lyf 2 u all...haha.

u can view my exam resultz here

http://www.nyp.edu.sg/cf/EService/VIEWTRANSCRIPT.cfm

they are'nt tt good la... i was hoping for 1 or 2 distinction...but nvm. thrz still tym to buck up. =)


i went to CAMP EAGLES for e ogls... i was e ONLY survivor for BME. =.=''' but i tell you... those who didnt go for e CAMP, they wasted e opportunity to have REAL fun n to meet new cool, happening n hawt people...all frm SEG. i was one of the groups' captain. i really had fun. minus e fact tt i m being disturbed with 1 of e guy who is in my grp by 1 bunch of the guys who attended e camp..n ever since tt camp it had nt stopped,. bt despite tt.. i managed to control n nt blow up..
ouh wells... now i noe them real well n they noe me too.. omg. we gel really well during n after e camp.
i LOVE them.

here are some of e pics...















then we had to attend e ogl mtg... fiz, priya, rod, shafiq n teddy finally attended e mtg. during e 3 days of mtg... it was kinda hectic. ystdy, gt to bully my group 4 e game.. haha. fun2. i lyked e 'HAHA' game. damn funny. on tiz cumin mon is e final rehersal b4 our big days..(8,9,10 april) cant wait!

ouh ya. n ive bn selected for e bme connect. yay. tmr will b e 1st mtg for those who was selected.

anyways... yesterday went to Sentosa... but it was kinda disappointing.. =( suppose to celebrate Nipun n Nunman b'dae... bt they nvr turn up. but nvm. shant elaborate further..

anyways..i dunno y... i have bn attracting guyz younger than me... 3 yrs younger summore. wah piang.. bt luckily he is tall n good looking..according to my sis la.. i havent seen e person yet. lolz. haha. i 4got what his name is. bt i told my sis tt i cn ony b his god-sis NVR his gf. fat hope.

i miss my AZRI!!!
haiz.
i tink we will meet once every 5 mths n let nature do e job.

n i met my past when i went to c fiona n carol @ suntec. i ignored him. even if he doesnt want to do n noe anything abt his "friends" at his previous job...what made him.. think tt we gt anything to do with him anymore?? ouh wait...do i now noe him in e first place?? =.='''
ouh jerk. wtf?!

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the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life


Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.


Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.


Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...


Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.





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