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Sunday, June 29, 2008
e camp was AWESOME!! had lotsa fun. =D got 2 noe more frens frm e SEG.. ivan was in my team for e 2nd tym.. he's so fun to b with. my other team mates were ideen, lia jie(if im nt wrong..) aka lai chee, gerrard, vicknesh n michelle.. first nyt was ok...the wireless game was erm... ok uh.. dint really participate cz it was dark n i cant c, as i dint bring my specs...n still CNT FIND sey...haha. neways... i love the fashion parade.. =D had 2 use e materials provided... we dressed ideen up... dressing lyk pornstar sia... really short skirt n exposed *ehem* hahaha. then use my make-up...he's so hot n sexy la... he's gt a very pretty n sweet face(fadil said if ideen's a girl, ideen will b e first 1 he wud chase after.. HAHAHA. )... the rest of the guys representing other groups were sexy too... 2nd day was e best! =DD we had VERY EARLY morning PT... n surprisingly i can run without getting tired. We did cheers.. i dint really eat for breakfast... i gave away e noodles to ideen.. i ate e fishballs n nugget ony. n as for lunch... i ate 2 servings. for the firz tym afta so long... 2nd serving, shared with ideen... 1 pack, 2 spoons...ivan said we really looked lyk loving couple... me: dun jealous uh... im a timer wat.... today nyt i with u ok...then we slp 2gather. ivan: haha. ok set. ivan to ideen: 2nyt she's mine... 3 of us laughed. both are lyk big brother 2 me... we had e 1st part of e amazing race in skul...my grp were SO open-minded that it is well known for e homosexual team... e ony team who took e LONGEST tym to complete it cz we dint plan firz.. it was kinda obscene... it all started when we had 2 complete our last station... we were all lying on top of each other n carrying each other. 2nd n 3rd task is the BEST. haha. 2nd task, vicknesh was suppose to piggy-bag me bt since he doesnt know how, ivan did it. he's e first person to piggy-bag me.. fun!! haha. he wanted 2 carry me down 2 assembly area... lolz. the 3rd one WORSE uh.. ivan n ideen were 'figthing' whether i shud be on top of ideen or ivan.. funny sey e 2 of them..ideen was lying flat facing up n ivan was suppose 2 be lying on top of him facing down. n initially, i was suppose 2 be in between them.. haha. it seemed so wrong la.. (summore infront of whole life-science student... they had 2 stop wateva they were doing juz to c us...LOLZ.) hahahaha. .but i was on top of ivan with my butt facing ideen... *shakehead* some of the exco's were LMAO at us... n tt oly took our sensored pics... aiyo.. bt i had fun. after that..tt ivan suddenly bcum energetic..u noe y.. hahaha. lolz. jkjk. we bonded quite well afta tt.. then we head 2 BBGB campsite..we had 2 stay thr for e nyt.. we did e 2nd part of the amazing race... it was VERY tiring... thr was more running.. finding the clues were TOUGH sey...very challenging indeed. thx 2 tt ervin. bt we managed 2 pull it off as a team. =)) mass game was fun. we had 2 transfer e water bombs to e other side using plastic bags...thr were alot of funny moments.. iman especially.. cute la she.. haha. thr were photo-taking sessions after the mass game... ideen, wan, fadil were GREAT entertainers.. haha. i was LMAO thru-out their craps. i was e ony gal thr coz i dint join e rest play e murderer game. i had a good laugh la.. they were teasing t-rex(i shant elaborate further...cz itz kinda evil. haha.) then July, Awin n Hidayat joined us.. n tt awin lyk 2 disturb me...haha. then we had nyt walk.. if ony it is done late at nyt, i guess it would be better... bt i enjoyed e walk. One of e exco suggested tt we shud hold hand in case anything happens... then... Ivan: hold hand? Then i want 2 partner shima uh. I wanna hold her hand. Ideen: sorry.. i book her alr... i juz laughed. 3rd day... we had water parade b4 we head home...almost every1 is wet.. Ivan poured water over me... after the whole thing.. Qim, Iman, Ivan, July realised i was so dry(not as wet as them)... e gals all hug me.. lolz...but Kaster was e most jia lat victim la... ALL sabo-ed her.. it was a great ending 'ceremony' i love them all. (u noe i love u darling. ill stay with u thru thick n thin. bt pls dun hurt me love) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 3:37 PM } Friday, June 27, 2008 After e paper, i found out tt e instructions given in e booklet tricked me n a few of my frens... E instructions at e cover page says...5qns choose any 4.. Section A: DO ALL the qns... Section B: 3qns pick 2... I did 1 qn in section A n 3 qns in section B...fiona pointed tt out to me n carol...then we panicked... so we rushed back in 2 c our lecturer... luckily our lecturer was kind enuf... he said nvm...he will take the best score... we were relieved. if nt.. our marks GONE... Going 4 camp lata... i juz finished packing my bag... i misplaced my specs.. n it is nowhere 2 b found... wtf?? Muz find it b4 i go 4 camp... if nt... jialat... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 4:15 PM } Thursday, June 26, 2008 im juz demoralised.upset.depressed.confused. i juz felt lyk a bloody pathetic loser. =,( math was a disaster. wateva i practised juz went *poof*. almost everything disappeared into thin air. i cant do e paper. i screwed up e paper real bad. tiz is e WORSE math test ive ever done. n tiz will b my 1st worse math result. i was so close 2 tears bt i managed to control myslf. thrz ony 2 qns tt i manage 2 pull off.. homogenous(thx fiona... bt i cant do e exact eqn...) n integration by parts. hw pathetic. n i cn safely say i secured 16marks. 16/100 . hw pathetic cn it be? or rather... hw dumb cn i get? tmr is design..... i hope it wont disappoint me any further. cz itz e ONLY paper i had ALOT of confidence in.. e leadership camp is tmr... n i have nt pack my bag... i juz wanna get over tiz n let lose myslf tmr...it WILL b e beginning of a new start. ShImA (sometimes i do feel tt i dun haf anybody 2 hear me out.. =,( hw i wish... haiz. nvm.) ♥ disguised at { 11:21 PM } Wednesday, June 25, 2008 I was 1hr early for e test...and the guys was surprisingly early too... =)) Bt i will b happier if i cn actually nt cum late for my morning lectures... AnP was kinda demoralising cz i dun expect more theory qns... i didn’t read up on that la.... i gt stunned when reading e last 10 qns... =,( (too over confident i guess) bt it was manageable tho... As for cost accounting, HAIZ. Im not expecting much... a pass will do... I really have 2 pull up my socks.. i MAKE SURE i’ll chiong for my final exams. And ace. Tmr is math paper... i was suppose 2 go 2 je lib to practise math... but OVERSLEPT.. =.=’’’ Luckily paper starts at 4.30pm...2nyt still gt tym 2 practise till e next morning. im ton-ing 2nyt... do my last min revision... i FINALLY gt my belated birthday prezzie frm my loveliest girlfren...hahaha. gt a cool card, a boz of chocz n a choc pencil case.. thx ameera! love them... =) nw waiting for tt SKY 2 gif me my prezzie... hehex. ;) (shameless sia... wahpiang...haha.) Anyways...I wore my short skirt to the library... i saw my leg in the je lib’s mirror when i was about to go home...it really looked lyk a stick.. i was in denial.. I was so upset that i decided 2 walk frm je lib to bt btk... i used 2 LOVE my leg ALOT.. Serve me ryt 4 nt eating properly... I want 2 gain back my weight... *i miss e old me* =s ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ my Ideal bf... The guy must be taller than me (if i wear heels, he’s not shorter than me...) has sweet charming face (so that i won’t be bored looking at him) and wears watch n perfume(these r e 2 MAIN things i will look 4 in a guy) n i prefer those who’s got the ‘bad’ boy look(coz i dun wan a guai kia) N my syg has it all. I love the way he treats me... I love the way he speaks to me... He’s so different from some other guys... I love his smile n he’s got a unique laughter... And i fell deeply for him each day... He’s just irresistible... I LOVE HIM I miss him...(thx 4 being so understanding syg..) Cant c him 4 this whole week... I’m bz wif my common test n he doesn’t want to disturb me...n i have leadership camp this fri... whc makes it worse.. =.=’’’ Can’t wait for all that to end... And hell yeah I’m love sick. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 11:36 PM } Tuesday, June 24, 2008 juz wanna share this poem wif all my frens.. Friends... Friends are funny. Friends can be freaky. Friends are always there. Friends will be there for you when you need them. Friends listen. Friends make you laugh so hard you cry. Friends face the facts. Friends are an important factor in our lives. They will neve let us be a failure. Friends won't let you fade away from being you. They always have faith in you. They're never fake or fraud. Friends may be far away , but they're always close at heart. Friends are forever, like you and me. © By Colleen A. Wynnegotta start mugging... im so distracted.... aiyo.. tmr cost-accounting n anp... i hope i cn wake up early... cz anp start at 9.50AM... i have 2 wake up WAYYYY early.. i need wakeup calls man.... haiz. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 1:28 PM } Sunday, June 22, 2008  HaPpY 19th BiRtHdaY fIz!! (in AdvaNce) old liao la... May allah bless u in everything u do. Hopefully u will lead a joyous life with ur loved ones. Thx for entertaining my crap bro...eh wrong.. sister.. bluekz! =P haha. sorry for teaching u all e wrong things... hehs. ;) SmILe oWaYz tmr is e start of our CT.. i wanna wish GOOD LUCK to all my frens. i love u guys! ShImA ♥ disguised at { 5:32 PM } Saturday, June 21, 2008 suppose to go for ballrm training 2day bt woke up late... went to skul to do gmp project, bt me n gladys didnt bring the lab notes.. =.=''' luckily i brought my biosensors bk... bt i absorb nth.. i miss my syg... badly.. ShImA ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Recipe For Happiness 2 Heaping cups of patience 1 Heart full of love 2 Hands full of generosity Dash of laughter 1 Head full of understanding Sprinkle generously with kindness Add plenty of faith and mix well. Spread over a period of a lifetime And serve everyone you meet. ♥ disguised at { 5:31 PM } Friday, June 20, 2008 Hey pple!! Went to je lib to study ystdy... was e last to reach... hehe. Did design, n im left with mohr circle... =)) so far... its the only subject tt ive gt confidence with. The rest... ermmm...... haven’t complete. =S nehmind...thrz still tym... Went for lunch cum dinner at 3pm .. afta kena force by ‘mummy’ priya... went KFC.. i saw azrun. Gave him my ‘new’ no. He looks so different la nw... n he’s wayyy taller than his sec skul days...n he looks better i tink.. haha. met my syg n bon. Chat fer a while... then went back to e study spot. Thr was alot of laughing session throughout... and I gt a lil pissed off cz of math... wah piang... stayed till 8.30pm.. i felt pressurized. I dunno y im shivering lyk hell once i enter a cold place. I sense tt thrz sth wrong wif me n my body... n im nt havin my meals properly... one meal i ate will last till e following day.. =X Accompanied priya home... we walked from e lib to toh guan okay... haha. she say im skinny... n if cn she want her body to look lyk me... lolz. went to meet my syg n bon at one of the void deck at bb central... they were singing when i reached... their voice nice la... esp my syg. They danced. Entertainers... hahaha. Syg n i walked to gmbk. We talked bt thrz a lil awkwardness... he shot me two qns whc i called ‘a million dollar qns’ cz i couldn’t answer him frm e lib... Went to ibu’s workplace... syg took e last train back home... =)) Bt i answered it in e end via sms.. hehe. i hope itz e answer u wanted 2 hear... Im sure u guys haf bn wondering who this syg im talking abt.... and im here to share my happiness with u pple. 19 June 2008 Im finally attached. Thr was some misunderstanding... bt it has bn solved. And I LOVE this soul to bits n pieces.
tiz is wat he said to me (its nt ur beauty tat i’ve been falling for but ur heart really makes me fall for u n if u r the dream girl tat is really for me, im ready 2 sacrifice anything 4 u though it takes my life away. N i’ll change myself jus 4 u n our relationship. Tats my promise 2 u...I hope the switness in our relationship nvr stop here. )
he's jz sweet, cute, charming, loving, caring... ive really fallen for him. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 1:27 PM } Wednesday, June 18, 2008 I have alr hate u thx for everything =ShImA= ♥ disguised at { 1:23 PM } Tuesday, June 17, 2008 bz wk... thrz alot to be done yet too little time Sorry bestie.. i 4gt abt our date...i dun tink cn date u la tiz wk... next tym ok.. soo sorry.. =(( sorry for bueh-ing... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:21 PM } Monday, June 16, 2008 My uncle’s wedding was bliss. =)) Went over to his cum my grandfather’s on sat morning... (I sacrificed my ballroom training AGAIN..I missed 4 trainings...what to do.. It’s not my deliberate intention to skip...but I think, it jeopardise my commitment. ) Anyways, we reached Teck Whye at 12+pm... Highlight for the day was the dinner. The dinner that night was hilarious, crazy n superb. There was the Kuda Kepang dance too... i love it. The guests played a few games organised by the MCs... They had to put aside their dignity by playing the crazy games. All of us laughed our ass off.. They were sporting. Imagine if you’re a guest, and you have to wear a superman costume... you wear the underwear outside in front of other guesses and to make it worse... it is being recorded in the video...*shake head* There are other CRAZY games too... if I blog everything about that night, I’m sure u all will click the top right button.. haha. I don’t know why... whatever I wear, which seems simple to me, is not to others. I’m just confused. I wore my simple black dress, some people there say, I’m like going for prom night... I’m like... =.=’’’ Same goes for school... aiyo... Anyways...Me, my bro, Bon n Fir ton for the night... I couldn’t stop laughing.. Bon and Fir are jokers. They can really entertain you when you hang-out with them. Me and my bro just leave them in the shelter near the void deck, sleeping, at 6am.. When they woke up at 6.45am, they were searching for us, and went up to the house and found out that we (bro n i) were asleep. I felt guilty uh... haha. for leaving them. Sunday was hectic. The sun was scorching...i was sweating like a pig. Haha. We (cousins) were assigned to do some work. There were a lot of pple.. Me, my cousin, and sis helped give out gifts for the guest. But we end up slacking throughout at a later time... haha. Each and every one of us (cousins) got $20... =)) There were a lot of kompang groups played for my uncle’s wedding.. (Kerabat Putra; Jiwa Asli merge with Al-Qhayum, Putra Utara, Warisan Utara, Dewa Nusantara, Putra West Spring and Putra Sakti). Cool uh... haha. After the whole event, we went back to the house and all knock out. Haha. Tiring... Through this event, I got to see that we were much united. =) I admire this spirit. I will upload e pics once my cuz send me.. =)) (I just got to know, that the guy who approached me last Tuesday, is the same guy who approached my sis for modelling...and believe it or not, he used the exact same words. Luckily i was late to help Asyraf and i have to rush to school ... if not, God knows what will happen to me. His ‘England’ is good. It makes it easier for girls to fall for the trap. If you see a tall Indian man, claiming that he’s got a modelling company in US, Paris or whatever... just be careful uh.. You might fall for his trap.) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:55 AM } Friday, June 13, 2008 insyaallah... everyone is bias. everyone has their own views abt some things...but not everyone is right. everyone has the right to state their stand... if u cant resolve the problem, forgive n forget MAY be the best solution to the issue. or better still.. dont get involve in the first place. self-reflection is important b4 u utter anything ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ looking at the rate my frens mug, im much demoralised. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 2:51 PM } Thursday, June 12, 2008 Kita sebagai manusia yang hanya hidup di pentas dunia tidak lepas dari membuat kesilapan. Mengapa harus mendengar pada suatu pihak sahaja yang belum jelas kebenarannya? Mengapa kita harus menjatuhkan maruah seseorang itu dengan memandang rendah atas kebolehan mereka? Semua insan yang diciptakan tuhan berbeda. Apa erti kehidupan jikalau yang tercipta semuanya sama? Setiap individu mempunyai hak mereka tersendiri. Jadi, tidak wajar untuk sebarang insan memperkecilkan keupayaan sebarang manusia yang hidup di muka bumi ini. Keikhlasan seseorang untuk membantu seorang insan tidak seharusnya dipertikaikan. Tidak perlu di gembar-gemburkan. Tidak seharusnya kita mengungkit kembali apa yang diberi apatah lagi mengharap bahawa apa yang kita beri itu akan dikembalikan. Tidak perlu rasa menyesal, jikalau pemberian kita tidak dihargai, kita hanya berdoa untuk yang terbaik sahaja. lebih mulia... =~=~=~=~=~=~=~=~=~=~=~=~= i am drifting away from my routines. i pity myself for whatever that is happening to me. i have to wake up from all these denial. It’s time to change. i want to change. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 2:07 PM } Tuesday, June 10, 2008 I went Batam for 3 days 2 nights, with sis, mom n Mdm Liza. Followed the IYAD (Muslim childcare..) ‘family’.I didn’t prepare much la.. due to high confidence, i told myself that i would wake up earlier to pack my bag...but in the end, i didn’t. I ony brought 2 shorts (whc is nt allowed to be worn...too revealing...haram...those aunties and uncles thr r religious type. So muz respect.), 2 shirts, make up kit, a pant, slipper, camera (no bat) and thatz it. Forgot my phone.. so ya. Unprepared. Went to the SC centre for briefing & gathering. HUGE group la... i dunno anyone thr.. Then we head to Habourfront. Took the ferry, n I slept till we reached batam. The atmosphere thr is so different from Singapore. We could see Kampongs, schools, fields, bungalows, factories and thrz not much vehicles. The tour guides shared with us a lil abt their country...40% of the population thr r Chinese.(if im nt wrong la...) the rest are all foreigners. We had our lunch.. the food was spicy. (NO WONDER tt Teddy cn eat chilli lyk no one’s business.. haha.) then we head to this shopping center.. As we were walking around, i got to noe this sweet and good looking sales guy... his name is Indra.. haha. he flirts la.. he asked quite a lot of qns...when i was going down the escalator, he said sth whc i didn’t get to hear properly..i jz smiled at him...(shy ma...hahaha.) bought shirts and pants to wear during my stay.. Then we went to the Batam Beach Resort. Majority of the workers thr r guys.. The room stewards are hawt la... really... =))) i dint noe, some of the batam pple r so good looking. Got to sing on stage(sway n this other high pitched song whc i cnt reach...haha.. the singer invite ma..), bt muz practice more la.. my vocals nt tt good... I didn’t get to explore the beach... coz most of the free time, i slept. batam tym is 1hr ltr than s'pore tym. the tym passed slowly... felt lyk im early for everythin. spent the 2nd nyt playing pool. lazy to recall... so im out. tmr thrz lab test and i 4gt abt it. thx priya 4 reminding. =) (i need to change my behaviour.) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 11:35 PM } Friday, June 6, 2008 I realised that i get so temperamental nowadays... i just cannot control my temper. Most of the time when the person i taught keeps on “huh-ing” me.... i got so pissed of that i felt like smacking e person for being such a blur kuku n just walk out n leave. But i refrained myself from doing those mean things because i treasure friendship. Powerpoint for e camp briefing went hay-wire n i got pissed off. I’ve wasted my time to prepare those slides for the briefing. The turning off of e lights during e briefing for H1 n H2, made it worse. I was so close in losing my patience but i resist myself from uttering those vulgarities in front of the year ones. But those words flow out not long after that while talking to Hafiz. I just can’t control myself. Haiz.. (i cant believe im swallowing my vows...ive bn skipping prayers...) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 9:40 AM } Tuesday, June 3, 2008 I got a HUGE tasmanian devil frm my beloved bestie! it was e biggest prezzie ive ever received. =)) THX YUS! LOVE YOU. =)) thurs gt math test.. fri gt biosens lab test.. =x HOPEFULLY i will not b late for biosens... if nt.. jialat. suppose to teach that Asyraf 2day.. bt he cancelled it. haha. bt i came to skul to do e proposal... bt nvr bring the minutes. haiz.. n oso revise math...bt havent start yet.. =)) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 3:26 PM } |
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