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Saturday, September 29, 2007
*bored*tired*exhausted* ---- shima ♥ disguised at { 10:01 AM } Thursday, September 27, 2007 i've got alot of things to tell you pple out thr... sorry for not updating... firstly...i wanna make tiz shout out to SOMEONE... GUNAN!!! BUEH AH!!! send bob off... then cakap nk datang balek...(say wanna come back).. at last... balek rumah ngorok!! da uh...dun wanna friend gunan anymore... LOL. HAha... dah la BORING giler...takde kerje nak buat...ape da... movin on... i've bn sleeping the whole day yesterday, straight away when i came back frm work. and i woke up when itz nearly tym to break my fast.but of course i perform my prayers in between... ok...here goes.. got tiz mat(malay)...he wants my number...his friend help him ask la...& most of you pple(those who noe me) knows that i WILL NOT give out my no. to ANYONE i dont noe...so of course i did not give la...then the friend ask me why...kept pestering me la...then he told me that his friend got bike... i mean..SO WHAT??! yup.. then e person who wants my no., got tattoos on hi body, then pierced his lips..but i can say he got a sweet face la...but too bad..haiz. who wants?? i dun go for those guys... i'm not trying to look down on these pple la...but..i tink i deserve a better friend. when siti(collegue) told me, today, while working, that her cousin's fiance-to-be, who has tatoo's all over his arms...having a good morale, respects e cousin even tho she's not a virgin anymore...i really salute this guy. how i wish there are more of these guys around...but sad to say..tiz is lyk 1 in a few hundreds difficult to find... hard to believe but itz true. surprisingly. come to think of it...a few of these guys are even better than e "normal guys"...we call them silent killers.. *ee...scarry* :definition of being a "normal" guy: dont have tattoos, piercings or wateva e "mats" usually do to themselves haiz. next... whenever i post my comments, be it on my tagboard or other tagboards...there's always this msg...stating that i'm visiting porn website & all e crappy nonsensical stuffs i nvr did..i mean.. WTH!! mengucap lah eh...bln puase..MAK OI... thatz it..well actually i forgot what i wanna tell you guyz la... haha.. *smacks head*  ♥ disguised at { 10:13 AM } Tuesday, September 25, 2007 i spend my morning cum afternoon drawing...=D haa... hope u guyz(bme cliques) like it.. for those who receive it...=D u noe wat i'm talking about. for those who havent, will make one for you so0n... Jan had to eat his words abt blogging... MUAHAHAHA.. that is SO GAY... HAHAHA.. but i tink itz worth 50 bucks... U'RE A GAY JAN for ... A MONTH!!! LOL. hahahaha.. erm...as usual... i didn't slp at nite.. i slept after performing my morning prayers.. i even forced myslf to slp... haiz. so what was i doing all nite?? listened to 98.7fm...then watched hikmah.. & i'm werkin tonite...=D yayness..(i tink)  ♥ disguised at { 4:42 PM } Monday, September 24, 2007 i'm holding my tears back. i couldnt even imagine...sum1 i respected for yrs said that to me... altho not verbally... i am so hurt. who was this person? my uncle. i dont lyk when pple talk to me with those 'mat reps & minahs language'. i mean..what were they thinking?? pls la...i dun even use those words with my friends. what do u feel when those words come out frm those who are wiser? another thing... 'kau' & 'aku' initials were'nt in me...and if my friends notice...i dont use those when speaking to them.. i use them ONLY to my bro & sis. to me...those words are too harsh. & let me warn you guyz out thr.. if i use them, then thrz sth REALLY wrong...& i mean it. i juz cant use those words to my friends. and i'm very particular abt those 2 words... esp when it came out frm my uncles, aunts and even cuzzins. itz simply rude. infact VERY rude. go ahead and say wateva u want and i dun give it a damn. itz me u see...tiz is my stand.  ♥ disguised at { 12:55 PM } Sunday, September 23, 2007 Listen to tiz!! I really LOVE tiz music.... thx JAn!!!! Super nice cann.....  ShImA ♥ disguised at { 7:38 PM } gosh. what is happening?? every nite...i cant even get myslf to slp.. how pathetic... yesterday... i was so bored that i tuned in to 94.2fm yea2..i noe for some of you, itz for e "old" people...but..you are soooo wrong.. its kinda cool... =) abisheik(dunno how to spell his name)..he's a funny man... =) made my day.. i laughed my head off listening to him. gosh. i'm starting to love his shows... haaa.. then i watched Hikmah 3 at 3am in e morning... and i went to slp after performing my morning prayers...till 3pm.. i tink i'm weird.. heh. maybe i've bn werkin nyt shift that's why i slept in the morning instead of slpin at nyt... hahz. i tink itz cool..=D  ShiMa ♥ disguised at { 6:53 PM } Saturday, September 22, 2007 itz 2am... still not asleep.... haiz. i found out sumthin..after so long wondering...FINALLY i got e ans... thx2 Azrun. heh. whats e thin thats buggin me everytime i saw ITE students in e train..every mornin. well... its simple... and finally i got e ans i want... haa..i noe.. abit dumb la...haha.. here's e conversation.. (Azrun. hope u dun mind...) ShImA iS mE *living in denial* says: bdk ite kan...diorang mcm ade 3 different colours of uniforms... asl uh? ShImA iS mE *living in denial* says: diff course ke? *help *AaZzRrUuNn* : says: yah! *help *AaZzRrUuNn* : says: errmm... *help *AaZzRrUuNn* : says: initially its lyk dat lah.. *help *AaZzRrUuNn* : says: but den they said those who lyk da colour can wear no matter wat course they're in..  ShiMA ♥ disguised at { 2:05 AM } Friday, September 21, 2007 hahz..nothing better to do uh.. but itz interesting... wanna share with those who read my blog.. :Ten Laws Of Life: You Better Get It, Or You Dont How to get the L for Loser off your forehead. You Create Your Own Experience Become the star of your own life. People Do What Works The truth about why you act so weird. You Cannot Change What You Do Not Acknowledge Get big real time about your shorcomings and make a "to do" list. Life Rewards Action What are you waiting for? Get it in gear! There Is No Reality, Only Perception open your eyes and get into focus. Life Is MAnaged; It is Not Cured Keep it in gerar, no coasting We Teach People How To Treat Us Dont be a doormat. There Is Power In Forgiveness Your "get out of jail free" card. You Have To Name It Before You Can Claim It I know what I want, and I want it now. and i decided to take e test in tiz bk... Who in the world would you like to spend a day with? Why? Rodney (BME classmate) (altho e bme cliques have spent most of our days wit him...but who cares.) What are the qualities that you admire most in that person? He's a guy who's very committed with the things he's involved with. The only guy/person in my class who's committed in his CCA and at e same time ace-ing his subjects. *Play hard and study hard at e same time.* (i still rmbr the answer he gave when we had no idea whr to study at town during the term break and it's alr late afternoon... " No matter what.. must study ".) He once told me and some of my classmates, being disciplined is the keyword to success. He is also very helpful to those who are weak on certain subjects. How can you acquire those qualities for yourself? Change my attitude. He's really a role model...greatful to have a friend lyk him...none of us can deny those facts right BMe cliques?? i tink he deserves this compliments... yea...  ShImA ♥ disguised at { 7:57 AM } Thursday, September 20, 2007 yes i haf to admit that i envy my friends(bme cliques) for getting great results...way..better than mine..yea..this is e truth..alot of silent killers...haiz...if only...ah..nevermind..mcm terkilan gitu...haiz. serves me right for not studying hard enuf & skipping alot of lessons. well..thrz always e nxt tym.. =D itz really e tym to change my attitude...and ace...=) i also wanna ace lyk e rest of my friends. Yesterday, went out with e bme peeps... yea..as usual...all guys and i'm e ony gal thr.. Nunman, Jan, Fiz, Teddy, Rodney, Shafiq, Yk, met Nipun at geylang... went for buka at LP..all ordered ayam penyet...but b4 tat went to play pool... after buke...we went geylang...walked around...and settle down at joo chiat whr they had their food 'break'..talked crap & chat...had a good laugh...waited for Nipun...damn funny..haa... continued walking...then we decide to chill at e place near paya lebar stn..stayed till 10.30pm...listened to songs..crapped.. had fun... reached home at 12...  shima ♥ disguised at { 4:59 PM } Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ouh wells...i am quite disappointed to c my results la... but...ok la i guess... but to tell u guyz e truth...i really didnt expect my grades to b lyk that... especially.. p chem... and epc... *alhamdulillah* ok..here's my result... Electrical Principles & Circuits : B Communication Skills : C Mathematics 1A/B : A Biomedical Modelling : B+ Anatomy & Physiology 1 : B Organic Chemistry : B+ Physical Chemistry : A GPA : 3.214 my comm skills spoils e whole thing... *harus sentiasa bersyukur dgn apa adanya* yupz..maybe An's ryt...b happy n look at e bright side, no 'D' or worse...fail... thx2... Thank you to those who wished me luck... LoVe yoU.  *No0RasHimAh iS Me* ♥ disguised at { 8:39 AM } Tuesday, September 18, 2007 I MISS MY FRIENDS! tmr will b mtg them...altho not all but still....at least i gotta c them. =D lyk finally... well...i actually miss alot of things & people... haiz.. ouh wells... Kesabaran umat Islam diuji..segala cabaran harus ditempuhi dgn penuh ketabahan... Semoga kita dpt menempuh segala ujian yg diberi Allah s.w.t. Insyaallah (i miss being a malay student...all those chim Malay words... gotta start brushing my Malay Language. And to those who doesnt appreciate the language u're born with...SHAME on u people.) ShiMa ♥ disguised at { 12:07 PM } Saturday, September 15, 2007 so.. ya.. some pics..            .jpg) .jpg)  My Mom MadE go0D bAckGroUnD... WhILe wE cAmWhoRe... hEh. KiDdInG .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) MeEt mY M0m... Co0LesT m0m!! DesPiTe aLL e dIsPuTes i hAd wItH heR... I LOVE HER...    ♥ disguised at { 5:15 PM } Friday, September 14, 2007 we used to be on good terms...but after all e rumours & all...EVERYTHING went out of place. i used to think that i have e greatest uncle on earth. well... not anymore...everything went right smack down e drain. he started giving sarcastic remarks recently...wth cann?? let me tell you tiz... SO WHAT if my bro used to be involved in gangsterism???!! SO WHAT if i'm not e same ME lyk i used to years ago??!! SO WHAT if my sis got a bf??!! SO WHAT if i'm rude to anybody??!! SO WHAT if we're not MUSLIM enuf??!! seriously...SO WHAT??!! people change..that... you have no reason to deny...experimenting is what everybody does. EVEN the DECENT ones. you have absolutely NO right to judge. are we that lowly creatures whr u can condemn right smack at us??!! calling urslf an understanding person...able to lend ur ears to listen to us... well... THAT IS pure BULLSHIT. we dont deserve those sarcasm...you wanna b sarcastic...well you juz haf to look at urslf FIRST b4 looking at other people's mistakes. and i wanna tell you tiz... ur pm...u said.. " lu mcm phm ar! bangge sgt dgn diri ko tu??!! " well..tiz is what i haf to say.. YES. I AM ****ing PROUD OF MYSELF!!! Mmg bangge pon... tk ya nk ckp. I LOVE to think HIGHLY of myslf. *when u're dumber than me... fat hope you will be able to take my sarcasm* if i want...i can juz say what i really wanna say to you...be rude to you..but i dun want...i have ALWAYS respect you for being e wiser one..but you proved me wrong. you tink we cant notice issit?? e atmosphere was way too different frm e usual... what e hell was that suppose to mean?? you people wanna b sarcastic...go ahead...but dun blame us uh ltr...if anything goes wrong.  ♥ disguised at { 3:21 PM } Thursday, September 13, 2007 sLmT bErPuaSa sEmoGa ALLah mErEdhai PuAsA KiTa sEgALa d0sa dPt dI hiNdaR DeNki KhIanaT dpT dI eLak tAbIat buRuk dPt dI jaUhi aPaJua NaFsU dpT di kAwAL ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:52 PM }                      ♥ disguised at { 12:07 PM } |
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