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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
HaPpY belated BiRtHdAy IBU!
ShImA ♥ disguised at { 1:36 AM } Sunday, July 27, 2008 I sit. I think. I stare. And I’m Lost. ShiMa ♥ disguised at { 2:00 AM } Saturday, July 26, 2008 Urgh!! I woke up at 1+.. And I found out that everyone has gone out leaving that boy at home with me... pfft. And some of my things are missing. N hell yea I got pissed off. I was supposedly to report to school by 3pm... How am I to leave my house when there’s no one to take care of that boy? I cursed n swear my sis for going out n not telling me. Called my mom up.. She told me to just leave him at home as she’s heading home. I walked to the MRT. N I realised my EZ link wasn’t with me!!! I’m late already la... I’m boiling emotionally and physically. The sun was scorching. N i was sweating. I walked back home to get it.. in-case it was at home... I know it shouldn’t be at home because I’m friggin sure it was in my wallet. N true enough.. it’s not at home!!! Fuck uh. N because of this... I cannot go to school. Even if i find it.. no point. Late already. N I’m sure that bugger will not return it to me and pretend that he/she is not at fault. I swear i hate it when things don’t go the way it was suppose to go because some unexpected things. Another thing is that I’m in the logistic team n I told them that I’m coming today to help out in the decoration and stuff... then that day when they did the planning.. I left early. might as well I don’t even volunteer for the NDC thing. What’s the point of being in the team when you don’t even contribute...??? N you get CCA points for doing nth. That is unfair for the rest. N i find that i don’t feel belong to the SEG club anymore. Side-tracking, N if it’s YOU who took it... YOU’RE dead meat. REALLY. Fuck you bitch!! Urgh!!!!!!! Thanks for making my day a miserable one. YOU BLOODY COWARD LIAR. Can you just stop all your stupid, immature n nonsensical behaviour?? You’re an insecure Stupid pest. I don't hate you. I hate your SPOILED behaviour. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 4:55 PM }  HaPpY B'DaY mIcHaEL RaJ!! You’re 1 year older. May god bless you in everything you do. Hope that all your wishes come true. Good luck in your future endeavours. Thank you for being a friend of mine. Although we don't really know each other that well it's a pleasure havin you as my friend. You’ve a got a unique, fun n crappy personality. Smile always. Stay cheerful. =)) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 3:03 AM } Friday, July 25, 2008 mood~swing... pardon my behaviour yea.. 2day wasn't as well as ystdy... =S bt thrz gd news... i attended lab 2day..lyk finally.. =)) lab lesson was different...did with fiz n beth...tested my heart rate..75/min.. cost a/c was _________. lecturer was lyk nagging... tym crawls...i was restless n gt pissed off la...next wed test... haiz. den gt bme mtg.. michael, divek n ashroff nvr turn up... n i thanked dem. waited 4 dem...ony jiabao came. =.=''' for this whole week.. i left skul late.. ive bn going home at nyt.. n thrz A LOT of things accumulating. projects have yet 2 b completed... nNnNn.... priya n i laughed non-stop in e mrt while we're on our way back home... n we really gt carried away... itz e ony way 2 de-stress our soul... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 6:32 PM } Wednesday, July 23, 2008 went to skul when e lessons had already ended.. went 2 help out in e tennis event... there were only 3 competitors... cz some of e participants backed off due to some reasons... left early.. went 2 R211 to finish up on my drafting... i finally finish it at 8pm... =.=’’’ carol's n my design project is e same... aiyo.. frm e design n colour.. great minds think alike i suppose... we havent seen each other's product b4 uh btw.. till juz nw... haha.. and then head home. While walkin home thrs tiz random guy who sat at the coffee shop with his cliques... Him: Yang! I ignored. Him: Yang! I continued walking. Him: You! I ignored. Him: Shima! I was wearing my BME jersey.. n thrz my name on it. Bt i pretend i din’t hear anything. Him: Shima! I dint turn to look at him. i visited the toilet at gmbk while im on my way 2 yck... thrz another 1 random ITE guy with his cliques... 1 of them shouted my name. Bt i ignored. =.=’’’ Today... more random pple know me... all thx 2 my jersey... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 11:08 PM } Reached skul at 5pm ystdy... went to mit e gals at e-learning plaza... i had 2 pangse Rodney n teddy... cz my shorts still wet.. so cnt go running.. tt carol... say wanna go running since god noes when.. bt.. till nw.. no actions.. haha. chill uh carol... jk. =DD Went to our bmp lab at 6pm.. did my thing... =)) stayed till 9.30pm... i screamed when hafiz accidentally pressed ‘save’ while he was abt 2 do e drafting.. e guys gt shocked.. heh. Paisey. He wasn’t suppose 2 ‘save’ it uh... luckily i gt back up.. thank god. n I still haven’t finish my drafting...haizness. Then we went 2 mac... cz tt priya was complaining... she’s too hungry.. so all e gals accompany her... e guys were there too.. we went off at 10+pm... e guys stayed a while longer... cz they did their usual routine... card game... haa... Reached home 11+.. n hell yea im tired... Projects r really accumulating..... omg... n math test is tiz week... haven’t practise. =( Ltr lesson starts at 8am... i dun tink i wanna slp... i noe itz bad.. bt sacrifices haf 2 b made uh.. will b helpin out in e tennis thing... my shorts n elite shirt haven’t wash... aiyo... i tink afta 2day..i will really zonk out.
I’m secretive myself and I keep secrets well. ♥ disguised at { 1:49 AM } Monday, July 21, 2008 e gals were waiting outside while waiting 4 Gmp tutorial...then tt saleha was so noisy uh.. cz she, mic, n pat kena caught by tiz SHS lecturer.. n they were given a stack of rules n regulations 2 read up. LOL!! e main reason was tt dey nvr wear lanyard... lolz. n e sub reasons were; their attire, hair colour, +++ hahaha. dotz.... gmp tutorial was ok uh.. =)) tym flies.. Then went 4 break... went koufu...it was friggin cold la... ate nasi lemak.. e rice wasn’t cooked properly... e aunty gave me, priya n gladys an extra plate of e normal rice each.. Carol laughed alot uh... haha. bcz i disturbed her... during gmp. N mr Alfred taught us e technique of learning e correct way. I alr knew tt... bt itz jz tt i dun put it in practice...so.. ya.. i somehw liked his lesson... wat i lyk abt gmp is tt our ans r nt restricted...=)) Afta design tutorial, i went 4 e seg mtg... bt e mtg turn out 2 b a photo-taking session...for me la...n qim + wanzhen. dint stay 4 e mtg cz gt nyt claz.. 2day is lyk an emo day 4 e gals.. every1 is showing attitude 2 each other.. un-intentionally... some r crying due 2 some reasons... bt wateva e reason behind all those emo stuff... i hope u guys will b fine n dun let it affect u tt much... =)) N it ink im suffering frm insomnia ... teddy was lyk advising me in e train, otw back juz nw.. thx yea... =D N tt ameera uh... seducing me uh...horny sia... *shakehead* i noe u noe cn liao. hahahahaha! ShImA ♥ disguised at { 11:40 PM } Sunday, July 20, 2008 I finally woke up at 1+pm today... heh. Thx 2 priya... hu called my home phone.. i was still asleep wen rod n steph called.. paiseh uh... Suppose 2 go JE lib... bt teddy n Rodney decided 2 go 2 gmbk mac... lolz. practised math.. im really satisfied wif myself. =DD finished all e examples of 3.5.. haha.. I learned a lot 2day... =)) teddy was tellin me n rod abt e medicine stuff... interesting... we went 4 dinner at alif... teddy treat me prata... haha. then we went back into mac... continued wif our revision. Teddy went off earlier cz he mtg his fren..... Rodney stayed till 10pm... intro him 2 my bro... head home wif bro at 11+pm...mtg Iswandy ltr... cz he want 2 lepak.. haha. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 11:56 PM } Anyways... e event went well 4 my side...if ony my course mates send in their names 4 tiz event... haiz.. nehmind... thrz still e nxt tym round. =)) i make sure my pple sign up 4 events e SEG will b organising... n i got a problem wif tiz China basketball-er. Irritating lyk fuck sia.he keeps saying this particular word in Chinese n gets frustrated real fast while playing. Wtf??!!! Eh fuck uh... itz juz a fuckin game sial. No sportsmanship. I really felt lyk gg up 2 him..curse n swear... n slap his fuckin disgusting face. Last 2 games pissed me off. Watched Rodney n his cca members... they haf archery training.. it cool. Bt itz a really expensive hobby. Rodney said im more lyk a supporter than a helper... cz i dint do much. Throughout e event.. i felt really lethargic la.... haiz. Dun really haf e mood... I dropped my phone in e toilet bowl in skul... wah piang... =.=’’’’ nw cnt use liao... HAIZNESS. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ [01] Are you currently in a relationship? nope [02] Have you ever been given a rose? Yup =)) [03] What is your all-time favourite romance movie? I dunno uh... im nt in2 tiz kinda of movie... [04 ] There's no number 4 question.. LOLz. y sey.... cn add in my own qn nt?? LOL. haha. [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate? I dun believe tt every1 has a soul mate... wat if they r gays/les 4 lyf?? [06] What's your current problem? I dunno if wat i felt is juz an infatuation... [07] Have you ever had your heart broken? Hell yeah... bt too bad itz over. [08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships? Hoho... NVR. [09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend? Uhuh... [10] The person you're with right now, do you want to spend your life with? Hu? Azri? Lolz. maybe??? Haha [11] How many kids do you want to have? Dun intend 2 haf any... [12] What is/are & your favourite colours? EXTREMELY bright colours... n black. [13] Who are your celebrity crushes? Fahrin ahmad!! N thrz more....bt too many uh...haha. [14] Do you believe you truly only love once? Of coz NOT uh... (if ur r/s isn’t workin out e way u wanted it 2 b... juz find another 1...itz as simple as tt. Sum1 hu deserves u more. ~my principle in r/s.) [15] Imagine you're 79 & your husband/wife just died, would you get a new one? Firzly... i dun even wan 2 b living till tt age sia... so old.. IF i’m 79.... i will tell myslf NOT to even think abt it... i wont. Wat fun will thr b sia if i were 2 get another 1?? I bet I cud barely move...ade hati nk ade yg baru(79 alr still gt e cheek 2 even think abt getting a new 1...)... hahaha. [16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex? Erm....... p4?? [17] What song do u want to be played at your wedding? Any song tt is pleasant 2 e ears will do.. =)) 18 ] Do you like anyone? Yup... =)) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:20 AM } Saturday, July 19, 2008 B4 i start my LONG entry... juz wanna wish my sis... HaPpY 16th bIrThDaY!! 
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then went 4 e SEG mtg. Awin was lyk being sarcastic la... haha. bcz of e koufu incident.. lol. n I tink it is better than e previous mtg. It is more organised n less chaotic. We had a clearer view of wat is 2 b expected 4 e Shoot O event. nt all ecommittees n helpers turn up... Ended e mtg at abt 7pm... .n i LOVE his eyes... n his smile. =) thr were alot of laughterz.. will b mtg him on wed...2 get my sis’ present... i miss those tymz whr we wud chat at e void deck at nyt.. e sharing of problems... hw we wud tease n disturb each other..e laughters we had.... n hw he wud look at me, straight in e eyes, really paying attention 2 every single word i utter. n then... afta everythin.. he wud send me home. n i still rmbr.. e 2nd tym we met.. he actually ran 2 me n appologise 4 being late. touched. AND his eyes r lyk.... omg... =))
ltr haf 2 go skul... 7.30 AM for e seg sports event...kae siao. then it is expected 2 end 7~8 PM wah piang... lyk workin sia.. azri gt a shocked wen i told him tiz. haha. nvm. hopefully tmr's event will run smoothly... ♥ disguised at { 2:12 AM } Friday, July 18, 2008 I gt 2 noe alot of things drg break.... haha. c la.. dun wan tell me earlier... lolz. lyk tt la... haha. tt somebody dun lyk that somebody alr..than i noe tt e other somebody actually haf feelings 4 tt somebody. Hahahaha. To tt other somebody n tt somebody... wish u pple luck yea.. (*winks*) =DD n i m happy 4 u pple. those hu understand... u noe hu i meant... hahaha. Nth much 4 biosensors tutorial.... me n Fiona dint pay attention 2 e math lecturer.. cz we were bz doing e Sudoku.. umtil our neck pain la sey.. haha. N i love design... =DDD itz still e best subj... n e best lecturer. Finished my shaft... =DD Me n fiz were talkin n gossiping abt ehem. tt ehem wasn’t ard till i turned my back.. i gt shocked. Shant elaborate any further. U noe i noe cn liao. I realised thrz ALOT of eye-candies in skul... hahaha. ok stop it. Ouh.. ya b4 i 4get... i was heading back 2 gmbk uh... for e frz tym... i head home alone... then thrz tiz couple... went 2 sit bside me... e gal hu sat nxt 2 me were lyk hitting me... wahpiang.. once or twice nvm.. bt ALOT of times...then nvr say sorry sia. Wtf?? Lyk purposely... fuck uh.. i noe u fat uh n u nd e space 2 move abt..bt if u hit alr dunno hw 2 say sorry meh?? Fuck sia these pple. I dun hate fat pple actually... bt.. itz jz tt some were juz too much. N These pple eh.. da la gemok.. perangai mcm.... Haiz. Irritating lah sey.. Then thrz tiz random grp of malay guys..hu actually sit near me...wen im abt 2 alight.. His frens: alahai Sorang je? One of them stood n stand behind me... Him: ni gf aku siak. Nk tengok aku 2ron ngan dier tk? Dotz... These pple gt nth better 2 do... Then while i was walking home, tiz old man... his hand hit mine real hard... i juz couldn’t control myslf. i shouted ‘ kepale buto uh cibai’ out loud n stared at him. I dunno y pple were lyk hitting me la throughout e journey home. I reached hm... switch on my lappy. I gt shocked wen e sceen went blank afta loggin in. called my bro. Bt nw ok alr.. i dunno wat he did.. lolz. tmr ask teddy 2 check... tmr gt mtg wf mr loh.. abt e camp. YAY!! it has bn verbally aproved. waiting 4 it to b offically aproved. =DD ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:28 AM } Wednesday, July 16, 2008  May allah bless you gal. =D Im fucking exhausted. My heels were torturing my poor toes.. i had 2 take it off as i reached my blk. Fuck sia.. cnt tahan.... i felt lyk taking it off when i reached gmbk la... haiz. Anyways.. i reached skul earlier than HAFIZ!!! Hahaha. Nxt tym dun tease pple... hehehe. Ouh wells... teddy n priya dint spam me uh.. cz i answered their 1ST call... i dint sleep for e entire nyt la... stayed up all nyt..bt i did nth tt benefit me. Although i reach skul 30 mins ltr.. itz considered as a progression. =DD teddy helped me out wif my lancet. I managed 2 finish it during tt 2 ½ hrs.. I dozed off during math. Too sleepy i guess... cnt make it sia... went 2 north canteen 4 our lunch as a claz. Then we went 4 ANP. I love e prac. Gt 2 noe our reflex. =DD teddy n priya r indeed hyper pple. Thr were a lot of laughters. Nipun?? No reflex. Hahaha. E lecturer hit his knee tendon... bt he dint show any reaction. surprising. He’s one of e hyper pple in my claz. Me, priya, ameera, Rodney, teddy, Samuel, yk, shafiq, fiz, beth n nipun went 2 e stadium area 2 play card game. We played heart attack. We were so noisy la... played a few rounds...then played bluff. =DD After tt i went 4 e ELITES mtg... it was kinda in a mess... instructions given out were’nt clear enuf. N i gt 2 view e camp ELITES pics... will take pics n vids frm viknesh on sat.. i look retarded in most of them... lolz. =DD Went to R211 4 e lancet thing. Helped priya n steph n fiz with their shaft/lancet. I laughed a lot la... haha. i realised i was really loud. My seniors were thr. Thr was a lil of frustration n exhaustion i felt while in e lab due 2 e ‘side effects’ of nt slpin 4 e whole day ystdy. I slept 4 1hr in e lab..i dun even realised my mom called n sms la... wen i woke up.. itz alr 7.30... Wanted 2 go 2 my mom’s shop... afta i changed...bt she said no nd alr.. =.=’’ went 2 mac 2 buy apple pie.. sam n nipun were thr.. sat wif them. N chat 4 a while. Samuel: Nehmind. You cn use e vulgarities wen Shima is ard. She oso use vulgarities...Juz treat her as a guy. After all she is a guy. Dotz samuel.... N then home sweet home... mtg mom ltr...n i nd my sleep BADLY. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 9:53 PM } ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ SUATU SINDIRAN untuk SEseorang Mulut tempayan boleh ditutup... TETAPI mulut manusia mcm puki ke??? Memang benar mulut tempayan itu boleh ditutup.. Mulut manusia tidak boleh ditutup kerana manusia diciptakan utk berbicara. Jikalau kelakuan kita elok dan disenangi orang, mereka tidak akan mengata. Tidak perlu berdalih sedangkan anda sedar akan kesilapan yang anda lakukan. Mengapa harus anda memutar belitkan sesuatu fakta yang sudah jelas lagi terang kebenarannya? Sedarlahlah wahai saudara... sepandai mana tupai melompat... akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Itz 1.54am... jz reached home... Letz update abt ystdy... Had a ‘date’ wif my bro...afta so long... haha. actually i had 2 accompany him 2 get his shoes back at Siam kitchen whr he left it. He used 2 work thr.. then went 2 kfc cz i was hungry... we talked, crapped n joked. =)) Then head 2 skul... every1’s heading home..n thr i was.. gg 2 skul..6pm... haha. had 2 do e lancet thing... Nam was thr in e lab... then... another exco, i dunno/4get e name, was oso thr... bt in e lab bside it... haha. i continued wif my planning or rather drawing... frm 6-8pm... started doing my UG at 8pm... ony had 1hr left to do... bt i did most of it... wif e help of my wonderful classmates.. Rodney n teddy. Thx ya... really appreciate it. ALOT =)) I re-do everything frm scratch. I admire e planning i did... itz so... NEAT. I love it... =DD Haha. Priya, teddy, Rodney, fiz, nipun, shafiq, yk, nunman, ameera, Steph n Samuel was thr... carol n Fiona were in the biomedical hub... so ya... We went off at 9+pm... kecoh sey... wen we reached e atrium.. i dun even realised i was talking so loudly (we were talkin n jokin n laughing really loud... toilet thing.. ) tt some of e MCG peepz were looking at me... paisey siak... While we’re walkin 2wards e mrt... we met Ms Jerilee Leong... our comm. Skills lecturer. She’s still as zany as b4.. =DD she looks younger... haha. she commented tt she loved nunman n shafiq’s hair... she’s so cute la... haha. i miss her lesson. Surprisingly... all e guys gang up against me... aiyo..big bullies sia... cz i walked in between them... ryt at e centre... claimed tt im e gang leader. DOTZ.. Thr were more pple who took e train, heading 2wards JE. Samuel, Rodney, priya, steph, teddy, me n NUNMAN!! Haha. he was heading 2 dover, 2 haf his dinner wif his fren... then while e door is closing... Fiona appeared. We all gt shocked. Cz itz the FIRST tym she took e train wif us. I tink she ans until pek chek sia... cz all questioning her e same question. HAHAHA. Bt we were really noisy la.. wif all e laughters, jokes, craps n all... we laughed non-stop. Right frm wen we board till alight. Crazy pple. Esp tt priya... haha. itz really a once in a blue moon kinda thing...n itz a GREAT way 2 end our day. =DD Waited 4 mom... till 12am..then Went 2 eat at mac... i tink i will b fat one day if i dint stop eating, late at nyt. CHOY uh!! I dunno y my sis is so damn blardy eager 2 get fat. WTH??!! Sort sia... eww... =P (sorry uh sis... hehex. ) N itz 3.41am nw...teddy n priya... will b spamming my fone lata... 2 make sure i wake up.. so tt i wont b late 4 lesson..thx pple.. =DD it ink i really nd them... itz nt tt i cnt wake up.. itz juz... haiz. Nehmind... ShImA (= I luv my lyf =) ♥ disguised at { 1:52 AM } Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Dun worry pple...ive moved on. Im leading a happier lyf nw. =)) After i put down e phone, azri smsed. OMG!! I cant believe it la.. haha. Azri: U kol me? Me: paiseh2.. TERcall.. sorry2. Azri: ohk... Me: Ouh ya.. b4 i 4get again.. my mom actually wanna treat you..n i dunno hw 2 get u.. ttz y... so ya... Azri: huh? Serious...terserempak ur mom couple of tyme actually, tpi paiseh nk tegur. Heh...tell ur mum thnx alot bt tkyah arh, tkyah treat2... Me: wahpiang...y u tk tegur sey... haha. wasted. She actually wanna treat u long tym ago.. Azri: haha, paiseh lh..she now still working at 7-11 kn? Me: yup2. Bt nw kt gmbk... Azri: Haha...i pena beli brg dgn ur mum skali, bt i tink she 4get me aldy arh..i nk tegur pon i malu. Me: haha. malu kape... Azri: hehe, of coz..dh lame u hilang? Wat u mean sehk by dunno hw 2 get me, me still using tiz no wat... Me: haha. i tot u changing ur no.. cz tt tym u say u wanna change ur no... itz nt me ok.. itz u yg MIA. Azri: haha. nt me ohk...yg tat tyme, i saw u wif ur adek ehk? Long tym no see, kinda miz u abit..hehe. Me: haha. i oso got miz u uh.. Azri: sdh lh, jgn ckp u miz org arh...u yg eksyen, msg org pon tk..kecewe arh, hehe Me: alalala... kecewe kape.. haha. Azri: Hehe, of coz..k lh u, gtg.. nk tdo arh, pape buzz me aite, nyte2.. Me: haha. ok. Nytz! (sorry... lazy 2 translate...) Haha. so ttz our conversation. He’s so...sweet ryt... haha. me n ameera were talkin abt him uh.. over e phone...then suddenly he sms... hw cool is tt?? tt was wat ameera calls fate. LOL. So.. actually he dint went MIA... i felt so overjoyed wen he actually say he miz me.. haha. =)) i told my mom tt ive found AZRI... n i told her everything. U noe wat she say or nt?? She lyks azri n she prefer me having him as bf. Cz he’s gt e height, look n he’s a real gentleman... LOL. haha. n i haf 2 agree wif tt...i miss tiz person alot... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:52 AM } Sunday, July 13, 2008 To Firdaus: After 2day... or rather after e competition...i realised tt U’re a goddamn insecure desperate fucked up mother fucker sweet talker irritating bugger. omfg!! KNNBCCB. bloody JERK. i cant believe tt U promise e same bloody thing 2 every gals. u wanna get attached 2 so many gals at a tym 2 satisfy ur hunger 4 love ryt? i cant believe tt u were attached to 3 gals at a tym. uve indeed haf A LOT of love 2 spare. ouh ya... u love EACH AND EVERY GAL ryt?? i shud haf known earlier... n uve fallen for EVERY gal u see... Ur behaviour disgust me 2 e core. U said u wanna change 4 me... n u asked me 2 gif u a chance 4 u 2 change... n i did.. u wanted 2 prove my bro n mom tt uve changed... bt.. i guess fir is still fir huh?? No wonder my bro have doubts 4 e r/s 2 go on. BTW i noe e complete WHOLE story abt YOU... frm A-Z. N frm 2day onwards... ive already HATE YOU for all my life. Once ive spit. Nvr will i lick it back. yours sincerely, Went for kompang competition...i was thr 2 support kerabat putra. Dint get 2 c bon’s performance cz i came afta they finish their performance. During e break, i gt 2 noe another breakin news. Tt jerk gt attached 2 MJ (dikir gal) on e 22/23 of june. Eh fuck la. 3/4 days after tt bastard gt attached to me. I was shocked. No wonder he acted differently... bt he managed 2 convince me e reason for him nt ‘entertaining’ me...wtf??!! MJ wanted 2 confront him at tt point of tym. Kecoh siak. Bt decided 2 call it off cz itz their competition day. 3 gals at a tym... bloody despo. Anyways... i saw suffyan. YUS!! I saw our ex classmate suffyan. He’s arrogant la... =.=’’’ i called his name out...we were ony a distance apart bt he ignored. Wth?? All e khalifahs were awesome... their voice damn soothing especially putra sakti’s khalifah... I ignored tt jerk. I dint even look at him cz too disgusted. Went home wif bro. Random thoughts... Y r we still frens of e other party when we actually despise the other party for being our fren bcz of their behaviour n personalities? Y r we backstabbing those whom we still consider as a fren? ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:16 AM } Friday, July 11, 2008 y muz u get attached 2 ur ex, aliya when ure wif me??? u shud haf told me tt ure still wif her. y did u tell her we broke off wen im still wif u??? y muz u ask tt somebody if that somebody still have feelings 4 u or nt?? y muz u hide ur status wen ure wif me?? y muz u tell UR pple tt ure still single n tt im jz a fren of urs??? y muz some gal call u n chat wif u for hours?? y muz u say such sweet stuff wen ure wif me?? y muz u assure me those promises u made wen u noe itz nt gonna happen?? y fir y?? jz as i tot tt our r/s will last... it came crashing down nt long after... we dun deserve each other n i noe u will move on real fast.... n so do i anywayz.... i decided 2 skip lab.. attended 1 hr of cost a/c. bt teddy said sth hurtful. Teddy: y u late uh? u noe tt mr koh dun let us use e lab bcz of u? ur attendance were very poor. if u late 1hr, he wont mark attendance. n nt ony tt.. he's scared if we will eat up on other lecturer's lesson.. my eyes were watery bt i prevent myslf frm crying. thx ehk teddy. smsed fiz..if mr koh dun let e claz use e e lab bcz of me? n he told me itz nt true. lecturer wan me 2 cum 4 his morning lab lesson. went 2 R211 2 do e lancet design... stayed frm 4-9pm... i was so frustrated tt i cursed while doing e design... those hu did e biomodelling noes hw frustrating it cn get. u really haf 2 haf A LOT of patience in order 2 complete it. n i realised tt my dimensions r out of e desired range AFTER i assemble everything 2gather. wtf??!! redoing everything on tues... wasted my 5hrs... n i hate it wen pple demoralise their frens. as frens.. u shudn't demoralise ur frens in such a way... even if u ask e person 2 treat it as a joke n tt ure jz playing wif ur words n ask e other party 2 nt take it too hard... who will sia.. if it has bn repeatedly n constantly reminded?? once in a while can uh... tmr is gonna b another day... letz hope tt tmr will b better than 2day. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 11:07 PM } i dint expect everything 2 turn out tiz way. i cant blieve im attached 2 yet another jerk. it last 1week ltr then e previous r/s. bt tiz tym i asked 4 it. I was really convinced with wat u said 2 me when we were alone 2gather. Ive really fallen 4 u... N im lucky itz still in an earlier stage.. Then suddenly... haiz. I tot u will really change 4 me... n i tot uve changed. bt ur actions speaks even louder den ur words. im emotionally hurt by all e things u did behind my back. n i realise tt Everything is mere sweet talk. thx 4 all e memories n it is GREATly appreciated. Once i spit. Nvr will i lick it back. (u’re lucky i haven’t go 2 tt extent.) Mom knows abt tiz. Frm A to Z. she've seen it. So uve gt nowhr 2 run. sad 2 say Uve betrayed e trust she gave u. mom advised me.. abt tiz.. then suddenly she bring up e topic abt azri. =.=’’’ lolz. she said she still prefer azri. N tt she still owe him a treat. I dunno whr he’s been... lost contact. He’s so near yet so far... anyways. Skipped biosens cz dun wan e lecturer 2 sound me in front of lecture mates. Reached skul at 2.10.. i gt D for her test. Im grateful. N as usual.. design lesson was e highlight for e day. Me n my corrupted brain. I tink ony mr goh, e guys n priya heard it. He was saying sth 4 e presentation..if im nt wrong la... then.. Mr Goh: ...must at least show sth. Me: what if really dun haf anything 2 show? Then show wat? Show .. Mr Goh: Im referring to UG here.. Then all laughed. Somebody said tiz..i tink itz teddy... “she tink too much alr”. Haha. i guess so uh... lately ive bn thinkin too much... bt still teddy is more experienced than me.. LOL. haha. jkjk. Then priya n me joined e guys while waiting 4 our gmp 2 start.. e guys played bluff again. They r a bunch of hilarious guys. I love them. Had gmp make-up lesson at 7pm... dint bring e bk cz i totally 4gt abt gmp lesson. gt another very belated gift. so cute. haha. thx ehk. i cant believe u sacrificed ur jade 2 me... u shud'nt haf u noe... thx a lot 4 e gift yea. =)) Tmr playing tennis... =)) N tmr biosens lab... 8am... ShImA I was in denial. ♥ disguised at { 12:44 AM } Thursday, July 10, 2008 Kena sound by e lecturer. I knew tiz wud happen. I was playing wif my thoughts of skipping bmp1 cz im ashamed 2 face e lecturer. Im constantly late 4 his lesson. bt i didn’t. I haf 2 bear wif e consequences.. Serve me right 4 turning up late 4 lessons. Had math. Decided 2 sit wif e guys. Priya n saleha joined me. I dunno y... i feel alert sitting beside teddy. Copied what e lecturer showed in e transparency n trying 2 understand what he’s teaching bt i swear nth went in. Haf 2 read up... Teddy told me tt thr isn’t anatomy lab lesson 2day... =.=’’’ Priya n I decided 2 haf our lunch at e cafe... cz we dun feel lyk eating at e north canteen. B4 tt, we watched e ballrm performance... i so wanna perform... bt seeing wat they wear, made me re-consider continuing e cca.. Gladys joined us. After eating, i slept 4 awhile... bt i felt a slight sharp pain in my head as soon as i woke up. I was so sleepy tt i cudn’t feel my hp vibrates... 4 miss calls... fiz, rod n 2 frm teddy. Heh. paisey uh.. Teddy helped me out 4 e lab test whc i took ltr tt day. Wanna thank him.. THX TEDDY!! i did e test smoothly... =)) bt thrz minor carelessness in e graph part... Dint took e test cz afandy took away my place tt day.. so i can’t do e test. Carol gave me e star she made using straws...cz i asked 4 it... haha... itz nice... i did e heart one ..bt itz nt as nice cz i made mistakes along e way... After a while.. e guys joined us.. nipun, yk, shafiq, rod, Samuel n fiz. Ouh ya.. yk’s gf was thr too.. i played bluff wif e guys.. Then we went into e lab 2 finish up on the bmp1 lancet project... fiz, rod n nipun did e biosensor experiment. They sat beside me.. so i multi task... heh. Went off wif nipun. He’s a friendly funny talkative guy wif cute personality to talk to n mix ard wif.. n of course he did most of e talking. I learnt quite a no of things frm him. =)) Met my ‘twin’, zul,n his frens. Zul has e same bday wif me,. =) we chat 4 a while. Alight at wdlnds to take cd frm my uncle...bt he dint bring as i 4gt 2 inform him earlier tt i wud b cuming over 2 wdlnds cc... haa... bt itz ok... met my bro’s... n syg. N he send me home. n i really dun wanna b late 4 tmr's lesson. ShImA He’s juz adorable, sweet, romantic, loving darling of mine. Thank you 4 making me realise my weaknesses. N im aware of tt. Im sorry 4 nt showing u e love u expect. I jz nd tym... ♥ disguised at { 1:17 AM } Wednesday, July 9, 2008  May Allah bless u in everything you do. I hope you will be a better Muslim. Insyaallah.I wish u luck in your future endeavours. itz a pleasure having you as a friend n as a bro. control your cigarette intake ya..for which you’re still young. Don’t let it harm your health. It may not happen now... but it eventually will one day. Treat every difficulty you face in life as challenges as it will make you a better person physically and emotionally. Live life to the fullest. (= SMILE ALWAYS =) "A cheerful friend is like a sunny day spreading brightness all around." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Everything juz upsets me. Everything confuses me. i doubt every single thing cz it left me clueless abt everything. Hw does it feel lyk if pple whom r close 2 u, r keeping sth away frm u?? Y r u pple hiding it? Thx ehk pple. ........................................................... N I swear I HATE IT. I read somebody’s blog... n tiz is wat i haf 2 say. I dunno y u r so insecure abt ur lyf.. omfg. Get a grip u stupid noob. Emo is SHIT. Emo is FUCKING S-H-I-T. Get it?? Get over ur pathetic soul. Get a lyf n stop whining over things whc have already passed. Pls la.. ure juz craving 4 attention n it disgust me as a reader. Stop blaming urslf 4 all e stupid things u did... for god sake. We alr noe.... n thrz NO nd 2 state watz alr clear 2 us. What u utter is fucking BULLSHIT. U wanna b thr 4 others??? Look at urslf... ure nt even thr 4 ur pathetic disgusting soul. U wanna go 2 hell?? Go ahead...i bet nobody’s even thr 2 stop u. Ure indeed an extremely insecure miserable loser n a fucked up asshole. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 3:07 AM } Tuesday, July 8, 2008 n i was late. cz woke up late. reached skul at 2+pm... rodney said tiz.. 'lucky 2day gt nyt claz... if nt u no nd cum skul alr..' .. haha. i cursed n swear as soon as i woke up la... my sis dint woke me up knowing tt i had 2 go 2 skul at 11pm... n i skipped anp n gmp... went 4 SEG mtg.. bt had 2 go off earlier cz gt nyt claz.. nyt claz ended earlier.. 9pm... n after nyt claz... i dint go 4 ballrm... cz no point.. they all bz practicing 4 performance.. i dun wan 2 stone thr.. so head down 2 paya lebar to mit my family. i told hafiz tt im gg geylang.. bastard sia he... he said i have a job thr ttz y i go thr.. cz he looked at my clothing(i ws wearing sleeveless red top with my fbt shorts) then i go thr at nyt summore... bt i cn take e joke la.. lolz. haha. took e train wif nipun, yk, nunman n shafiq.. cz im heading 2wards e east... i laughed non-stop. they r a bunch of funny guys... jokers. they r great entertainers. u wont feel bored when these pple r ard... esp tt nipun.. haha. anyways...my family head to bt timah 2 mit my bro(who wasnt wif us at paya lebar) 2 eat cz my bro wanna eat thr.. n then home sweet home... n i tink im becumin horny-er n my brain is becuming more (insert word).. haha...omfg! thx 2 e pple hu nvr fail to 'influence' me.. *shakehead* ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:58 AM } Sunday, July 6, 2008 i fell in love with this vid... e choreography portrays great story.. i felt tiz.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMOTwx5x4D0 ♥ disguised at { 6:25 PM } dint go 4 ballrm AGAIN. cz i woke up late.. so ya. i 'invited' teddy, rodney2 JE lib 2 study wif me n priya.. called them(rod n ted) at 4+pm..(last min thing..) n we're suppose 2 mt up at 6.. bt we met at ard 6.30pm... all late.. haaa... practiced math.. lyk finally my 1 hr is really worth it.. managed 2 complete 1 qn whc has ALOT of parts.. frm part a to x .. =DD then we head 2 one of e void deck at je... n continued with our studying..teddy shoot us wif a lot of qns abt gmp...n we laughed ALOT la.. thr were alot of funny moments... wah piang.. haha.. then priya was lyk complaining tt thrz alot of mosquitoes... bt me n rod nvr feel anything.. me, teddy n priya gt e same blood type la.. then tt teddy said e mosquitoes dun wanna suck my blood cz they are too health conscious tt if they suck mine, they’ll get diabetes cz too sweet... crap sey. Rubbish. =.=’’’ haha.. we went off frm thr at 10+ gg 11pm... n i haven’t finish my gmp report... haiz. stress... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:47 AM } Saturday, July 5, 2008 i was standing outside my mom’s place..while waiting 4 her 2 finish her work...then thrz tiz minah tudung... hu stared at me as if i did sth wrong to her or as if i owe her sth. Bitch. U wear scarf, then wanna act tough. Bleah. I juz dun understand tiz pple... wat issit tt these pple actually wanna portray? went to eat at Al kafe with sis n mom. while waiting 4 our food 2 b served... thrz tiz typical group of mats n minahs who sat nxt 2 our table.. of all e vacant seats.. they wanna squeeze at our place. =.=’’ i juz dun understand these lame attention seekers. And then they talk as if they own e world..pls la..im disgusted by their behaviour. n e minah's were lyk staring at us. bcz of wat...?? their guys were teasing n disturbing us indirectly. eh pls la... y e jealousy?? Hu in e ryt mind wud wanna take ur guys away frm u?? Minah’s of ur kind cn la... wah piang... sickening sey... gt ballrm ltr... =)) then will b heading to je lib 2 study...wif priya.. (i dunno y i feel tt...having bf is lyk nt having 1 ryt nw..n i tink im tinkin too much...ok..shut up shima...he loves u n u love him...sumtimes love is a complicated word by itslf. haiz... i tink i shud jz shut up. =X) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 2:20 AM } Friday, July 4, 2008 Reached skul at 12.. met glenn n tiz ogl fren of mine..4gt e name... they said tiz “Y everytime i c u, u wear until so nice..?? “ i always get tiz kind of comment... my clazmates even worse. They LOVE 2 tease me... “Shima... 2day u mtg ur syg issit..??” i wear nice2 oso gt problem...lolz. laz tym no bf oso they said e same thing.. bt now worse uh...they tease me even more. lolz. i gt an A for cost a/c... tiz is another tyco. Hahaha. I anyhw ans oso cn get A... lol. i dint follow e method e lecturer taught us la.. anyhw whack ony.. bt im still grateful tt i gt A for tiz subj. tt syafiq made me smile lyk a retarded kuku in e train..i cnt laugh out cz lata pple wud tink im crazy.. managed 2 control myslf.. asshole sia he.. Shafiq: "he nvr bring his hdp........" Me(i was at a confused state): "hdp ape?" (wat is hdp) Shafiq: "Hdp ape? Its the thing you're holding and looking at now.. hahaa... Handphon la.. Haiz..Which century do you live in? Hahaa..." Me: "lerh... i tot wat...itz hp...u go put extra d for wat.." Shafiq: "Haiya.. Hdp hp..both sae what..Hahaa.. Its still understandable maa...Hahaa.." i 4gt wat i replied him. Shafiq: "Ya la.. Only you don't undersand what.. Haiz.. Hahaa..." bastard ryt... wahpiang.. Ameera!!! ur syg uh... too much sia... hahahaha! Sat with teddy, rodney, nunman, nipun n shafiq. they were all seated side by side... n i sat opposite them.. lyk they all interviewing me sia... lol. talked 2 rodney n teddy. I enjoyed talking 2 them. They shared alot of things. Our main topic were abt birds n fish. Out of e blue i asked them whether they wanna go fishing or nt... lolz. bt we will b going..on one fine day la... hehex. i gt an A for cost a/c... tiz is another tyco. Hahaha. I anyhw ans oso cn get A... lol. i dint follow e method e lecturer taught us la.. anyhw whack ony.. bt im still grateful tt i gt A for tiz subj. I gt C for design... i was hoping 4 a better grade bt things went wrong along e way.. too confident i guess... 1 mistake is tt i 4gt 2 convert e force to Newton. Itz ok la... still gt final sem exam. I make sure i score A for most of e subj... i swear i hate it when pple pressurize me. Shant comment any further. i wanna go Hiking, Fishing, Jogging, Play badminton, play pool, jam, Go to e beach,etc2... Im starting 2 hate hw lyf goes on as e tym pass.. i wanna do alot of things bt at e same tym i have alot of other things 2 do.. my tym management skills is lyk so out of control. Im so emotionally unstable these few days... i dunno y... ouh gosh. Everything pisses me off even e most lil’est things. What e heck is wrong wif me..?? HAIZ Was suppose 2 do tiz proposal wif sum1 bt e person end up doing e job alone. Wtf?? I waited 4 e person so tt we cud do it 2gather. e person smsed me saying tt e person did it alr n if thrz anything i wanna add juz add. Pls la... tiz is nt an individual thing lorh... Fuck la.. read asyraf's entry... itz bn so long since i touched e quran n actually recite it.. i wanna recite it as soon as possible... im lyk slowly drifting away..thx 4 reminding my dear fren... =) ShImA ♥ disguised at { 8:32 PM } With them, esp nana n gunan, i became so...horny n corrupted.. thx eh for corrupting my ‘pure’ brain cells. Hahahahaha! bt wateva it is.. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Anyways...I was 45mins late for biosensors lecture... as usual la... =.=’’’ wahpiang... cn sum1 smack me REAL hard?? Aiyo... dunno when i can actually turn up early for lectures. My aim is to not be late for ANY lectures...really. I was pissed off during biosensors. I was so restless la. I was so close to curse n swear but i told myslf 2 control. Dunno if teddy actually noticed... E lecturer was lyk nagging. maybe itz my bad day. Blardy kuku ass. Saleha gave me a pink rose..(fake 1 of course..)nice sey.. in fact she gave it 2 all e gals in our claz...it was frm a random guy... if im nt wrong... so sweet la... haha. it was a long tiring n sleepy day... last lesson is still e BEST la... i love e design lecturer.. he’s such a cool, cute n fun lecturer. =)) i had fun joking ard with him... head to JE KFC with priya.. she was complaining n whining la... cz of wat?? She’s hungry.. =.=’’ lol. I told her to eat during lunch bt she dun wan... cz y? Cz i dint wanna eat... aiyo..everything becum my fault. Haha. She’s another cute kuku. We talked n gossiped... till 8+ haha. Then met my darling at je lib... waited for him... then we went to mit bon. Then head 2 mom’s place. Waited 4 her 2 finish work.. and then went to eat.. and then home sweet home. I dun wanna b late for lab ltr... lesson starts at 8am. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:52 AM } Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Thr was a class reunion for lunch... finally every1 ate together as a class. If only we can have more of that... it would b great. I miss e bond we used to haf back then. But wateva it is.. i love them all. and im feeling SO sleepy.. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right.. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late. I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 5:09 PM } To my ONLY darling Firdaus, you know I LOVE YOU ALOT. i am NOT or rather i am NEVER ASHAMED to have you with me. infact im really happy to have you. if im ashamed, my friends especially my classmates, wouldnt know that you're my bf and im alr attached to you. and they know i love you alot. i will nvr cheat on you. it's just not my style. everything is just a misunderstanding. im really sorry if all this misunderstanding is hurting you really badly. im so sorry syg. i've tried my best to convince you. it's really up to you to trust me or not. to all I LOVE ONLY HIM. ♥ disguised at { 3:59 AM } Tuesday, July 1, 2008 went 2 skul... n i was late. i was damn blardy shocked 2 c my CT result for ANP. i gt an A!!! O.O i can’t believe my eyes....i dint expect to get A la.. lyk tyco sey...cz i wasnt sure for most of my theory qns... all e hardwork i put in paid off... it really did. =DD wanna thank teddy n rodney for bombarding me with e tough qns tt i couldn't answer while preparing for e test.... i gt stunned when they shoot me those qns... they were so 'evil' la....haha. went for ballrm... i was so lost la... all of them were preparing 4 performance. i noe NOTHING abt it.. bt i learned my first rock n roll dance... i enjoyed myslf.. if ony i attend e previous 5 trainings... haiz. i so wanna perform... bt iz ok.. thrz still other performance i suppose... sometimes being in a r/s cn b really tough n complicated ,tt u dun even notice tt ure either being hurt by ur love or ure actually hurting ur love... n im sorry syg... =X ShImA ♥ disguised at { 2:01 AM } |
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