Monday, July 30, 2007

oNe bY onE...
haiz.
SiCk...

.dEnNis.
gEt wELL So0N!!


waNnA g0 aNd sTudY...
P.chEm LaTEr...

sHimA

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

wanna wish my mom...

HaPpY BiRtHdAy IbU ! !



had a great time yesterday...with jan, rodney, fiz and nunman.

thanks for accompanying me to the stadium guyz. :)


ouh and..Carol..

GeT wELL so0N aIte...


yea. after i finished my 4km... we chilled at e stadium for a while...to cool down.. i was bathing with my sweat la... haha. then we went to check out the gym. After that we went to tiz squash court area...fiz, jan, rodney...went to parkour. Jan and Fiz were good la!! Jan...was shocked to c him parkour coz i tot he cant. haha. i was shocked. He's good. rodney?? haha. funny. he went half way. I juz stood thr and c them with Nunman. It was a cool la. Jan & Fiz showed some tricks. They parkour for a while...

We headed to the library. Tat is whr...e laughing session started. HAHAHAHA!!! Rodney is FUNNY!! All of us laughed lyk hell! haha!. I couldn't take it la. Got stomach cramp during the laughingz. yea. Had great tym. Thx Rodney!! haha.

:) LOve you people.



ShImA


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mE



EaTiNg HeR hAiR???
OMG!!
HaHA.



CaNdId M0mEnTz



stuDi0uz



Lo0kiNg suMwHr??



aGaiN



TiZ pIc...
lo0k how stUpId mY fAce..
HaHA



reTarD BluR...
U-G-L-Y



to0 cHubBy huh??
HAHA.
CuTe rIgHT??



WaNNa FigHt uh??



i LaUgHed LyK HeLL SeEinG tiZ pIc. Lo0K aT AmeEra...
BuRok sEy..But cUte uh.
HAHAHAHA!



CrAmp FaCes.



o0opZ..



sMiLez



I L0vE tIz PiC..



aNd tiZ oNe to0...



AcT cuTE??
WeLL No nEed t0 aCt...
CuTe LIao..



pRiYa anD Fi0Na
HAHAHA.


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Thursday, July 26, 2007

b4 aNytHing...


HaPpY BiRthDaY DeNnIs!




i noe i'm not suppose to blog....but something just disturbed my soul.
i am really disappointed on what is happening around me.
REALLY DISAPPOINTED.
i just don't understand it.

*tears*



i came back from school. feeling REALLY tired. did everything that is necessary. My mom accused me of something which i NEVER do. And i blew up. Raised my voice. And i got cursed by her. Really got cursed. She said something that really hurts my soul. It really HURTS. I am emotionally disturbed. I just don't get it.

What is happening to the people around me.
Or issit Me??
ahh!

Another thing.

I came home early that day...i was super sick. What do you expect? And i was SUPER late for school. I reached school at 11am. And i went home at 3pm. My mom went like,

'Did you go to school or not?'

and i said i did go to school. i thought it was a normal thing...but when she kept repeating the question again and again. i sensed something is wrong. I didn't told her i was sick that is the reason why i went back home early.

Dont really see the point of telling people that i'm sick.
i mean who cares whether i'm sick or not.
SERIOUSLY
WHO CARES??


Moving on. After that. My brother went to tell me that my mom did not believe what i told her. I felt a stab in my heart. I have thought of being a good child and go home early. But she REALLY spoils it. I mean. she REALLY spoils it.

From that day onwards...

i pledged; not going home early anymore.

I even TOLD my brother,
From that day...
i will make sure i reach the doorstep at 11pm sui-sui.

So nowadays, i have been going home late. At Night. I'm not sure if some of my friends notice that. I don't see the point on reaching home early anymore. I would rather stay in school and do my own things than reaching home early. I have changed. But never will i be a wild daughter. Which is a good thing.

Think about it.
Why do some people behave this way?
There MUST be a reason behind it.

*tears*


People see me as a cheerful girl. But they just don't know. I don't share any probs with people. Just keep it to myself. Never will i leak it out till the day come. It is really painful. You will NEVER understand what i'm going through until you experience it yourself. And yes the secrets i kept will ALWAYS be with me.

I will be going home late mom. But i will not forget my duty as a Muslim. You have caused me to be like this. I know it is not right to blame others. But some things really have to go the way it should be.

I am Pissed Off.



Till now.
NO ONE understands me.
NOT Even the close ones.

You think you know me??
Well think again.


*RuNniNg ReALLy hELps CLearIng thE nEgatIve th0uGHts AwaY.*
*fELt aLL tHe buRdeN dIsApPeaRs InT0 thIn Air wHile RuNniNg*
*RuNniNg Co0Ls y0u oFf*




No0RasHiMah
*ME*



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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i wont be blogging for the next few dayz/weekz.



to0 Many assignmentz to handle.

to0 Many things to do.

to0 Many probz to think.

to0 Many people to care about.

to0 Many bo0ks craving for my attention.

to0 Many tests coming up.




STRESS is the word...
altho
that 6-letter word
is NEVER in my dictionary
unless
i'm REALLY under ALOT of pressure.


yup


will be away...for e time being..
unless
I'm DEAD.


yea.


hopefully NOT.
bAaH.



crapping. heez. yea. kay2. going off so0n. Study. =.=''' sian.



A REMINDER:

TO ALL MY DEAR BME CLASSMATES.
START PULLING YOUR SOCKS.
GRAB YOUR BOOK AND STUDY.
DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING...
NOT TOO LATE TO ASK THE LECTURER
IF NO HOPE...
YOU STILL GOT YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP OUT.
ISN'T THAT WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR??

TEST IS AROUND THE CORNER YEA...
EXAMS COMING.

*.NOT THE TIME TO FOOL AROUND.*

Go0D LuCK!






:sh0uT oUt t0 DeAr CaRoL:
D0nT sTreSs to0 Much h0R...
Do NOT faLL inTo dEpResSIon.
HeHe
KiDdiNg.
i'm sUre y0u'll Be fiNe.
YOU CAN DO IT!!
C0mE oN
.wo0h0o.
(if anything goes wrong,
You stiLL g0t ME!!)
.haha.


sHiMZ oUt
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Monday, July 23, 2007

juz came back frm workplace to pass hafiz's prezzie. damn tired. i strained my gastrochnemia...while walking home...argh... got flu. haiz-ness...

s0 yea...


went PS to study with my dear Carol... but b4 tat(studying) we went to tiz shop...to buy hafiz's prezzie...i have bn aiming for tiz particular sponge with square pants for his prezzie...but thrs no stock...so walked ard...see whats nice. yes i admit it was a last min thing. Haha. then we decided to get a cup(with a misleading design..) haiz.. but we chose it cuz itz cute la... stick man... HAhHA. soRry2. thX cArol for helping out... hahz.

head KFC...ate...took pictures... then studied.. hAhaAh. LooK at e sillyness in us.

BeFoRe wE oPen ouR bo0ks anD sTreSs ourseLves...



eNjoYiNg hEr fo0D..



TrYinG tO FeEd You pEoPLe.. haiZ.
CaLLinG aLL PAmpEreD s0uLs



CaRoL iN LOve wiTH heR dRinK.



mE to0o..
=)



stresS uh sTrEsS...
SeE Lahh...hAiyo...
but Cute hoR??
hAhAhA.



At onE gLanCe...
wah...
so0 haRdwoRking...
buT..
c the piCtuRe beLow...
HaHaHA!



nAk steP maNeR nyE haRdworking...
aT laSt bLank...
StariNG aT 2 bLanK piEceS of pApErZ.

=.='''



tiZ onE iS bEinG stUdious...
wiTH e spEcs on...
lo0kinG aLL sEriouS.
But iS shE reALLy studyIng oR sToninG??
haHahA..



tiZ iS boTh pOsinG and sToninG..


thEn aFtEr cAm-WhoRing... wE reAlly studiEd. The guYs(nunman, rodney, fiz and Yk) joined us...aFter they had finished shopping. ouh ya..

To NunMan:
CoNgRatULatioNs to y0u fOr buYinG youR FIRST pInK sHirT!!
Wo0h0o!!
YaY!!
*clapz*


yup. 9pm...Carol and I went to e Toilet to cam-whoRe AGAIN...hee.. The guYz decideD to g0 hoMe fiRst. hAhAha. =D

iN e t0iLet


*SmILeZ*










cuTe oR n0T??
HaahAhaA



eRmM...



eRrR...



o0opZ



sExY p0sE..



CaLLiNg s0mEoNe hUh cAroL??
I woNdeR wh0 iS taT uNLuckY peRsoN..



hMm....



kIsSes AnYoNe???
MuAcKzZ



AcT cUtE... hEhE


AnD Car0L wEnT bAck homE...
I weNt to w0rKpLace anD slACkEd f0R aN hR..
ThEn wEnt bAcK h0mE...
AnD iT wAs
12 miDniGht

HaD FuN!!
L0Tz oF FuN..
CaRoL...
We ShuD cAm-WhoRe aGain !!
hoRr AsS??

HAhAH.

LeTz eNd TiZ...
DaMn TiRed...
AnD i WaNnA sLeEp..
=.= Z z Z z


*LoVeS*
ShiMa
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Sunday, July 22, 2007

WiShiNg HaFiz
HaPpY 19tH BiRthDaY!!
MaY aLL uR wisHes ComE tRuE.



Yesterday met up with Fiona and Carol, 7pm @ Bk to study....and i was late...HaHa. yea2. asked Fiona to buy Cheeseburger meal...and it turned out to be a KID'S mEaL LOL. HaHa!! Got e toY...eww..i HATE it. haha. We Crapped and had our meal. Didn't realise tat tym really fies. We ended up studying for 1/2hr. WTH!! haha.

EnJoy e piC.



Fi0nA anD mE



SiLLy FaCes..



AdMiriRing e 'thing



-**-


i was being BULLIED at tat tym. u ass sia...Carol...



head to workplace...was early...crapped. thr are many FUNNY moments. I LAUGHED at e Last Pic. BAAAHAHAHAHAH!!!

HeRe aRe e piC duRing e bDae ceLebration.



e GuYz... Nan, Fiz and An



thEm Again



the LadiEs...
*Sheila*Nana*Fiz*Shima*Siti*Marina*
I looked so small in that shirt la...
Super big can???
I wore 'XL'
Double my body...or issit triple???
WTH!!
HAHA



19 times of bashing....but they gave eXtra...kesian dier...



tsk3...



burok sey gmbr nie...
An..An...
Look at e way he holds e cake...
HAHAHA.(still laughing)
He looks cute uh...
Cake Monster...
BAahaHahahA.
Gosh.


Meeting Carol Ltr...studying...+ camwhore... =)
till then...

sHimZ
ShEeP-mA

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the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*



Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life


Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.


Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.


Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...


Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.





*~*dUdEtTez*~*
Aida Alena AmALinA AmeErA CeLiNe ♥CiK iKa DidIe Fi0nA FiZa GeNgBeE GeRmAiNe HaIzA HiDaYaH hUmAiRaH KhALiLah KhALidAh KiNaH JuLyHa LiNg HuI L0uIsuRe MiC MiChELLe MiN HuI NaNa QiM QuRaIsHiA RaHmAh SaLLy ShAhIdAh ♥SiS ♥SiTicUz
*~*dUdeZ*~*
AnDy AmEeR ApEz AsYraF ♥AzMicUz BeRnArD FiRdAuS HaFiZ KhAz MarK NiChoLas NuNmAn SaM SkY TeDdY
*~*oTheRz*~*
BmEc0nNecT
SEG


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