I need to be more focused n put aside ALL distractions to achieve MY main motive of going into e poly. Having a bit of fun is ok. But to0 much FUN is NO good. Yes, i have to admit that i am very much distracted ever since I came into poly life. Friends, Family n People around me had influence me and still do. This is what i truly felt.

Deprived of TIME.

I felt that I have REALLY wasted my time. Sleeping for hours n hours. Doing nothing. Get distracted. Not being ME.

Need to pull up my socks.

Before i came into e poly life, I WANTED to be among THE BEST student. And yes I wanna FULLFILL that. Believe it or not?? Just say whatever you people want to say. I'm dead SERIOUS.

*When I really want what I want, i'll GO for it like there is'nt tomorrow.*

As I looked into the mirror, i asked myself.
What exactly do I want in life??
I have to admit that
I'm LOST.
I'm CONFUSED
It tooked me quite some time, even days or weeks to realise it.
I don't even know what EXACTLY I want in life.

As I looked back into the past years, i can see myself DETERMINED to achieve what I'm capable of.
*You can ask my secondary school friends.*
But I don't see that 'determination' in me anymore.
Which is sad. :'(

However, i have NO regrets for what had happened to me and my soul for the past weeks (ever since i went into poly). What had happened previously, just makes me a better n wiser person. I'm mentally stronger now that I realised how important my goals in life are.

Just want to REMIND those people who is still LOST in their own world...

WORK is WORK, PLAY is PLAY

*When it comes to STUDIES, be SERIOUS about it. Coz I'm sure you wouldn't want to be the BEST from the BOTTOM*

And YES, I can have all the FUN moments but sometimes i just have to limit those distractions.
*To the BME cliques, I had fun hanging out with you guyz. I NEVER had that kind of FUN for the past years. THANK YOU.*

Think about it.
No One is gonna CHANGE for You...You yourself has to CHANGE. Pull yourself together when you are feeling down. Don't let your soul get drifted away. Life can be difficult sometimes...some PEOPLE just disappoints you...but you just have to face it with alot of patience and determination to move on with your life. What you face in LIFE just makes YOU stronger.

AnD I'm StILL fiGuRinG 0uT mY TrUe SoUL
No0rAsHiMaH

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the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life

Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.

Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.

Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...

Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.

*~*^dUdEtTez*~*
Aida Alena AmALinA AmeErA CeLiNe ♥CiK iKa DidIe Fi0nA FiZa GeNgBeE GeRmAiNe HaIzA HiDaYaH hUmAiRaH KhALiLah KhALidAh KiNaH JuLyHa LiNg HuI L0uIsuRe MiC MiChELLe MiN HuI NaNa QiM QuRaIsHiA RaHmAh SaLLy ShAhIdAh ♥SiS ♥SiTicUz
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AnDy AmEeR ApEz AsYraF ♥AzMicUz BeRnArD FiRdAuS HaFiZ KhAz MarK NiChoLas NuNmAn SaM SkY TeDdY
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BmEc0nNecT
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