some things u guyz juz dont noe abt me..which is a good thing... i suppose... Anyway...wat u're abt to read may not be pleasant.. yup. *juz trying to warn* But tiz iz me...i can change if i WANT to. Hate it when pple forcing me to do ANYTHING tat i hate to do. haiz..juz blabbering on not important things... hah-A...

here goes...

AND YES
i cursed my youngest bro infront of my mum wit a really loud voice.
(shocked?? hah. DUN bE. rude as it may seem bt i cant help it.)

tat iz lyk alr 'neutral' in me. Whenever he irritatez me..well...even if he dont..but when i got irritated by his presence...juz name ANY curses u noe... (well i dont exactly spit all e curses to him...)but.. ya.. he will get hurt emotionally.

ALL of you didnt expect tiz to come out frm me ryt?? but tiz is true. you can choose to believe it or not.. i seriously dun care. Why is tiz happening to me?? Hatred maybe is e word..

You can say tat i cant control e temper towards him...well to tell you e truth...

I dun care.

You can say tat he's juz a 4yr old kid...they dun deserve it...I'm being too harsh...I'm evil...He is still an innocent kid..watever you can think of...

what i can do is..
spit
at e previous sentence(s)

yup. those sentence(s) are nonsense. period. you can change all your initial impression of me...and i dun care. After tiz post... you can think of WHATEVER you can think of me. Say i'm evil, i'm temperamental(which i VIOLENT-ly object.),..whatever... i'm dead serious...

I DON'T CARE

*you juz have to be REALLY close to know me...and tatz all i have to say.*

e NEXT thing tat REALLY irritates MY fucking SOUL

I hate it when
People don't respect what I believed in.
Don't respect for being who I am.

yup. to ALL who is affected by tiz.

I WANNA TELL YOU..

JUZ GET YOUR FUCKED UP MOUTH NOT FORGETTING YOUR FUCKING SOUL OUT OF MY LIFE

i finally realised that i had enough of tiz nonsense when i worked yesterday.

A collegue of mine...by e NICKname of PAT... offered me tiz liqour. Asked me if i want to drink it.

most of you will think that..that was juz some kind of a joke.

It has been quite a number of times since he offered me. Doubting my believe/religion/practice. Trying to corrupt my brain...

You think tat was a joke???

THAT WASNT A JOKE DAMMIT!!!

If itz once or twice..i can still take tat 'joke'.. but HE has reached e limit. He was FUCKING LUCKY i didn't blew up. One more time he did tat...

He WILL be EMOTIONALLY dead.

CCB. I dont care what OTHER MALAYS(regarding themselves as MUSLIMS) did. They wanna get drunk or WHATEVER...Seriously... I DON'T CARE!! Don't YOU EVER compare me with them. THEY are THEM. I am ME. GET IT???

FUCK!

Another collegue... by the name of GUNAN... did e similar thing.

CAO CHI BAI. KANINA. KEPALE BUTO. NABEH. FUCK. ASS. DICK. SHIT. DAMN. DUMB. SIAL.

you may think tat i'm a rebel, I'm rude, I'm a bitch, I have shitty attitude...go ahead. people around me.. changed me even if they didnt mean it. I don't get angry/mad without any reason.

(if you, ( GUNAN ) are reading tiz... yes. YOU deserve it. DAMMIT!!)

what he did...??

kept on offering me cigars/drinks. Altho in a playful manner...

HE HAD PASS BEYOND LIMIT.

TO GUNAN.
What were you thinking fuck??? After reading, you think it is not fair to be treated lyk tat??
aww...
well sorry to say...
BULLSHIT.
YOU juz ANNOY me LYK HELL with that behaviour of yours!! Just want to make you realise that IT IS FUCKING WRONG to do it MANY times. once or twice i'm seriously... okay with it. but... URGH!!

I don't care what other teenagers are doing. They wanna smoke?? itz up to them. itz them NOT me. You dun treat me lyk some DUMB FUCK. UNDERSTAND???

Itz lyk disrespecting e person...urgh!!

Anger and Hatred
envelopes my soul.

No0RaShiMah
* i'm really sorry if i have hurt ANYONE with my words. I really am.

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