i just dont know what is happening to me lately. confusing as it may seem...but..i'm lyk speechless...maybe i'm too stressed?? maybe there's just to many important stuffs to think about... that's why i cant seem to...arghh...nevermind...

lets talk about today...

suppose to go skul to study with ying kai and rodney...I reached skul at 3+pm... Here's the ultimate best part. As i was walking to skul...i saw rodney and yk walking towards me...and...

they were actually heading HOME!!!

get it??

H.O.M.E.

wah...
wtf la....

but i couldnt lyk hold them back right?? i am cruel then.. i mean it's not fair for them to lyk stay in skul for hours and hours just to accompany me study right??? haha.
see...i'm so
thoughtful .

heh. lyk real...

so they headed home...and i head for skul.
A.L.O.N.E

emo huh??
yea...maybe...

i walked around...and wonder around for 1/2hr to find a suitable place for me... and i end up at block Q lvl 1...so just settle down thr...

got this 2 idiotic fuck...
they just irritate me la...
kept walking to and fro...
i just feel lyk shouting at them.
luckily i managed to calm myslf down.
so i juz ignore them.

i managed to finish the topic la... but here's the catch...
i wanna confess to you people..

inverse matrix SUCK lyk FUCK cann???
=.='''
i gave up on that sub-topic. i can't even do e simple one la... i'm turned off. argh!!!!! spoils my mood.

so i revised for an hour...i noe..not enuf!!! 4pm - 5pm but. haiz.

sth's not right...
i ate CHOCOLATE while walking to the MRT...
dunno what is wrong with me...
i'm here asking people to stop offering me chocoz
but there i went happily buying and eating it..
i just feel lyk eating.
haiz.

okay.. when i was in the train...i just stoned la...as usual...
=.='''
*SUPER LONG JOURNEY*

SOMEONE just pissed me off EVEN MORE la...wah...
FUCK!
a girl...my sec skul mate..
Law Ching Ru
she's FUCKING rude la...

that day...when i was in the train with Fiona and Priya..
she went into the train...and stood..
I KINDLY and GENTLY say hi to her..trying to be friendly...
you know what she say???!!!

"What you want?" in a RUDE, Rough tone.

teroz SOT siol!!!
(if you are hearing this frm me for the first time...dun be surprised.)

ya..wah... the rage in me was already at the tip of my hair upon hearing that la...

NABEH CAO CI BAI

from that day onwards...i made an oath..
NEVER TALK or eve SMILE TO HER AGAIN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!

screw you fucking bitch.

so..back to my story...

i IGNORED her. Pretending i DONT know her. Never see her.
I just walked out of the train when i reached Bt Gmbk.

argh!!
FUCK!
I hate these people.

Law Ching Ru
and if you(bitch) are reading this...
FUCK YOU!!!
CCB
KNN
I think you deserve it for goddamn sake.
Who the FUCKING hell do YOU think you are huh FUCK???
you are just a screwed up soul living in this world.
How i wish you were'nt even born??
That will be EVEN better!!!
You get that??!!

so yea...

moving on...

i ate sambal Kijin(dunno hw to spell it...but itz the same species as the clam la...haa...)
for the first time in my life!!
heh.
surprised??
but itz TRUE.
itz not bad la...nice..
thanks to my aunt.

so far thatz it.

*confession*
I really hate the kid.
to those who knew who i'm referring to...
itz just between the two of us or more...

i just feel lyk home is not for me anymore...
don't find the peace i should get...
I feel lyk just coming home late at night...
but i pity those who cared.
you wanna noe why thr issn't peace??
whenever i come home...
my life will be screwed.
Urgh!!
but don't worry...
i KNOW how to differentiate what is right from wrong.
Thank you for the concerns.

No0rAshiMah

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