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Sunday, August 12, 2007
After the sms, tears just came streaming down. I was disappointed. Maybe it was my mistake for wanting to know the exact reason. Those words you sent, just pierced through my heart. It was very painful to know that you can't seem to love me like you used to. I was working, my mind was disturbed. I can't even do my job properly for that period of time after the sms. Tears just cant stop streaming down my cheeks. I told myself to get a grip as shit happens. Thats when i stopped crying. I decided to sms my bestfriend. I told her that someone i claimed to be mr right was a mistake . Just when she smsed me back asking me why, I cried while smsing her. God knows how sad i was. She had really moved me. And i am greatful to have a bestfriend like her. Some customers i had yesterday just made me forget everything. I had a good laugh. Sheila was crapping lyk hell. When i met him, he smiled at me. I managed to smile back. I tried very hard. After we walked a distance away from each other, tears just stream down. I really thought our relationship would last long, but no. What is more disappointing was it last for 11 days. I really regret that move i made on 1st august. Only if....haiz.. nevermind. To my 'mr right', if you are reading this, you really have disappoint me. That day when we were very close to each other, i really felt that i'm being loved by someone i really love. :..( But i was wrong. If only i knew this will happen earlier... i would not have made my move on that day. And yes i still love you. but do you even care? yea...NO is the PERFECT word for you. I guess destoying those feelings i had for you is even better. How i wish i could. I guess every single words you utter to me, those sms you sent to me at night that made me melt, are just mere sweet words. But i thank you for everything. Looking at a brighter side, maybe staying as close friend is good enough. I hope. I don't really think that that would last long too. An hour to apreciate them, A day to love them, But then, An entire life to forget them ♥ disguised at { 2:01 PM } |
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