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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
my com lag sia...lyk tiz is soo rare... ok.. went home by bus... i realised that long bus ride makes me sick. suddenly i had a stomach ache. & that ALWAYS happen when my stomach is empty. it hurts lyk HELL. i cursed e wrong person today. wah haiz. made a BIG mistake. someone at home sms-ed me using e home phone... n e person was cursing me...all e words in caps summore. & i was shocked & furious abt it la... so i sms-ed e person back....cursing him whom i thought was my brother. i reached home & asked him why he had to curse me. then he told me...it wasnt him. and you wanna noe who?? it was my blardy sis. WTF?! i had wrongly accused someone who is innocent. then he told me to check first b4 accusing. (that was my weak point...i liked to jump into conclusion.) & i cursed my sis for being rude. i mean..i was in e middle of lecture... when she started scolding me to pick up that effing lil bro. she can be REALLY rude. she treats her bro & me like some PRIMARY school kid where she can scold & curse as and when she like. She will be like a 'big' sister when she's angry. which is a total crap. pls la..u're younger than us...don't act as if you rule the world. to tell you the truth...i used to accept whatever she say to me...by being calm & ignores what she has to say. i was a COMPLETE nerd last time. i dun noe how to curse. i mean really. i just dun noe. but not now uh. when someone who has gone really too far....they will receive the same treatment as they treat the other person. & i realised that when you're too soft, people can step over your head. if you noe what i mean. i am very particular abt people being rude to me. be it my friends, siblings or even my mom. this is about respecting me as a person. if these people just don't give a damn...why should you hold back your angers? yes. it is not advisable to fight back even if that means defending yourself against all accusations... but my question to all... how many of you actually wait for the right time to justify yourself? how many of you wait for the person to calm down before you clarify? how many of you just ignores whatever the other party has to say even if everything that comes out from their mouth is just purely CRAP? how many? i am not surprise if there are none. maybe there are some who will wait for the person to calm down b4 clarifying certain issues with them. i don't know but... i am egoistic by nature.. when someone isn't happy with e things i did, accuse me of what i did not do, or say ANYTHING that will hurt my soul, I WILL go straight to the person...even if that means i will go to the extent of being rude...i mean really rude... when i did that, you can forget about me respecting you even if u're older than me, you can forget about me appologising to you. if i noe i'm right... I AM RIGHT. worse still, you talk behind my back. then. THAT's IT. I am indeed stubborn. i dun hold back my angers. which is not a good thing. & i noe it is not. I'm just being me. yet at the same time...i am NOT/ NEVER a temperamental kind of person. if someone calls themselves as temperamental...that is CRAP. i dun believe in e word "temperamental" itself. People can be angry but not temperamental. Those who regards themselves as being one is just some bastards. these people think that if they are temperamental, they can scare people away. not allowing people to scold them BECAUSE they are temperamental. SO WHAT IF U'RE ONE?? i just think that they have mental problems in accepting people's comments & they could'nt accept e fact that they have to swallow the truth that they are a bunch of idiotic SUCKERS. " people who are feared, are hated. " If we cannot respect another How can we expect them to respect us If we can not respect someone’s beliefs How can we expect them to respect ours If we can not respect another’s race How can we expect that race to respect us If we can not respect others How can we expect respect in return Everyone expects respect No matter who they are The only way to gain it Is to start treating everyone As a friend, a brother, a sister As part of our extended family No matter what colour or creed they are Only then you will start to get The respect you so dearly crave i am not the same as e last me. i saw a sucker when i was going to skul & then again when i was going home. A COMPLETE TURN OF TO MUH SOUL. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 10:30 PM } |
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