this entry is riddle-like
if you wanna noe what/who im referring to, you juz have to crack it in order to understand.
if you noe that i meant YOU,
then too bad.. you just have to swallow it down.
im sorry if ive hurt your soul, but itz juz too bad..coz it had really come form the bottom of my heart.
& whatever i utter here, i really mean it.
juz a warning for you.

i hate the attitude of some of my friends.
pessimism, selfishness, self-centered, dumbness, pretenders

i really wanted to do what i really wanna do for a friend.
& im disappointed for not being able to do what i intend to do.
it was a huge regret.
A REALLY HUGE REGRET
thanks for those 2 people who are still with me.
& really wanna do what i have planned.
really appreciate it.

why doesnt everyone think the same way?
why doesnt everyone think of others first before self?

being self-centered is NOT wrong... but.. u must see the situation lah.

issit others fault if u have to do your revisions last minute?
issit others fault if you are just plain lazy?
issit others fault if u're more retarded than others?
issit others fault if u cant absorb as well as others?

sometimes, things just arent pleasant.

why cant you people sacrifice at most 4 hours for a friend? u call urself a good friend to that friend of yours? if you are, SHAME on you. you arent juz the only one living in this world. you think you are the only one who's busy? pls la... others have their own life too. They are as busy as you. Sometimes in life, you need to sacrifice.

to those who is/are being self-centered.
cant you like juz sacrifice a lil time?
you dun need the whole day to study.
seriously.
you dont.
if you need one whole day, that isnt studying smartly. that just show how dumb you are. you think by cramming the whole chunk of what u're studying in one whole day, is efficient? sorry hor. NO. even if you tell me it is possible to cram EVERYTHING in one day, ill ask you juz one..
are you lyk dumb?
can you lyk NOT be a dork?
u dont have special powers that will help you rmbr everything in one day. your brain also needs time to be able to absorb those facts u're cramming.
you think you noe everything?
no u dun.
some are even smarter than you are, they just dont show it directly/immediately.
silent killer is the word.

*until you prove me wrong, i will keep spitting at you.*

& another thing,
you need self-discipline.
if you dun have that, no matter what you do or no matter how smart you are, if you dun have self-discipline, everything will go out of hand. everything needs discipline.

its really a sad thing that some are not in the same boat as you.
that just show... their real true colours in a way or another..

im trying my best to understand the situation you are facing that has bothered my soul
but i juz cant.
you can go ahead & say that im a cold-blooded creature...
I dun care.

a pretender will be spit at.
& these people deserve it.
coz they ask for it.

yours sincerely,
ShImA

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the unique one

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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life

Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.

Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.

Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...

Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.

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