i tried 2 control myslf ever since i gt 2 noe e breakin news ystdy n told myslf 2 stay strong... bt..i cant hold on 2 my tears any longer...finally tears juz rolled down while i was expressing it all out 2 carol wen we left e skul... i cried. after all im jz another simple girl. ive realised hw deep ive fallen 4 him... i really dunno wat 2 say.. why muz tiz happen...?? ouh gosh. bt ive decided 2 juz let him go... despite of e pain n heartache i felt wif all e anger n disappointment. im jz heartbroken. really. uve disappoint me 2 e very core of my soul. u did convince me wif ur words back then......

y muz u get attached 2 ur ex, aliya when ure wif me??? u shud haf told me tt ure still wif her. y did u tell her we broke off wen im still wif u??? y muz u ask tt somebody if that somebody still have feelings 4 u or nt?? y muz u hide ur status wen ure wif me?? y muz u tell UR pple tt ure still single n tt im jz a fren of urs??? y muz some gal call u n chat wif u for hours?? y muz u say such sweet stuff wen ure wif me?? y muz u assure me those promises u made wen u noe itz nt gonna happen?? y fir y??

jz as i tot tt our r/s will last... it came crashing down nt long after...
~~shima<3fir~~
we dun deserve each other
n i noe u will move on real fast.... n so do i

anywayz.... i decided 2 skip lab.. attended 1 hr of cost a/c. bt teddy said sth hurtful.

Teddy: y u late uh? u noe tt mr koh dun let us use e lab bcz of u? ur attendance were very poor. if u late 1hr, he wont mark attendance. n nt ony tt.. he's scared if we will eat up on other lecturer's lesson..

my eyes were watery bt i prevent myslf frm crying. thx ehk teddy. smsed fiz..if mr koh dun let e claz use e e lab bcz of me? n he told me itz nt true. lecturer wan me 2 cum 4 his morning lab lesson.

went 2 R211 2 do e lancet design... stayed frm 4-9pm... i was so frustrated tt i cursed while doing e design... those hu did e biomodelling noes hw frustrating it cn get. u really haf 2 haf A LOT of patience in order 2 complete it. n i realised tt my dimensions r out of e desired range AFTER i assemble everything 2gather. wtf??!! redoing everything on tues... wasted my 5hrs...

n i hate it wen pple demoralise their frens. as frens.. u shudn't demoralise ur frens in such a way... even if u ask e person 2 treat it as a joke n tt ure jz playing wif ur words n ask e other party 2 nt take it too hard... who will sia.. if it has bn repeatedly n constantly reminded?? once in a while can uh...

tmr is gonna b another day... letz hope tt tmr will b better than 2day.

ShImA

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the unique one

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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life

Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.

Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.

Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...

Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.

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Aida Alena AmALinA AmeErA CeLiNe ♥CiK iKa DidIe Fi0nA FiZa GeNgBeE GeRmAiNe HaIzA HiDaYaH hUmAiRaH KhALiLah KhALidAh KiNaH JuLyHa LiNg HuI L0uIsuRe MiC MiChELLe MiN HuI NaNa QiM QuRaIsHiA RaHmAh SaLLy ShAhIdAh ♥SiS ♥SiTicUz
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