Monday, January 12, 2009

Priya and I joined Saleha and Samuel after school. We went Mac to have our dinner. We were all teasing one another. It was hilarious. I think it was the first time we laughed so much together. The H3 people were also there seated a few tables away from us. And that Shafiq never fail to quote that statement I made not long ago, ‘Shima is loved’.

I was shocked when Saleha confessed that she hated Malay guys. I didn’t know. But it’s common nowadays for people to cross race. She did not reason herself out on why she hated Malay guys so much despite asking her for the 2nd time. =.=’’’ And she said that I’m very Malay-ish. Like as if she’s not. She even speaks better Malay than I thought she would have. Don’t get me wrong. Not looking down at her at all. It’s just that she speaks fluent English and Malay (not many of us, Malays, could possibly manage) and she also speaks Chinese. Language person she is. She’s the only person, so far, that I can speak fluent Malay with, and comfortably.

Ouh wells, enough of the side track, I’ll still go for Malay guys, even though I knew majority of them are jerks. I just hope that there will be someone who could prove me wrong. Will there even be one? I wonder....

After Sam and Saleha went off, Priya was observing the group of people, where two of them are our juniors, over at the next table. They were playing this Murder game, which goes something like this, “Bang. Bang. Bang. Bang. Who died?” She tried to figure out how it is being played but to no avail. I knew how it was being played but I was reluctant to tell her at first when she asked me about it. As we were looking at them played, surprised by the invitation made by one of the guys there, asking us to join them. It was bold of him to ask us to join them, knowing that we’re a total stranger to each other. When we’re leaving, he again offered to join them but I refused. I admire his friendliness and him being out-spoken.

Really. Think about it. How many of us would actually do the same thing? It has hardly ever happened to anyone.

Moving on, me and Priya went to the LTQ area. We did our own work and head home at 9+.

Computer Programming was a complete disaster initially. It squeezed out my most of my brain cells. Torturous. Thanks Teddy for helping us out although you were like indirectly testing my patience. He loved to leave it hanging, so that we could think of the solution, that it sometimes would frustrate me. But it’s the way to teach someone. You don’t just pour out the solution right smack in the face. I was cursing and swearing while editing the codes. I think it somehow irritates Saleha that she had to shush me. I was very much relieved that I got over and done with Practical 5 and 6. It felt really great when you actually manage to solve it. But there’s still Practical 7 and 8 to do... Ouh goodness. I’ll still love CP despite of the torture it caused on me.

Depression inspired.
Today was a depressive day.
This was taken outside LTQ8 while waiting for Math lecturer to come.




& I'm so desperate to work now... I want to buy a new hp to replace my lost one with my very own earnings. Damn. I feel EMPTY, & Vacant, & Lost. Anyone kind enough to offer me any job? Anything except for gardening..Thx Nipun...HAHAHA.
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Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
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Complications are parts and parcels of life


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Whenever I saw you,
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My addiction to you
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Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
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