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Saturday, February 28, 2009
A long Due Christmas Treat. It’s been a year plus since Khaz and I last met... He treats me like a sister. And he did surprised me by giving me a real rose...I didn’t expect that. We head to Vivo, had lunch, watched movie and then head to rooftop to chill. I really enjoyed myself. Minus... having to seat right in front of the theatre coz my neck hurts...damn uncomfortable throughout the movie. And being able to know the real him was surprising enough. I’m grateful to have him as my friend. He’s the only guy who’s actually given me a rose. Damn sweet uh. And he said this on Vday, “v day is a day for gals to feel as if they're in cloud nine...”I still remember that. He who prefers Chinese girls to Malay girls. And he’s probably the 2nd guy whom I’ve ever known...is that gentleman. It’s hard to find a guy who’s that sweet. Very rare. Most only know how to sweet talk their way through. Any girl who has you as her bf is so lucky. I’m sure one day you’ll find the right girl who actually deserves you. Patience pays... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 1:59 AM } Friday, February 27, 2009 The BBQ was fun! I ate A LOT. That’s probably my first ever BBQ that I ate that much. And they say we could easily gain 2-3kg yesterday itself. And yesterday, was my FIRST time in my whole entire life (so far)..I ate that much of prawns. Countless. Damn. Pat has a great potential to open up chilli prawns store (finger licking good).. and not forgetting Fiona and Mic..They were good at marinating the chicken. (unlike Carol... hopeless... hahahaha!! Jk... ) There were Otahs, Satays and potatoes too... Carol was being the joker for the day...(You know I know*winks*) And that Rodney was irritating me... that I had to chase him trice but it’s too bad... I couldn’t catch him. Too fast. Damn Tiring uh... LOL. I had a great time with them all...Jasmine, Pat, Fiona, Mic and her bf, Gladys, Carol, Priya, Steph, Eva, Hafiz, Beth and Rodney. And we wasted 1/2 hour.. thinking that the bus would come... We only realised it when the group of guys walked off the bus stop and Hafiz who is smart enough to read the board and laughed out loud when he realised that the bus service had already ended. And we walked to Pasir Ris station. The pictures we took...      And that’s a wrap...ShImA
♥ disguised at { 2:04 AM } Wednesday, February 25, 2009 Mom was telling me about this wedding event she went to...The guy got married at the age of 40(my mom’s age)... and the wife is 36... Me: Bu kalau kakak jadi andartu boleh tak? (Mom, if I become an old maid can or not?) Mom: Kalau nak jadi andartu... kakak tak de bf2 semue... (if you want to be one... you will not have bf all....) Me: Ape pulak... kakak kn hot...boleh pe... ade bf... tapi tak ya kahwin2 segala.. (what... i’m hot... can what... got bf but no need to get married) Mom: kalau hot... tk leyh jadi andartu punye... kakak gy kahwin lagi bagos... gi ikot suami... lagi senang ibu... (since you’re hot.. you’ll never be an old maid...it’s best if you get married..then go follow your husband...I’ll be more than happy. ) =.=’’’ Hahahaha... I couldn’t even see myself getting married in years to come...can you? ShImA ♥ disguised at { 10:22 PM } We persevered... We stayed together as classmates... The wonderful memories I’ll treasure... I’m going to miss these people... 2 yrs of friendship... Still going strong... ~click on the pics to enlarge~ YR 1     YR 2          ShImA
♥ disguised at { 5:13 PM } Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ITZ OVER!! It’s time to let loose.. and enjoy the hols... Yayness... ORANGE... I had a great time with you. With the ‘endless’ poking and pinching... hehz. Thank you for everything. The movie and dinner...And also thanks to my two dearest friends... Priya and Hafiz.. who ‘forced’ me. The night chats that I look forward to at the end of each day... You never fail to make my day. And the inside joke... ‘’got or not??’’ and also ‘u know I know’ stuffs...And it’s a pleasure that we're friends. When the future involves you... It’s interesting to be able to hear the future plans of others. Be it about their relationship, education, work or anything. It is impressive if they were able to hold onto their plans and make it happen. The sacrifices they have to go through, the objections they have to listen to and the advice they have to heed... it’s mind-boggling. How I wished I’m able to pen down all my future plans or at least to even bother to have some thoughts about it. It’s a pity I’ve done almost nothing about my future. I don’t even know what I want in life. Like for example... where I am going to go after I graduate, what career I would want to have, let alone to even think about marriage....so many things to think about...and plan... And I know I rely too much on just ‘go with the flow’ motto of mine. It’s pretty laid back... Ouh wells... ShImA
♥ disguised at { 11:50 PM } Sunday, February 22, 2009 Biomedical Electronics How well did I do for the other papers??? I shall just wait for the results to be released. I dare not anticipate. ShImA ♥ disguised at { 8:39 PM } Saturday, February 21, 2009
♥ disguised at { 1:40 AM } Wednesday, February 18, 2009 I thought I’m able to digest whatever they’ve said. I thought I’m capable of accepting what was being said. I thought I’m strong enough to absorb everything that they say. When the truth is I can’t. I tried to push it away, erasing all those negative thoughts. When the fact is, all those are actually piercing through my soul. & I couldn’t seem to be able to counter it back. What I could afford to do is to laugh and smile along.... Silently.... enduring it all Even though it is gradually eating me up.... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ It is amazing when you talk good of them, think highly of them when you barely know the real person. The next thing you know.... they don’t deserve ANY of it. Maybe I spoke and judged too soon. If only I could take back my words.....
♥ disguised at { 11:24 PM } Monday, February 16, 2009 Good Luck for your exams LOVES!! Happy mugging your ass off & hopefully it’ll be worth it. Endurance will pay off. Till I blog again... ShImA
♥ disguised at { 12:53 AM } Saturday, February 14, 2009 To those who celebrates.. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! A day not only about or for couples.... But also friendship... ShImA
♥ disguised at { 11:14 PM } Friday, February 13, 2009 Just as I thought my friends would just leave the ‘thing’ incident alone, I was wrong. I was secretly hoping that they would forget about it. And this Teddy kept reminding me about this embarrassing incident. It was my fault for saying that sentence out loud during lab and made Mr Lim’s whole face turn red when they all laughed, realising that the sentence also meant something else. I guess... they won’t leave me alone.... hahaha... since when have they actually not bully me?? ShImA
♥ disguised at { 10:30 PM } Thursday, February 12, 2009 ShImA
♥ disguised at { 11:18 PM } Wednesday, February 11, 2009 I feel as if I’m not my usual self. Suddenly random people were Talking to me Looking at me Calling my name I wonder if there’s something I didn’t know of that these people weren’t telling... Or am I thinking too much? Fiona, Carol and Priya were teasing me throughout the day... THANK YOU people!! I feel that today’s jog so short. I think I need to go for a longer route... ShImA I’ve wasted my day away... ♥ disguised at { 11:59 PM } Does that mean anything?? Or lead to anything?? I wonder... Dream stalker I am... Prolly I’m obsessed with that person huh?? LOL!! Anyways...tagged by hidayah... n here are my ans... =))
♥ disguised at { 1:26 AM } Tuesday, February 10, 2009 All fumed up to the brim A spacious and open area is all I need And I’ll scream my lungs out Just to calm myself down If not I’ll explode And then break down. SHIMA ♥ disguised at { 11:14 PM } No matter How deep you dive How far you run How high you climb Sooner or later You’ll fall into your own trap That is when The mystery is unravelled Fixing the puzzle Filling up the missing pieces And the truth is right before your very own eyes. Masquerade your way through Mask everything off Fake for all I care Pretend as if it wasn’t you Act as if nothing happens But when the truth is revealed You’ve got nowhere to run No place to hide No one to approach And you’ll be all by yourself. Life isn’t as simple Humans aren’t predictable Things is never crystal clear Everything is questionable. ShImA
♥ disguised at { 9:06 AM } Saturday, February 7, 2009 Put on a great mask, masquerade your way though, deceiving everyone. Well done. You’ve succeed. Best actress award is what you need. I know you’ll read this. Did you feel the sting? Oops... I’m so sorry.... NOT. Through the words you used on us, we know you were someone extremely close to us. I thought you were a great friend. Innocence was what we see in you. You mean it’s all just a false pretence? It NEVER came across to me that you will be the culprit. It may be our wild assumption. But everything is pointing to you. And worse still, it all makes sense. I’m trying very hard to swallow that fact, the fact that you’re behind all this. But why? I just don’t understand. What are you trying to get from all these? Does by doing so ease you? Does that satisfy you? By insulting YOUR OWN friends?? Your own classmates?? We’ve gone through so much together and this is how you repay us? How long have we been friends?? 2 years. 2 fucking years and you just had to spoil it? Just what the fuck were you thinking? Are you out of your mind? Are you mentally ill?? Are you having split personality that you weren’t telling? What is fucking wrong with you? Yes we may have disagreements at times. We’re all humans. Misunderstandings occur at times. Every relationship you build with anyone ain’t crystal clear. Everyone’s putting up an act. Everyone is putting on their masks. But why must you go to that extent? Go to that extent of hurting us? Whatever you said may be true...but you’ve no right to be a fucking bitch to us all. I’m pissed off. I’m very much pissed off by the ridiculous behaviour of yours. I thought you were among the great friends that I have. I’m disappointed that you have the heart to do all this. It’s a pity that it’s all a false pretence, just an act to deceive us all and betraying us. How much could you trust a person? How much could you share with a person? How much could you blurt out to a person? ShImA
♥ disguised at { 10:55 PM } Friday, February 6, 2009 There was this very loving couple who stood opposite me... I’m not sure if envy is the right word to describe what I was feeling... Wouldn’t it feel great if a person who loves you and whom you love held you so close to him throughout the journey back home? Who kisses you without feeling ashamed in the public eye...Who hugs you...? Who whispers love in your ears... Who looks right into your eyes while talking...? Who looks nowhere else but you...? I’m deprived of those things. Staying single isn’t that bad....but life would be better when you’re in a relationship... at least you’re aware there is someone who loves you...someone who will stay by your side...someone who will be there when you need him...someone who shows a lot of care and love... But where do you find a person who actually loves you like you do...? Who loves you unconditionally?? ShImA
♥ disguised at { 1:27 AM } Wednesday, February 4, 2009 It became a problem if it’s open ended Anything can happen Get lucky And you’ll get what you want... ShImA ♥ disguised at { 12:41 AM } |
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