My mom and I alighted...
Mom: Kak. Tadi budak due org seblah ibu tu ckp.. ‘Minah jambu...’
(The two guys who sat beside me said...Pretty ‘girl’)

The two guys were referring to me. The two guys who sat beside my mom made that comment, unaware that the lady who sat beside them is my mom. Lol.

Minah is also defined as typical Malay Ah lian.
I actually don’t mind the pretty part(heh)... but...Why most stranger’s first impression on me...is that... I’m a Minah. Gawd. I looked quite decent what... Firstly...I don’t dress up like a typical Minah. Secondly... I don’t even look like a Minah(I think).
Ouh wells... That is why... Assumptions are usually wrong.

Anyways... Saturday’s BBQ at Catherine Soo's house was awesome. According to majority.. I’m overdressed for BBQ. (When it was pretty casual for me.) They say I’m attending a wedding instead of a BBQ.

On Saturday, As I was going down the escalator of Jurong East Library, suddenly my left leg went stiff because I sat too long on the floor. I stood at the foot of the escalator, trying to relax my leg when a stranger approached me and asked if I’m ok. It was so sweet of him to offer help. How many of us would actually care to lend a helping hand when some stranger needs it especially when you’re dealing with someone of the opposite sex? Not many.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 12:19 AM }

Blissful
That addiction relives
I crave for nothing else but you
Just so you know how joyous I got every time I received your messages... let alone... getting that chance of seeing you.

I’m still in the process of adjusting my biological clock for this semester. I’m trying my best in preventing the old habit of mine from creeping in. I’m still struggling.
Although most of my lessons ended quite early and there’s a lot of ’slacking’ time, it has been rather hectic for me. I’ll get so shagged by the end of the day.

If I could spit everything out to your face... Trust me I would. Just stop pretending as if you’re all innocent when you’re the one who got everything started...when you’re the one who trapped some of us in the mess that you created out of your desperation in wanting the attention. Don’t even try proving your innocence. Not worth it. & you think some of us are on your side?? Well think again... It doesn’t matter if you decide to ditch anyone... coz you got others loathing you.
& you just tried so hard in getting that limelight.
Just... don’t waste your effort coz you’ll never get it.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 10:27 PM }

...Waiting Can Be So Tiring...
Priya, Hafiz, Beth & Eva went for their lessons leaving me alone in the sports hall. Thank god Marcus was there to keep me company for awhile, while waiting for Patricia to come over. We watched the performance.Stage Arts drama & dance were awesome (Nadeen, Julyha and David were great), ballroom dance were sexy and FB as always... in the limelight.

Stayed till 2+ coz Pat and Rodney had to go to their Math lesson and I went over to Blk P to help Yang Di out with the Orientation Package. The response was pathetic.

And due to my decision in joining the guys for gym at 6pm I had no choice but to wait for 6hrs. Sitting down and doing nothing was really tiring.

And then, I went to meet the guys in the gym. I thought majority of my ex-classmates were going but only Hafiz and Samuel were there. And I got to know Pang and Hafiz Cambodia friend who is also an ogl (I forgot his name). And Gary was kind enough to help me out with this particular equipment and pushing me to train. After gym, we head to Mac to eat and then home sweet home.

Yesterday’s Ben & Jerry’s outing was funny. Dee & Ivan were really crappy. I kept laughing although their jokes were pretty lame. I had lots of fun.

Tomorrow’s lesson starts at 8AM!!
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 11:30 PM }

...Monday Blues...
Today’s lessons were pretty much dry and draggy that I nearly dozed off in class.
I got sabo-ed by my dearest classmates to be the class rep.

After school, I went Bugis to eat. And my mom, sis and bro left me eating in LJS alone after I ordered my food coz they got to rush off. Blardy hell.... If I know that I will be eating there all alone... I wouldn’t even bother to go all the way there to eat seyh. LOL. But it wasn’t that bad larh... hahaha...

After that, I went to chill with Priya at JE Library. Surprisingly, the conversation lasted quite long. Lol. We also talked to Carol over the phone. Ouh my... I really miss her A LOT. I miss her entertaining my nonsensical behaviour. I miss her crappiness. Hopefully I can finally meet her on Wednesday to jog. And there’s so much catching up to do...

Ok I’m so tired right now.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 9:44 PM }

Complications
You’ve given your heart to someone special
but you’re taken for granted.
And you kept the rest in the waiting line
when you can get what you deserve.
If you’re taken for granted...
Why waste your time thinking of the person who doesn’t deserve your attention.

Sometimes I just wonder...if whatever I did was worth the mental torture. All I want is to just let me know that you’re there...Just a simple “Hi. How are you?” will do. Is that too much to ask for?

Whatever that is happening right now... just make my stand stronger. I don’t want a full-time bf and I’ll not get married. Even if there’s a long list for me...

I can just find one easily if I want to... but what’s the point? If the reason in having one is just to have bf and let everyone know that you have a bf. At the end of the day, what you have is quantity and not quality.

It’ll never impress me if somebody were to tell me that they have a lot of ex’s. It’s a turn off actually. That shows a lot about you, how desperate you are in having one.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 2:34 PM }

Presenting the BABES & HUNKS of BME

ShImA

♥ disguised at { 6:30 PM }

We hiked at Mac Rithie and then went to Vivo to chill. We were pretty shagged at the end of the day. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

And lastly... the people who have worked so hard for orientation...

Dee: the one with funny laughter.
Alina: my best partner in crime. Cam-whore freak.
Marcus: my butter. Another Cam-whore freak.
Firdaus: the one who never fail to make me laugh so hard esp with his funny big eyes.
Arfan: the quiet sweet one.
Rizal: the flirtatious one.
Sinnee: the loud one.
They are all the crazy bunch. & I love the games team.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 3:58 PM }

I need to hit the gym with the guys and start training for ~~NAPHA~~NAPFA. I must improve my stamina. I only ran for a few metres and I was already panting like mad. And I have to start stretching coz my sit n reach really suck big time. Ouh wells...
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 12:19 AM }

“FIZ! Friday how? 3pm. What time?!”
The funny thing is that I confidently shouted that out when the question was suppose to be ‘at where?’ and not’ what time?’... We all burst out into laughter... I swear I laughed so hard that I strained my stomach. It was hilarious. I was too tired that I was unaware of what I was asking. We laughed our ass off throughout our journey back home.

Moving on...

Although the plan did not go as planned but I was satisfied on how it turned out to be. It wasn’t easy but we managed to pull through. They never fail to make my day with all their jokes and teasing. They were really fun to be with. I never once regret having them as my team. I’m going to miss them so much! & I LOVE THEM all!!

The Orientation debriefing was sentimental. I couldn’t hold back my tears. We bonded very well with each other. I learnt a lot during the orientation. I’m sure... together we’ll do better in the next event. & I love the ExCos!

I had so much fun for the past few days! Some of the OGLs were really awesome. I love them! Aiya... I love everybody larh can... =))

I’m glad that BME & NMS programme went well thanks to all the committees and ogls. The freshmen were sporting. I just hope that the spirit remains throughout their journey in the school.

I've made a lot of friends in these three days.

There’s still so much to update.... but my eyes couldn’t take it anymore.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 10:36 PM }

Hafiz & Glen were on their way to school when I saw them. We were already late. I felt as if I had bodyguards. Both were walking by my side. The idea of getting 2 bodyguards, waiting for me at YCK station & walk with me to school when school reopens, two different ones every single day, is awesome. LOL. It was Glen’s idea. Why didn’t I think of that earlier? Sheesh... It’s too bad that I have only a year left. But that’ll do I suppose. Haha...

Today’s the last meeting for Orientation. Monday is the rehearsal and all of us will be staying over. And then there’s the big day for all of us. I just hope we can all pull this through together.

YB came up with an awesome welcome rap for orientation. Her idea is hip, cool & funny too. Jamal is a joker. He did ACES Day workout. Man... That was so long ago. Classic. I could barely remember. The last time I did that was when I was in my Primary school days. It was hilarious. I love the Ogl rap.

Some of the ExCos were irritating me by calling me ‘shimama’ and then later, they shortened it to ‘mama’ and I bet this is just the beginning. & they weren’t the only ones who call me by that name... Ouh Wells...Perhaps...I just have to bear with it.

I’m so going to die for this semester. I have classes in the morning. Like every day is 8/9 AM. You know how reluctant I am in getting up early. I need morning calls.... & it’s not like... ‘shima... wake up....’. It’s ‘SHIMA! WAKE UP!’ haha... anyone? LOL.

& by the end of orientation...
I’ll have A LOT of ‘darlings/honeys’
Lol.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 9:35 PM }

...because the camera loves me...

The tower of S&M(shima&marcus)

My team ‘memorised’ my standard quotes/words. No matter how much they teased and disturbed me...& how irritating they can get at times... I still love them! How Marcus & I would shout each other’s name whenever one of us made mistake... how we all worked together as a team... how noisy we got when we begin work... cam-whored together whenever there were spare time... I’ll miss those when school re-opens.

Marcus & I had our hands drawn. I drew on Marcus’ hand.. & He drew on mine. I swear... his drawings suck!
Mine
‘cute’ bird + shit + ugly version of me + my name
Marcus
1st layer: flowers + I-M-Gay + his name
2nd layer: Shima’s-Property + signature + his name

& then I went for BME mtg... We all had lots of fun & our laughter filled the LTQ.

ShImA

Shagged.

♥ disguised at { 10:58 PM }

...Gemini/Horse...

Moving On...
I went to Jurong East library when my meeting was called off. A Malay couple sat beside me and I overheard their conversations. Yeah I was eavesdropping. One moment they were using ‘bie’...next they used ‘Aku-Kau’. It’s so unpleasant to hear.
Anyways... I just couldn’t stand it when any couple used Aku-Kau to their respective partners. I mean isn’t it a little too harsh? How rude can they get? So much respect they have for each other. Maybe they are used to it. But they shouldn’t make it a habit. I mean... shouldn’t boyfriend/girlfriend be treated differently? Sometimes I just don’t understand Malay couples. Too confusing.

CaM-WhoRe

If only I’m taller & prettier, I would have gone into modelling.... haha... ouh wells...

P/S: Thank you sweetheart for the company and entertaining me. 2 weeks to endure... I’m going to miss the usual stuffs... I'll miss you love...
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 12:38 AM }

the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life

Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.

Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.

Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...

Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.

*~*^dUdEtTez*~*
Aida Alena AmALinA AmeErA CeLiNe ♥CiK iKa DidIe Fi0nA FiZa GeNgBeE GeRmAiNe HaIzA HiDaYaH hUmAiRaH KhALiLah KhALidAh KiNaH JuLyHa LiNg HuI L0uIsuRe MiC MiChELLe MiN HuI NaNa QiM QuRaIsHiA RaHmAh SaLLy ShAhIdAh ♥SiS ♥SiTicUz
*~*^dUdeZ*~*
AnDy AmEeR ApEz AsYraF ♥AzMicUz BeRnArD FiRdAuS HaFiZ KhAz MarK NiChoLas NuNmAn SaM SkY TeDdY
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BmEc0nNecT
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