There are always a better way in stating your point across. There’s no need for the harshness. I’m fully aware that this is your territory and I’m just a temporary outsider. You said it like I’m those rebellions who have committed a lot of mistakes and whom you ‘think’ you can scare them off by that tone of yours. You’re wrong. So much for a respectable reputation that you have but it doesn’t seem that you’re up for it. So much arrogance in that statement. It’s unnecessary. I’m turned off by that first impression that you showed me. There are better ways in handling things. Ya. I’m wrong to do it but it doesn’t mean that you have to say it in a threatening way.
ShImA

Respect can never be earned that way.
First and final warning.
Whatever.

♥ disguised at { 1:58 PM }

Jack of All Trades Master of None
As I looked at the Powerpoint slides made by others, they seemed to have shared interesting things about themselves to people whereas I don’t. I realised that I lead a pretty mundane life.

I learned very little about almost everything but it’s just on the surface like what they say...An ocean of knowledge of an inch deep.

What do I expect? That is the result of the undecided End-In-Mind, still unsure of my purpose in life. I’m just going with the flow, allowing the nature to take its course. Eager to learn everything/anything... but it is all halfway. It has always been that case. So here I am... lost and confused.

Why is it that some people know what they want to do in the future, what they want to achieve in life and they’ve already set their mind towards their goal even when they’re young? And I shall answer it myself...How they were being brought up perhaps..? Their lifestyle maybe...? Or their strong relationship with influential people...?

Whatever that I’ve accomplished so far which I can’t recall... what have I accomplished? You see my point? Even if there is/are achievement(s) that I’ve made so far ... they are so minor that it became forgettable.

I’m still young and there’s still time to sit down and plan my future... but it just seemed so difficult and I don’t have forever.

A little side track here. When you live in the older generation, you know what parents will normally say. They’ll make the easiest and simplest decision for you to put an end to your or rather their ‘misery’. When you’re around my age especially if you’re a girl, they’ll just end your teenage life by marrying you off to some guy you don’t even know. I just don’t understand girls back then. They said nothing and agreed to an arranged marriage. Thank god I’m not in that generation. But even in this era... you still find girls getting married at a young age.

No doubt...Whatever I’ve learnt have helped me in guiding me to a better person. How I wished I knew it well and deep enough.
ShImA

It’s like shooting for everything but I hit nothing.

♥ disguised at { 1:44 AM }

Time Flies
So many things to do with so little time, one popular phrase indeed. We hear it most of the time. We got so absorbed in whatever we do that we don’t realise how fast the time have passed. It is not that time flies because it doesn’t in the first place. Time don't speed up either as it is constantly ticking away. It is the amount of workload that we commit ourselves into. I’m not surprised if in few years to come, we realised that time passed even faster than it did now because we’ll get even busier in future. And then, we’ll complain for the insufficient time and thus constantly demand for more.

Here in Singapore, we’re always rushing through things, always occupied with something, always begging for more time to finish things up but we’re not even close to finishing it and it seems never ending too. It sets me to ponder upon this question; do we even get to really make full use of the time while we’re still alive? Ouh wells.

So yeah....The results were out and my first and only D contaminated my slip. Despite that, I’m very grateful that I wouldn’t have to repeat any modules. What I got, is what I deserved. Now is the time to strive for IAP and FYP to pull up my GPA. I'm just hoping that it'll go back to where it was.
ShImA

From seconds to minutes to hours to days to weeks to months to years…
One day it’ll just *poof*; disappear into thin air.

♥ disguised at { 8:40 AM }

I’m losing… Or I will lose…
I’m not sure what is happening to me. All this while, I’ve been thinking a lot about some things. It kept occurring, at times it gets scary. I’m seeing those images and all those thoughts are telling me something but I’m either not getting it or I refused to allow it to sink in me. Every time it came across my mind, sadness filled me up to the brim and it overflows.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 3:52 PM }

The 3rd week of fasting will be ending soon... and Hari Raya is just next week. I have yet to fulfil my intentions of performing terawih prayers and other deeds. Time passed by so fast that I didn’t even realise.

3rd day have passed and I was damn early for work for all the 3 days...like 30mins?? Unbelievable... but its true... hopefully I’m able to maintain that for the next 57 days? Haha... I’m still getting use to working in the morning though... I kept yawning especially when I reached my peak hour... And Joanne is such a great company. She’s the best when it comes to entertainment. Thx for entertaining me gila. =))
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 12:36 AM }

I don't know why i can't reply through tagboard.. So I'll just do it here.
Reply to tag

To Ameera: hahaha!! no need.. you're hot too.. just that im hotter... haha!! =)

Will update on the bme bbq that was held on Saturday, once my 'hottie' Nipun and smarty Teddy upload the pictures on FB, and my lovely Fiona to send the pictures. So if any of you, named above, sees this entry, you know what to do. =)
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 12:56 AM }

Thursday’s Geylang outing was awesome but tiring. I finally got to meet dearest Ameera. =) We went in a big group, Patricia, Eva, Priya, Inky, Ameera, Shafiq, Nunman, Beth, Hafiz, Teddy, Ying Kai and Rodney.

If you haven’t noticed, now is the divorce trend. Celebrities everywhere are filing their divorce case. We thought we’re going to be with the one we love forever and so we got married. But as years passed we realised they’re not the one for us and that there’s no more love and so we end it there. Divorce may be the easiest way out, but it is also a tedious and heartbreaking process to go through. I’m not surprise if one day, divorcing a person does not require any paper work at all when it became too customary.

Anyways, I can’t wait for BBQ, later in the evening at Costa Sands organised by Teddy, Li Ting and Li Zhong for the 3rd year BME students.
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 2:35 AM }

Yesterday was awesome. After the IAP briefing, went to Bugis to break fast then head to Arab St with the guys, Nipun, Michael Raj, Divek, Rodney, Beth, Hafiz, Ying kai and Teddy.

I've been working day shift for a few days now at Hillview. Yea. Surprisingly, I was on time for work. My greatest achievement. It was a strategy to prepare myself for IAP as I have to report by 8am. Hopefully I'm able to tune my biological clock back. Ouh wells...

I can't wait to meet Ameera later! It's been a long time since we last met. =))
ShImA

♥ disguised at { 1:00 AM }

the unique one

23mAy1990
fAcEb0ok
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Living life to the fullest
Is when you can go with the flow
Knowing that the journey
May not be smooth
But there are no challenges
Too tough you can't overcome

Complications are parts and parcels of life

Treasured Friendship
Friendship is all about putting in effort.
As long as we do our part
Friendship will stay blissful.
Friendship will never go without arguments and disagreements.
Showing care and concern,
Isn’t only about throwing words all around,
But portraying it.
Some may be good with words
But it is the action that matters.

Cloud Nine
Whenever the thoughts of you
Lingers in my mind,
I grew restless.
The urge to see you grew stronger.
Even if it's only for a short while.
Whenever I picture you in my mind,
A smile is drawn across my face.
Whenever I imagine you in my mind,
I sensed butterflies in my stomach.
Whenever I think of you,
Exuberance strikes.
Whenever I dreamt of you,
It eased the soul of mine.
Whenever I saw you,
Satisfaction is what I felt.

Her Love Story
My addiction to you
Grew stronger each day.
A day without you,
Rips off a portion of my sanity.
I see the sparkle in your eyes.
I feel the warmth in your smile.
I sense the truth in your words.
I believe the sincerity in you.
What more could I possibly ask for.
The heart doesn’t lie.
Its mind boggling that it turns out this way.
Coz all I want is you.
Missing you can turn from torture to pleasure
Only if you're missing me too...

Opposite Attraction.
You’re the one I was hoping for.
The fantasies I made up.
That I thought I could just dream upon.
Knowing my chances are slim.
Yet, silently I craved for you.
Then out of the blue
You appeared to fulfil the wildest dream of mine.
You’re the cause of my sleepless night,
The reasons for all the anticipation.
The thoughts of you lingering in my mind
Sends butterflies in my stomach
A smile across my face
And the happiness to my soul.
Simply IRRESISTIBLE.

*~*^dUdEtTez*~*
Aida Alena AmALinA AmeErA CeLiNe ♥CiK iKa DidIe Fi0nA FiZa GeNgBeE GeRmAiNe HaIzA HiDaYaH hUmAiRaH KhALiLah KhALidAh KiNaH JuLyHa LiNg HuI L0uIsuRe MiC MiChELLe MiN HuI NaNa QiM QuRaIsHiA RaHmAh SaLLy ShAhIdAh ♥SiS ♥SiTicUz
*~*^dUdeZ*~*
AnDy AmEeR ApEz AsYraF ♥AzMicUz BeRnArD FiRdAuS HaFiZ KhAz MarK NiChoLas NuNmAn SaM SkY TeDdY
*~*^oTheRz*~*
BmEc0nNecT
SEG

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