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Friday, September 25, 2009
As I looked at the Powerpoint slides made by others, they seemed to have shared interesting things about themselves to people whereas I don’t. I realised that I lead a pretty mundane life. I learned very little about almost everything but it’s just on the surface like what they say...An ocean of knowledge of an inch deep. What do I expect? That is the result of the undecided End-In-Mind, still unsure of my purpose in life. I’m just going with the flow, allowing the nature to take its course. Eager to learn everything/anything... but it is all halfway. It has always been that case. So here I am... lost and confused. Why is it that some people know what they want to do in the future, what they want to achieve in life and they’ve already set their mind towards their goal even when they’re young? And I shall answer it myself...How they were being brought up perhaps..? Their lifestyle maybe...? Or their strong relationship with influential people...? Whatever that I’ve accomplished so far which I can’t recall... what have I accomplished? You see my point? Even if there is/are achievement(s) that I’ve made so far ... they are so minor that it became forgettable. I’m still young and there’s still time to sit down and plan my future... but it just seemed so difficult and I don’t have forever. A little side track here. When you live in the older generation, you know what parents will normally say. They’ll make the easiest and simplest decision for you to put an end to your or rather their ‘misery’. When you’re around my age especially if you’re a girl, they’ll just end your teenage life by marrying you off to some guy you don’t even know. I just don’t understand girls back then. They said nothing and agreed to an arranged marriage. Thank god I’m not in that generation. But even in this era... you still find girls getting married at a young age. No doubt...Whatever I’ve learnt have helped me in guiding me to a better person. How I wished I knew it well and deep enough. ShImA It’s like shooting for everything but I hit nothing. ♥ disguised at { 1:44 AM } |
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